Friday, December 29, 2006

walkthrough year 2006

3 more days and year 2006 will be ending, remembered that i once posted about the year 2006, that six somewhat symbolize me and also is a devil number.

My new year resolution is going to be same for every year for the past 6 years, is to keep fit, i mean diet,i fail miserablely...hehe...

well,overall this year kinda suck, but it also ended all the worries that i've been worrying and towards the end of 2006, i met my beloved lou poh aka liong zi.

Well, it sucked because i was placed to an "unlearnable" & not related field with my majoring for my internship, but once i start working,it gets intersting getting to know the ppl in the office, the polictics and all.Things get even more intersting when the salary was out!!

the next thing that i am worrying was my final year project, at this particular moment i am still worrying until everything including the thesis is done.for the meanwhile everything is workable, but there is still much to be done.

Another formidable task was telling my mum i have a gf, but eventually my sister burst the bubble for me, and my mum did not ask much about her...till today.

the last week of year 2006 is much more meaningful as i got my last payment for my school fees from the sponsor or is it debtor.

anyways , it been really long since i last posted...really tired of working , but just 3 more weeks left and new semester or final semester will be starting!!!woohoo~~~

ming

Friday, December 08, 2006

LDP

LDP-Lebuhraya Damansara Puchong

from 190 exits it extends to 230, more entrance and exits means more road user using the road opps i mean highway.

Well, it's a trend now, that "budget highway" in malaysia consist of 2 lane on each directions, all these while i thought highway should be 3 lanes on each direction, well, perhaps i was wrong.

Budget higway,because the highway is short less than 50 km, and it Collects RM1.00 or more at each toll booth, the main purpose of this LDP is to ease the traffic, well, LITRAK did CONVERT the existing main road from 2 lanes to 3 lanes at certain area throughout the highway, and make a few fly-overs, i thought highway means building a totally new road, opps again, highway, not converting...and resident that stays around the highway, of cuz will use the highway for free for a SHORT distance, because damn it that's actually the main road, and BLOODY BLOOD SUCKERS, we have to waste fuel, because we have to make A BIG U-TURN under the fly-over , compare to last time we just go across the junction.

And now u are telling us that we are free-road user, or free highway user???

u stole our road!!! and fuck! did u compensate the developers that built the road when they built the houses???

Subsidies....hell yeah..it dies...eventually...
chinese proverb, dun have a big head, dun wear a big hat...
look forward to the future...not how deep is ur pocket...


Maintainance, LDP is also the paradise for MAT-REMPIT, or kaki motor...
it is built in such a way that u are able to take every corner at a very high speed if u are interested in commiting suicide...

When accident happen , maintainance must be carry out, fixing the zink divider, cutting off tress, the lights and etc...


they did not calculate the cornering speed while builting the highway, highway shud be 90- 110km/h...not 50 not 60km/h...

design problem...A wrong ROAD AT A WRONG PLACE !!!

How are you minghaw??

My reply to the question will definitely be SUCK!
A few friends have been asking, and yeap the answer remains the same,perhaps i really felt the way.

Firstly, it's pretty much related to my work, everyday to me it is the same, doing the same thing, then if on a particular day , under a particular team leader, i will be having my worse nightmare,last minute job, rushing like mad, the ads given were hard to processed.

Secondly, definitely related to my health, i am having fever on and off, difficulty in swallowing food,which is a good thing, i get to diet...but i guess i did not get enough rest lately, so i am not recovering so quickly, desperately need" someone" to take care...pls come back faster...my throat is really killing me,it get so painful at night even i swallow my saliva...

Then, it comes to the universal topic, my FYP, that's also killing me , have no idea how to proceed to the next level...kinda in a halt mode, like inserting the probe breakpoint in my life...

i haven't really have time to blog lately...everyday i was too busy to think what to write for my log book, everyday i've been doing the same thing so from week one onwards, everything is almost the same, how to improve??

well, lecturer who visited me yesterday , did give me a good idea...
but difficult to accomplish...

i am now thinking how do i preform during the presentation for my FYP...


signing off....
desperately need so food right now...9pm~!!CHUN HUA!!!where are you???

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Internship '06

started my internship yesterday,coincidently it was halloween and the company i am working for is a US based company, so they organize a halloween party, so at 4 pm , all the seniors staff, team leaders are busy preparing, playing with balloon, getting the pumpkin ready...u can big adult kids...fortunately it was also monday, so if we were following US time, it will be sunday there...means off day...
but the turnoff for this job is that is a shift rotating based and works 24 hours,so you will never know when u are going to be schedule to night shift of weekends...cause that really sucks!!!but this is all working life's about.

One thing i notice on the second day is that , the chinese staff doesn't speak pretty good english, so ended up the indians get promoted to team leader sooner but supervisor remain chinese...the big shot is of cuz ang moh...

overall,is a very cold enviroment to work fill with crazy people...

Monday, October 16, 2006

V sign....



My roomate on a bright sunny day...why every chinese people take picture must V???

haze












Its the sun covered with haze...at 5 pm...






Haze have been troubling our country every year, so we sort of got used to it, and kinda treat it as part of our lives and as a malaysian we ignore it...






So someone suggested we have a dana to help others to fight open burning...this actually means chances for someone else to make money...aih...






haze again....










some other nice scenery...

so peaceful...so blue...

yam yam you situdan



Drunk!!!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

winter warmers...

something like the chinese drama sam fa fong...making tea using flower...but the cake is still like normal cake, no lavender cake...or i forget to try??




here are some pictures...














all the cups there are like children playing masak masak...
but worth a try...if u got extra money or someone spending u ...

Talking about public services...petrol price for a barrel has been dropping, stocks markets in malaysia is rising...but the 30 cents increase is hurting...well, first the pakcik- lah, tot it(petrol) would rise till$100 per barrel and promise will improve the public services...but ended up their prediction is wrong, well u see , US soldier are so tired of war, so they took a rest...then LRT Broke down , poor maintainance, or no maintainance at all???

anything to worry is water bill and toll...damn...

Talking about public service, does that include toilet in the LRT station??they very smart ler...they only collect money in HOTSPOT!!!such as klcc and kelana jaya ....tmn bahagia dun have such things ler....so next time , get off from cold spot, check out the toilet then hop back in....well, flawsin lrt is that the ticket validating machine is up front near the counter and the toilet and other service are all way behind,no time limiting yet i guess...so basically u can tour every station...haha....unlike KTM....








Jay chou acting again???i very much hate initial D the movie because of all the casting...now its him again???HELP~~






Well!!this movie is super funny, comedy filled with action!!!and the baby is super cute...Plus with Jackie's action jumping down from the top of the building like super mario...Overall rating GOOD!!WOrth...
Putting honey on the nipple does help baby matthew sucking it...Muahaha...



The Guardian , the poster looks cool, trailer also...looking forward to it...

Friday, October 06, 2006

Cyberia Genting...

looking outside the windows these few days gives me a feeling like staying in Genting...
the sun struggling to get its heat in, but the haze kinda block the ray...its so stuffy...the smell is terrible...and yet people still smoking in places where they are having lunch...what are they trying to do???Fight the haze???

Haze is a common problem YEARLY in Malaysia...its like a routine...when routine isn't normal, that's when haze is not present...it seems like the haze is getting worse day by day...i cannot see the reservoir in puchong anymore...visibility here is like 2.5 km...i wonder how airplane take off in kl...you can even see the birds flying low...car driving slow...but no one wore a mask yet!!!malaysian are so used to the ignorance given by the authority, no action taken, no cloud seeding...the situation is not so bad yet...its only in the unhealthy level...mayb u place the devices at the wrong place...gonna wait till the API index reaches <300 only cloud seeding and declare holiday???people are still making lemang besides the street, bakar ikan is still on...long live malaysian...loves faded day by day...sorrow builts within...


ming

A message for all...

MUM'S LOVE

When you were 1 yr old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 yrs old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 yrs old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing youe plate on the floor.

When you were 4 yrs old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by colouring the dining room table.

When you were 5 yrs old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest.

When you were six yrs old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming "I AM NOT GOING!"

When you were 7 yrs old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neightbour's window.

When you were 8 yrs old, she handed you an ice-cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 yrs old,she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 yrs old she drove you all day,from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out from the car and never look back.

When you were 11 yrs old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 yrs old, she warned you not to watch certain tv shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13 , she suggested a haircut.
You thanked her by telling she had no taste.

when you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by bring on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your beg
You thanked her by saying goodbye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying," its none of your bussiness"

When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying "I don't want to be like you!"

When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to europe.

When you were 23,she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24,she met your fiance and asked your plans for the future.
Yuo thanked her by glaring and growling" Muuhh..ther....PLEASE!~"

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told u how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on the HEART.

If she's still around, never forget to love her more than ever.
And if she is not, remember her unconditional love and pass it on.

Always remember to love thy mother, because you only have one mother in your lifetime.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

high tech toilet... put on hold

hehe...i read an article lately , it says that we do not need toilet that has the ability to cleans it self, "a hand that wipes of the shit from ur shit hole", and all sorts...

all we need is juz a clean toilet...with functional equipment , at least its not smelly , and some basic utilities will be nice, like hand dryer, tissues,dustbin and useable taps, that does not leaks...

i strongly agree with him/her...what is the point of having a mobile high tech toilet that cost millions...when u can built a simple wan at a lower cost...as long as educate the ppl to aim nicely, throw rubbish properly...

so recently , goverment save some money to polish up the public transport facilities for its citizen, rapid KL is public transport ya??
but they have been collecting money from anyone that uses their LRT toilet, and it cost 20 cents...they even employ two cleaners to do that, these two cleaners are better off picking up a peice of cloth wiping around like 9 yrs ago better than sitting there eating goreng pisang...why wasting resources in order to improve the service???what is wrong with the management nowdays??din pay enough attention in class last time??alwiz skip lectures???low passing grades for special people(so called for them to be competitive....my arse!!!)??

Way to go vision 2020...develop country ...haha...star have this survey how good are we doing before achieving that...i doubt...it will take time...let's start praying and be patriotism by memorizing rukun negara and update the negaraku tempo...

p/s anyone see any improvement besides the highway that need tol...our air port is one thing i am very proud of, but deep down did it achieve its main objective when it was 1st propose...or was there any amendment that we did not notice??

fuel consumption

you know everytime i see our national gas refinery petrol advertisement, i get sick and wanna puke at it...1st they used a BMW instead or a national car V6 in the advertisement...then the started with all these Q&A interview with the client/puchaser, some even claim that his dad 20 yrs old car is more powerful like 5 yr old car...REALLY???did he mention about the fuel consumption??then one joker even says that it gives better milleage, the car is it powerup with a micro compressor??or some things that adjust the air intake???all this are not mentioned in the ad...and i wonder...i get so pissed cuz everytime i pump the national gas, i get less milleage...and the car has knocking sound...and the attendant that works in the station is damn rude...yaya..i know u guys operate 24 hours...and a lot of pumps and all...but the quality of the fuel...i doubt...

i still prefer the esso or mobil, or better still BHP ...the orange color station that has octane booster in the fuel..haha...

Thursday, September 14, 2006

忽然之间

忽然之间 by karen mok.

曲:林健华词:周耀辉李焯雄

忽然之间 天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候 怀念你
我明白太放不开你的爱太熟悉你的 关怀分
不开想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃
分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱
~~~~~~完~~~~~~~~
如果这天地最终会消失不想一路走来珍惜的回忆没有你

Monday, September 11, 2006

When engineer and society becomes engsoc

I have a fren, let's call him daniel...
well, dis daniel likes to transform very very very long words into very very very short word...merely more than 10 characters...

so he would change as soon as possible into ASAP. And even use this in daily communications...
Eg:
daniel: i am KIND-DA(instead of kind of) busy , i will email to you ASAP.

DAN(i also wanna use short form!!blek!!:P): what class u have later??com sec??
ME: (WTF??!!~~)what is com sec??
DAN: computer security lor~~
ME: ohh, u mean computer security and disaster recovery.

......

for a moment i was thinking, will he talk to his son like this...

dan-son:papa, i am going tuition.
DAN:WOKEY!YOU "TIU" till what time??

dan-son:papa, today u din go 运动?
DAN:"晕左啦!"


signing off~~~~mh(means minghaw)haahah...not what u are thinking ar!!!!i am not him....haha

Sept 11.








by the time i finish this post, the time will be exactly the first plane hit the twin tower in manhattan city.


I still remember this day five years ago, was another normal day for me, i was still in form 5, i was having my dinner in front of the tv like i used to.Back then we still have astro, so we were enjoying those chinese series, back then there wasn't any Bit torrent like now...so we were like 9 months behind tvb drama...thinking back of that, cinema was replace by cineplex, those video renting outlet was replace by vcd seller, and now , soon astro and even vcd seller is going to be replaced by Bit Torrent...Well,that's another story...


So there i was , watching tv and having my dinner, suddenly my sister's fren from the united states called and ask her to switch on the CNN, by then CNN was airing the twin tower was up in smoke.People were thinking maybe the plane hit the tower by accident, but suddenly , another plane was seen hitting another tower, and this time everyone knew it was not an accident.


the night was a long night for me, i stayed up till 3 am in the morning juz to watch CNN to get a live update...over the news , lots of spectulations from ppl around the world, the leaders, and people were seen jumping off the tower, fire fighers and police forces coordinating the area there, once the tower fell to the ground, dust were everywhere...a week after the incident, i brought TIME magazines , lots of pictures to see, lots of news to read, the more i read, the emotional feeling kept roaring out...





few months after that, there was a documentary about the twin towers, again i didn't miss it...

somehow those innocent people died that day, was such a pity, it was a disaster more than a terrorist attack, it took more than 2 yrs to complete the twin towers and only 2 hours to bring it down...juz ...pity...

Thursday, September 07, 2006

fugged up agent...

having to find a place to stay is already a huge problem, especially when u found a fugged housemate that brings a smelly temporary roomate, and on top of that dirty...
I can bear with that, one eye open one eye shut.

But real estate agent that permits workers to enter our house to fix the roof leaking problem can be quite a shock when they has the key to enter in and out without our tenants acknowledgement.

This afternoon, when i got back home and came out from the lift, and i was quite shock seeing two idiots, carrying slippers when they've already wearing one, and was walking down the stairs.The next thing i saw was my "so called rented yet smelly house's" door was wide open both the iron grill and wooden door...i thought there was thief in the house and my pc was gone...luckily only somethings got messed up and i suspect is the painter ...but...there was on one in the house and both the doors were wide open, what if some joker came in and took all the stuff???have some sense...cyberia is not a safe place to live in...negligence about the lift is already a good prove,the only best thing the guard to do is to clamped visitor's car , to charge them with the 50 ringgit fine!!!

din wanted to take the initiative to call up the fucking bitch agent, she is going to make a big round and looking for excuse which is totally waste of time...and my hp credit...

all i can do is i pray hard, next time i will be here when things like this happens...

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

funny dialog...

i overheard this sucker talking to her pal over the internet...
not that i purposely or wat, is that she is speaking rather loud and annoying...
this is a one way communication...
bitch: 我的电脑很hang.(should be lag, dumb bitch)
Bitch: 我的是stream-meee- X 呢!(streamyx bitch!!!u sounds like a fool when say it wrongly)
why do ppl have to mixed english and mandarin together???what sort of language is it???manglish???

bitch : 我看我还是去睡觉。(yes!!u shud be doing that 2 hours ago, instead of making noise here)

and please stop acting like a mat salleh when are u not!!!in the end, u can't speak proper english and mandarin , u are not urself...u ugly stinky bitch!!!

Monday, September 04, 2006

movies







This is the movie that reflects myself...when a guys tries to attracts a girl, he will do anything,


soon after that, he will juz be intolerate, irresponsible, irratating...





worth to watch it after break up on a dvd...p/s din manage to finish it, i was too disturbed...








yes!!five movie over the weekend...this shud watch on a home theather as well...not bad...enjoy~~ ur self...

movies over the weekend

tight schedule??yeah, a lot of things due this week and next, but i still have times to watch movies that i missed so far...

here are some review...
let's start with american dreamz



NICE movie , i me myself HIGHLY recommend this to YOU. if u would like something comedy yet fact, this is the movie for you,unlike scary movie, but this really worth your 11 bucks!


Go watch it, i am not going to discuss about the movie here, but i am juz telling u that, for me this movie is nice...worth the price of the ticket.Hugh Grant, dennis Quaid, mandy moore...




the next one is beneath still water.


Dun get fool by these two sexy girl, on the right isn't pretty at all(that's why she is wearing bikini), the left wan is okok only la...but she is the one of the main actress.

Well, the story plot sucks!!!the audio SUCKS, and the handphone they used in the movie SUCKS too!!!

I think this movie is audio dub into english, actual language should be spanish..i can see the lips movement is not synchronise with the audio and one more WORD ...SUCKS!!!!

Its totally waste of money and time...

this movie forces us to go on and watch another chinese movie called on the edge(黑白道), because we wasn't satisfied on what i've watch...
This is much better, Action, suspense, and meaningful...Worth ur money!!!
Dun be fool by its title, is has nth to do with infernal affairs.

ming

...eimac

eimac alwiz tells me that, forget the past and move on,明日有明天。
first few days, i kinda agree on what she suggested, until recently , i notice that , running away from reality might not be the solution. We might as well, solve the problem, or face the problem, and not run away , avoid the problem, cause the thing is , the problems will kept haunting you.

Just like the person u sees, the things u do,the place u go, the things people say that is related to the person directly of indirectly, u might in the end mind what others do, and for a few minutes u will be sad, or worse, few hours, or few days...

So my point is, face the problem, the most and worse case is, u will be sad for few weeks, and then u will be immune to it .Running away from the fact/reality is not an option, this is the experince i have...cuz i will do something else that i dun usually does and i am beginning to hate myself, the next thing i will do is to kill myself for not being my self,so why not face the reality, and get over it, so that u will be happier and not get pissed at ur frens or pets...Can we really forget the past??memory is permanent, i dun think we can, the most i can forget is the mathematical equations,the thing is always there, we can act as though we forget, but ...deep down we are again sad...i dun wish to see my frens sad, i also dun hope my frens to see me sad...


gnim

Saturday, September 02, 2006

can't blog...

its really frustrating that i can't open my yahoo messenger and MSN Live.I notice that once MSN and yahoo link together , i am having difficulties logging onto Msn.

and now i am blogging without yahoo messenger, i can't really live without a chatting tool, to see who is available online , and then get an idea what to blog about.Well, flipping thru the newspaper this morning, and yeah, every mainpage of the newspaper is talking about the same thing, the budget 2007,knowing that the economic is bad, petrol price remains the same as promised, other utilities bills also remains the same, or not that i notice of any increase, and my dad got RM 200 extra as a pensioner, but!Is RM 200 is what all its worth for my dad that has been working for the government as a civil servant for MORE THAN 35 YEARS. Maybe the young ones gets encouragement for 2 month bonus(earning below RM750).But RM 200 is nothing compare to last time,RM200 is a month rental in cyberjaya for a twin sharing room, i mean RM 200 is a price to pay for a Lousy Crappy NOKiA phone, a walk around ikea cost Rm200, a walk into MNG or Padini sometimes excess RM200,and a ,month of petrol is more than RM 200, RM 200 is a price for a(means ONCE) glamour tasty yummy dinner and yes that is the best part about it i can think of!!All that they can say that is the pensioners are taken care of, but i can't notice anything...

A quote from my dad to the PM " Once we are a pensioner, the government will assume that we are already dead"To me it seems quite true, although there is still medical benefits luckily, hoping that they won't scrap it off their policies!!

then there is once quote from the PM i like most."While we may have weaknesses and inadequacies and may make mistakes, we must always have an open mind and have the willingness to learn and relearn and be wiser from the learning."PM Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi.

I can't relate anything with that quote to the budget 2007, or isit i am not up till the level to understand that ???

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Replacement

Everything has to be replaced sooner or later, from the 80’s mini compo that people use to carry around with size D battery, to nano iPod that strap around your hand. From large large main frame to laptop that can explode due to its battery short circuited. From magnetic tapes to mirco SD card.

Here are some examples that are more realistic, remember the olden day’s huge cinema that can fit in more than 250 people? there was this REX cinema where I 1st watch the 1st episode of Jurrasic park when I was 12 yrs old, but soon after that, Cineplex blossom…it opens all over the place such as in the shopping mall , one shopping mall can have 9-12 Cineplex, of cuz, these places have comfortable seats, air conditions and uniformed attendant. But soon after that, privacy struck! People tend to switch to cheap but low quality VCD, then high quality DVD 5 or DVD 9. But technology doesn’t stop right there, well you see, in order to save money, smart consumer begin to realize, where did all these source came from? They might as well, create a Peer to peer system and share it across the network. Here it appears BT(bit torrent) fast , and free!!juz get the torrent file and begin downloading, although one might get junk torrent that is not clear , cinema version, but most of them are smart enuff to download clear good stuff.

So it all goes , from FTA(Free To Air) tv station, to mega TV, then astro , and now, taiseng, the company that rents series out , but ppl dun op this anymore, cuz ppl are able to use BT to download them, much more faster and the main thing is FREE!!!We can download album and MTVs.

But did anyone notice this violates the privacy rule?? Its wrong to do so…but there are still people doing it. Until now, there is still no exact law that governs it, or it does just poorly implemented. or the government is unable to catch up with the technology , yeah yeah, our passport are the smartest passport…But DAMN!, its expensive!!! And so smart, can it talk??? You know certain things are nice to read on the papers but when it comes to implementation it sucks to da max!!! to my knowledge, not many country support such high tech passport…and is it duplicatable?? This is still a myth…

So sooner or later, one might embedded some cheap in your forehead to identify one person, with this chip we are like dog(16bits), that requires scanners to scan the 512bits (for human or maybe 1024bits)barcode , and this can function as our passport and no one can duplicate it , unless suffered some pain many many times…

So think of it, replacement, everything can be replace, even relationship, if one let go , surely there is room for improvement.

ming

Sunday, August 27, 2006

friday blues...

why i hate friday...
simply because of jam during the lunch hour, mostly of us in the country knows why...
well, that's not the main topic of this post.So, usually i would prefer friday,i can go home, relax for the weekend,but last friday was chaos for me, i had to redo twice for my FYP, twice for the report for assignment, juz because the pc hanged, i did save!!!but the file was eventually corrupted...
things was so rush ...

i wsa thinking about sensitive issues, if there is no problem, then there won't be any sensitives issues , isn't it that way???but again, nothing is perfect,there are surely problems,there is going to be problem even with two individuals, nonetheless, the whole community and ... ...

and so, a week has passed , here are the pictures of the cake i had last week...










two of the many friends that were at station one...chun hua and camie...

things are getting along lately, no more emotional problems already...hehe...must be formula one is on this week; that's why...

Friday, August 25, 2006

flooded car park...


Wednesday, August 23, 2006

how long is one hour

today i only have one hour class, but it feels like ages!!
It basically feels like one whole day class, i yawn several times, and was really tired after that class, i don't know why,the tutor was so boring , he discuss 20 MCQ questions for the whole hour...and it was really boring!!!how boring??it was like watching Wong Kar Wai movie !!!not that i dun understand wat he is talking juz that he keep dragging....and dragging...

5 mins before the class end, i can see everyone is packing already, and even the lecturer is checking on his phone for the time, i think he also dunno what to do for the class today actually...aih...


on the way home from dinner, i saw a little girl holding the door for her mum , the girl was holding a box of stuff, that is i think heavy for her age, and she kept shouting mummy mummy...girls tends to stick closer to mum, i heard this long time ago, today i manage to see a real example...
the mum on the other hand , is holding a lot more stuff than i used to carry when i was moving my stuff from townhouse to condo...i of cuz didn't juz stood there, i hold the door for the lil girl and also her mum, her mum spoke softly, saying thank you, although its juz 2 words, but at least its sincere...it mean more than anything.especially when i am really down these few months....yes i am still down...but things got to go on...i am working on my FYP still and assignment...and yet still blogging, streamyx here suck, i kept lagging and the connection is slow...this is what happen when i pay 99 bucks a month, can u imagine that???those technical ppl in streamyx shud really have some course from their supervisor...

signing off
ming

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

22nd birthday...

yeah yeah...one year older again...
and yes,things around me are still the same, nothing much change for the past few years...i am still the same old me...spending my time hanging around, studying last minute and bla bla bla...

sometimes think of it...what have i done for the past 22 yrs??i wonder...:-/


ming

Monday, August 21, 2006

jokes...

joke #1:
tan send a sms to cw"Pls help me buy 6 apples, i want "shong hou" wan.
a couple of hours later...Cw called tan...
Cw:i can't seem to find the "brand" you wanted.
tan:of cuz dun have la, there is no such brand, what i meant was "shong hou" (rangup)!!!
Cw:-_-"...

joke #2:
everyone was watching the 5-1 match last night...
then Ch saw a player no.18, and was telling me about his health condition, mainly about the problem about his vision, that he might lose his vision...
Cw overheard the conversation, and ask: which wan which wan???
Ch:that wan with the golden color hair.
Cw:is it becuz he dye his hair too often , until he is going to get blind??
Ch and me:what???mat salleh are suppose to have golden color hair wat!!??

joke#3:
Cw:got what song is duet wan??
tan:Wu Ding lo...
Cw:huh??what song is that ???
tan:so famous u also dunno ar??k-me, pls explaine to her!!
K-me(like juz woke up from bed, blur blur, eyes blink blink , looked at tan)
:huh??who sing wan??dun blame me oo, i alwiz listen to song , i dun pay attention to the singer wan:)

Friday, August 18, 2006

Touched

when i am are down, i will look for friends...fortunately they are always there for me, and whatever they say seems to make sense and also makes me feel relief.
Experince...somehow related to history.History taught me that, i should let things go...Not to make things happen.
But "Winners make things happen;loser let things happen".such a paradox...

what should the next step be??life must surely go on...we tends to make mistake, we juz need to learn how to recover from them.

touched ming

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

touchness...

conversation between me and a fren,

tan: one hour onli rite
ming: yes
tan: if bluff me nex monday u wont hv 'touchness''
ming: touchness??
ming: who wan to touch
tan: touch = gam dong
ming:-_-"

some people tends to create own word directly from mandarin to english.And this is what happen...

ming

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

mmu 7th convocation



the year is 2006, mmu convocation is seperated into 2 days, 2 faculties for each day, around 1500 students, including Master, PhD and etc...
So i joined the crowd on saturday , it was the management and IT faculty convo i attend.

i went quite late, so obviously the mmu entrance was closed, and only allow ppl with convocation sticker to enter...so we had to park quite far, and hoping miracle will happen, eventually it did!!!
the car beside the road stretch like one kilometer both left and right.It's totally crazy...

Graduates woke up at 5 to get ready, at 7 they were already in campus...waiting to enter the hall.As usual, it started 5 mins late...only 2 tickets were offered to each student.So other frens and family members got to wait outside the main hall, there was other places with projector and air con luckily, but of cuz, it was live...juz tat the enviroment and the feeling is not present...

cut the crap!!!i am getting bored...
so suddenly the graduates were released and walk under the drizzling rain, no harm , cuz they were all sweating like mad already...the people in campus that day was so much!!!madness!!can't even make phone calls!!!




pictures between me and my frens while waiting...


SK and me ,Sk was waiting for his lou kong#2



SK and his lou kong #1.



Suddenly i saw a fimilar face!!!It was SF, one of my ex housemate...den i decided to do this...


LAME!!~~it was like talking to a jailbird.



finally a proper picture.



my and yet another ex housemate...sying



Yet another ex housemate...yin2.


After looking high and look, searching from dustbin to longkang, we finally found LJ and bernard!!and quickly grab them , snap them and released them...the flowers on lj's hand is much much more heavier than her...:))

Sunday, August 13, 2006

i am sorry

Firstly I would like to apologise, this entry below contains plagiarism. I follow the same method Kennysia once wrote in his blog title “ayam the man” (I am the man).


And NO, I aint gonna pay him royalties for this…I am sorry, I am too poor to do this kinda thing, I am not like one of the national car producer …

Anyway, recently we have to extra careful while blogging, we can’t post anything that is ridiculous/sensitive/rumours/racist remarks/”fai wah”…or else we will be (I dunno what)…Afterall this is wat blogging is all about, about ones opinion,feelings and comment…even in cyberspace we are restricted…thanks to democracy and transparency!
Have certain bloggers gone way beyond what we consider too much??? Maybe yes , I have no idea.

At first when I created my blog , the main purpose is because of the trend, second, is a way to express my feeling , cuz I prefer to type on the keyboard rather than store a hard copy like a diary, I know there is a diary.com somewhere but I am kinda lazy to register that…so I settle for blogspot instead…then soon, I started to post about what’s happening to my life, things that happens around me…and the rest they say is history…

I am the Guy

I am the guy who brings you for supper for the first time when u say u was having gastric. Eventually that was the 1st meal u treats me.
I am the guy who advised you to visit doctor, if u still has gastric often.
I am the guy who u exchanges songs with.
I am the guy who acts cool when u sees me in campus.
I am the guy who quietly sms-ed you after that.
I am the guy that worried about you when u has stomachache.
I am the guy who carries water for you when u are out of them.
I am the guy that is always late, and keeps u waiting.
I am the guy who has no time for you.
I am the guy who doesn’t sweet talk with you. I am the guy that pissed you off, when I talk about my (girl) friends.
I am the guy that chats with you till 6 am in the morning.
I am the guy that eventually falls for you.
I am the guy who u accompanies me for lunch and dinner ever since then.
I am the guy that buys sweets for you, knowing that u can’t go on at times without them.
I am the guy who worried that u have no food when I am not around.
I am the guy that drove you out, and was stranded in the petrol station.
I am the guy that forbids you from taking tomyam while having an upset tummy.
I am the guy that helps you to move some of your things to your new room.
I am the guy that smells nice to you, even though everyone else says i stinks.
I am the guy that left u walking back from campus while raining.
I am the dumb guy who did not know what u wanted and what to do.
I am the guy that has no patience.
I am the guy that left u crying alone in the room, after I said something that hurts you
I am the guy that send u home early in the morning for practice, and bought sweets for you for the weekend, but you told me that your friends finish it all…
I am the guy that went visit you during your practice, because you said u xixx me…
I am the guy that agrees to let u remain single a few days later.
I am the guy that u say I was weird for the day. I am the guy that walks alone ever since then.
I am the guy that regrets that what I have done and said
I am the guy that pretends to be happy even though deep down I am pretty much as sad as you.
I am the guy that u were avoiding after u sprain your leg.
I am the guy that left u alone helpless when you hurt your feet.
I am the guy that rejected your offer for dinner and tau fu fa.
I am the guy that learns to play solitaire because of you. Without you knowing.
I am the guy that learns to listen to malay songs because of you.
I am the guy that passes my exam with your encouragement.
I am the guy that u taught me how to eat malay food which is spicy.
I am the guy that is jealous when u was going out with other people.
I am the guy that is worried about you, when u did not answer my calls and replied sms-es.
I am the guy that forces you to make decisions until you eventually hate me, and later on avoids me.
I am the guy that doesn't understand you and me.
I am the guy that can never make decisions. And if I did make a decision, it will be too late or it’s a wrong move.
I am the crazy guy that done a lot of mistake and learn them too late.
I am the guy that goes to library with you.
I am the guy that works together with you for 2 days.
I am the guy u left for good.
I am the guy that u say u had no more feelings.
I am the guy that u says we are from 2 different world.
I am the guy that is typing while crying at 2 sumthing in the morning…I think I am a bit abnormal.
I am the guy that did not reveal my blog during dating. Which I did not update it during that period.
I am the guy that reveals my blog only after we broke up.
I am the guy that pissed u off with my blog entries.
I am the guy that did not get you anything for your birthday.
I am the guy that is going to celebrate my birthday this year without you.
I am the guy that annoyed you now and then.
I am the guy that says understand to you but still bugged you.
I am the guy that is going to get a hard time from my family after they know about this.
I am the guy that still thinks about you everyday.
I am the guy that decided to focus on studies and career from now on.
I am the guy that still crying now…
I am the guy that is pretty much organized now. I am the guy that swears to god, I did not lie or act in front you. (Not even behind you or side-ways)
I am the guy that u hasn’t cook for me alone before.
I am the guy who knows u like fishball, lok lok , teh o limau, roti telur bawang,dancing and nothing else.
I am the guy that knows u dislike waiting, lying and acting.
I am the guy that knows you won’t be reading this. But still post this hoping that someday u will read it from the archives.
I am the guy u called minghaw now.
I am the guy that really regret for my action, by hurting ur feelings when u trusted me most,saying things that hurt u when i was irrational, what i was thinking at that time!!!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

bobby...


this is bobby, the new member of the family,
naughty as baby, playful, and likes to be sayang...
also enjoy car rides!!!u scratch the car BOBBY!!!!
and all ur saliva is on the seat!!!i have a hard time wiping it off!!!
very aggressive when he gets to have his routine walk around the neighbourhood...


ming


Kit forces us to do all this !!i dunno what is wrong with him???
last time when they went to PD , i remember they also did the same thing...
well,this is actually 7 of us working on a part time as an extra in a tv commercial...
that day was super tired!!!
but we did met up with gays and lesbians...
ugly old women smoking cigar, and pretty hot chick smoking virginia ciggies...
dun ask me where i learn all this, i knew it long long time ago, far far away...



this is me ,still fresh in the morning!!!hehe...



this is me and chun hua, been working non-stop, walking up and down for 12 hours already...what do u expect i will look like???
with no food and water!!!!
and its almost dinner time!!

shopping~~~


This is ME,shopping in one of the newly open shopping complex in putrajaya,AND yes i bought something from 'giorgio armani'...guess what i did i get for myself!!


Crap!!!they gave me newspaper!!!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

milo .....JUICE

as usual, i was ordering food for my dinner at the campus, after that i went and sat down and waited for my frens to join me...
then ch came very excitedly, and we asked him why??what happen??
he say , juz now there was a foreigner ordering drinks, he was holding 5 peices of one ringgit notes, then he tell the guy over the counter that he wanted 5 milo (paused for a while, looking at the person that has no respond) then he con'd saying the word "JUICE"...since when milo is catagorize as juice???

ming

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

sour bread...

fud!!!i desperately need nice fud!!!~~~anyone care to tapau and bring it over to me???
since morning i had a roti telur in the campus cafe, i've been eating bread, gardenia plain bread for lunch and dinner, why i did that???
well, there are several reason, i wasn't in mood to go out, my arse is stick on the chair doing assignment and my final year project,and yet i can't figure out the way to solve it...how pity!
the second reason is i wanna save money, knowing that my bank balance is turning into double digit, and the rental is due this week, i desperately need to save money...i've overspend the last few weeks, i dun even recall wat i spend on, i can't seem to see the stuff i bought...
the third reason is because i feel like doing it..staying home all day...facing my monitor, until my tears dripping from my eyes...

you guys know what is the feeling or eating the whole loaf of bread alone all-day??
sooner or later the bread taste sour...especially when u are listenning to chilam's song--(爱情已死), the bread no joke it really taste sour, mayb i position the bread on to the wrong side of my tongue...

well, tomolo i shall try the same thing again, its only 3 more days to semester break!~i am sure i can do that...no problems...i juz have to get use to it...

ming

Ahad...

MMU security guards have funny funny names,how do i know??well this is because their supervisor force them to wear nametags!one of them i met in the hostel buying drinks was this old pakcik, coincidently his name was called ahad means sunday in malay...so to him, everyday is sunday...so relaxing...

then i found out that , most of the security guards are like part-timers,they dun really dedicate to their job,but which security guard will really dedicate to their jobs,its kinda insulting to work as a security guard anyway...

my 4 yrs in mmu i've seen several funny weird appearance security guards,some short wan, how to combat with criminals???or they juz there to scare ppl away???
some security guards even talk rudely, and dun speak english, and some even st**ls...
there is this makcik aka malay bitch in the security office that like to borak whole day, with the cleaner, janitor, or on the phone...MMU is previously university telekom, so i assume the phone bill is free...whenever u ask a favour from her, she will get pissed cuz she needs to work...aih...what she hope is that relax all day..and collect salary at the end of the month...

Now i am going to bug her again to collect my sticker...hehe..cheers!!!

ming

Monday, July 31, 2006

Bad Day

sunday noon:
I woke up at 11,the sky is so dark, i think it's been raining whole morning...ate my breakfast, send my mum to my cousin's place, study until around 3, try calling a few frens out for drink, but they all rejected me...the sky suddenly become so dark, i have to turn on the lights...only person to answer to my invitation is my sister...

Monday morning:
it's been long since i felt so cold,been raining from morning till afternoon, i dun think there is even sun , only bright clouds...
i receive a news saying that there is a student feel down from 18th floor, and passed away last night, then there was an accident juz in front of the entrance of the condo i was staying,then someone got stuck in the lift and the lift fell from 5th floor to LG, suddenly so many bad news, i duno i am able to cope with it a not...

last sunday i notice that i have low EQ, pretty much below average...
haha...but things are fine now...LJ scolded me , asking to me wake up and keep my life going!yes!i am going to do it!i alwiz know that frens are the next closes things i have beside my family, i never knew it was so important at times like this...

anyway,hopefully by next week i will be able to blog with pictures...or latest mayb by 14th of august...my birthday is coming soon!!!is anyone planning a party for me??pls la, takkan u wan me to plan my own party mer??
who is in the invitation list???everyone of cuz!!!hehe...


ming
daniel powter-bad day

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

25 days...

25 days more to my birthday...for the past 21 yrs, i never had a real birthday party, party as in every of my fren is invited, lots of ppl, juz like those in movie...i remember when i was small, i think when i was 12, my mum prepared a birthday party for my sister, then i requested the same from her...i hate to admit this but i don't have a good memory, so i forget the real situation and the age thing...

But i think is more or less like that added with some emotional content to make readers cry...

So, back to my birthday when i was 12, mum fried chicken, my favorite that time was drumstick, and also fried rice with decoractive chilli on top...i still remember that time, it was juz the 5 of us,my dad, my mum,my brother,my sister and me. but i was really happy to be with my family...better than now celebrating my birthday at wong kok enjoying the free teh baldi...the more people, u dun get to exchange words much, people tends to split into groups..and after having their meal, they pass u the present , sing birthday song, make wishes, blow candle , eat cakes, and take pictures..that's all, the next thing u know, they are all going back...

so again , back to the birthday part...althought that time was juz 5 of us, i feel really happy, mayb i was still a kid, i did not know wat trouble means, i do not know wat is tension, all i do is juz go to class, do homework, and exam...as i grew up...things such as problems tends to crops up...

enjoying my life too much whenever i am free, whereas my dad is busy with work, he is approaching 60yrs old, and still working...whenever i reach home on friday , he will be later than me, he is really ageing, white hair, i can see that he is pretty much tired from work , and also the stress from work...and the pressure from family...means me...he is alwiz worried that i had not enough money,car no petrol, and my allowance...but my dad dun seems to care about himself, his health...he's been coughing so frequently...maybe this way, i will appreciate my parent more...i will give up anything for them , yes!anything...

cuz when i was small, my dad used to take care of me , while my mum is working 2 job simultaneously, jus to buy milk powder for me...that time we were poor....yes....we were that poor, as both of my brothers and sister are still schooling...and i am juz a baby...i alwiz thinks that i am a burden to the family...without me, their life would be much more easier...my dad got to take care of me and din get a good rest that he deserves to, and working at the age of retiring because of me...this is the disadvantage to have a kid when u are almost 40, by the time ur kid going into uni , u are already 60, uni expenses are quite high, not to mention ppl nowadays like to send their children to overseas...by the age of 60, when ur hand is shaking and the words that are coming out from ur mouth is not clear, u think ppl still will employ u ??unless u are a lecturer...a kind lecturer, that also depends what sector u are in...in certain sector , people tends to choose young ppl...more robust..haha...(sounds like machine).i think i am spending too much, i am not even working and yet i spend more than any other family members...i do not know why, that is the sad part...
i should actually apologise to my parents, cuz i am spending too much...my uni tuition fees is the most expensive compare to my bro and sis, my allowance also...i dun think my bro and sis got allowance when they were in college and uni...i dun think they got a hp too when they were in studying college or uni...


my mum also has been saving money all these while...she is not buying anything unless is necessary...she dun go on trip so often...but recently, her bank account is almost empty...becuz of me...and i am not producing any result...again sad case...no mood to con'd anymore...i shall work harder to prove myself...

cheers
ming

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

what if...

what if something u never imagine getting, then suddenly u got it...after u own it, u are really happy with it, while u were enjoying it,someone suddenly took it back from you...
what do u feel after that???


ming

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Dream...

A very weird dream i had last night...weird!!!not WET!!!
i was shopping with my ex-housemate cl,then out of sudden i saw winnie my ex schoolmate...she walk passed us, while we were having meal and then she sat right infront of us,when she was about to leave , cl stood up and pass her something, funny...they don't know each other in reality but they seems to know each other in my dream...
other than that in my dream, i also dream of a new car , a new phone and a new me!!!the SLIM me!!!haha...

Friday, July 21, 2006

catchy status

if u would like someone to chat with u in any messenging devices, all you have to do is juz put on a catchy status...

what ever that u think that will provoke other side to msg u back.
simple as that...
"free MILO if u msg me"---kinda cheap
"anyone want to go for a movie??"---this will work if u are seriously going for a movie...
"HELP"---most likely no one will bother to msg u , cuz m'sian are juz selfish...but it depends how are ur personal relationship skills...hahah

can't think of much now...its 10 mins to class...


sleepy....

ming

Thursday, July 20, 2006

interfac '06



whole night from 6pm till 11pm..only one bottle of 500ml mineral water and a 50 cent bread...no wonder ch feel sick the day after...
this picture was taken at the end of interfac 2006...hehe...we lost...but still had fun!