recent post all contains negative point of view...this is likely to be yet another one again
people always say good moments are very short...if the situaution now is our lives to replace with moments...does that equal to shorter life means happier people???longer living being are sad???
well, think again!!!people around us that passed away at a very young age are all kind???meaning also evil people tends to live longer???
2 statements are juz beautiful lies stupid reasons that I tell myself when I am unhappy , not very pleased with wat is happening...on the other hand, i alwiz wish that i can live longer to see the future...car really can fly???hyperspace???man living on moon???chip in forehead(like dogs).AIDS can be cured(same goes to cancer and etc),cloned humans(internal organs perhaps),and the most long awaited robots...
all this are exists in fictions, and fictions rely on dreams,and human dreams...
fame comes from achievement, achievement comes from experience,experience comes with history...and history...is wat we human sometimes don't take into account, cuz we think we are able to change things, we are unable to accept fact,yeah...sometimes we are successful, but sometimes we are not...if we are able to ...than we are remembered, successful, if we fail...no one knows...no one remembers...
thomas edison, created the filamen after more than thousand tries...fail he has...people tells him, thomas u have actually failed!!!cuz it takes u more than thousand tries to find out the correct element in the bulb.But his replied was...no i did not fail...i found more than thousand elements that cannot be the filamen in the bulb and i found one that can be...
Its all depends on individual point of view,sometimes we are this sometimes they are that...produces conflicts, if everyone thinks the same, wat will u think this world will be like???hmm i wonder...
As long as ones life to him, himself, that he thinks is happy and meaningful...that's important!why care what other people thinks or say...they are not u, they can't actually feel what u are actually feeling...
Friday, October 28, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
anxiety
yeah...that's why i am in now...pending for result to be released...this feeling sucks...
i dun have a pretty good feeling about it ...i am scare, nervous and lotsa more...but all that i can do is wait...and pray for the best...
i wonder wat u guys do when u are running out of time,in less than 24 hours ur assignments due.
in less than 6 hours , u are going to sit for exams, in less than a minute things around u are going to dissappear...wat exactly is running through ur mind when things like this happens...unexpected sequence of events happening...when are really busy...but when u are damn free, u will be bored to dead...i wonder why things like this happens...
why test are alwiz run on white mice???wat if one day, we found out that, we are actually white mice...and someone is watching us...experimenting us...aren't we affaird if we know its coming???so why know its existence...i prefer not knowing anything...like they say...being a fool is always a happy dude...he may seem dumb, but he is forever laughing, and again like they say"happy goes lucky" he is alwiz having the luck...
but why are there ugly people???or are they juz plain lazy???no matter how ugly u are, it juz takes u time to make up and do sumthing with it , u can be better than before...same goes to work, if u work real hard and put effort to things, things can be better...much better...
too late to regret now...we juz have to wait and pray for the best!!!hope the big guy up there hear our prayers and help us out...
May the force be with us
i dun have a pretty good feeling about it ...i am scare, nervous and lotsa more...but all that i can do is wait...and pray for the best...
i wonder wat u guys do when u are running out of time,in less than 24 hours ur assignments due.
in less than 6 hours , u are going to sit for exams, in less than a minute things around u are going to dissappear...wat exactly is running through ur mind when things like this happens...unexpected sequence of events happening...when are really busy...but when u are damn free, u will be bored to dead...i wonder why things like this happens...
why test are alwiz run on white mice???wat if one day, we found out that, we are actually white mice...and someone is watching us...experimenting us...aren't we affaird if we know its coming???so why know its existence...i prefer not knowing anything...like they say...being a fool is always a happy dude...he may seem dumb, but he is forever laughing, and again like they say"happy goes lucky" he is alwiz having the luck...
but why are there ugly people???or are they juz plain lazy???no matter how ugly u are, it juz takes u time to make up and do sumthing with it , u can be better than before...same goes to work, if u work real hard and put effort to things, things can be better...much better...
too late to regret now...we juz have to wait and pray for the best!!!hope the big guy up there hear our prayers and help us out...
May the force be with us
Friday, October 14, 2005
Why Now???
Have anyone of you ever think, of all the time u have on earth, why now???why did the tumour in ur head is giving u trouble when you are deeply in love, why did ur car broke down while u are going for an important meeting???why did your pc got to hang when u are registering important things???why no electric supply when you are studying for finals???the question is WHY NOW???now, some of u might ask, why not now???
life is unpredictable , that the challange that god has given to everyone of us...fair!is up to us to fight , to live beautifully or sucky mud life...if our life is predictable, then they will be no fun, no joy, everything is as planned...
At least human being don't know when are they going to die...but at least someone should know...someone should know the prefect answer to the prefect question,juz that who is he going to tell, or he might not tell anyone at all...
When things are with us for a certain amount of time, its really hurt when you know that he is leaving us soon.
For example, fish...if u are an expect , u get them and take care of them, and they life long, if u don't they might juz live a few days and die...you won't feel anything, no heart-feelings, except for the amount of money you spend on it.
Rabbit...one that came to your home, u kept him as a pet, for a few months then it suddenly runaway from home...sad feeling, yeah maybe a couple of hours, hoping that the rabbit wil come back, day by day...weeks by weeks...then out of a sudden...u already forget about it already...when u suddenly remembers of it...
Dog...that u eventually grows up with ...spending the time with...playing with...so much fun u had with him...and the amount of time that u spend with him, you know he is not going to live longer than u , u know he will surely leave u , juz u don't know when...then suddenly he falls sick, and then gets well, a few more years with you...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...u can see that his hair get thinner and thinner, whiter and whiter, won't be able to hop on you anymore...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...well, i din get that chance, perhaps i was stupid and dumb...until he was really sick...unable to eat, unable to drink, super lightweight...not as chubby as usual...when i touches him, i can feel his bone...when u look into his eyes, u can see his tears slowly flows out...he can't talk, but people says dog is man's best friend!!!they surely can feel, and u can too...Once a Fighter alwiz a fighter, but fighter can grow old too, its not who u've won...it who u have lost to...and the enemy that we all usually lost to is ourself, organs starts to malfunctions, then slowly shut downs, no one can do anything about it, transplant???too old for that...
so much things that we've done...to give comfort to him, but are we really giving it to him???
at the end of the day, he is still suffering...with no enegry to walk around, but when he sees us, he will use all his might to cheer us up, he will try his best to stand up, he will try his best to walk out from his cage!!!Stand Firm with his 4 limbs...and still whack his tail...despite all the pain all over his body...
if i was him, i will surely give up...i've been enjoying my life far too much!!!
i can't even walk a mile...but i bet he can...
guess it the time we spend together was so long...almost 10 years or even more than that....the bond between baby and our family was like he was one of us...althought he was juz a dog, but he guarded our house!!!small but fierce, u should hear him bark!!!10 yrs...that's why we felt so sad when we know that he is going to leave us...but we can't juz sit there and watch him suffer more...he was unable to eat, sooner or later he will leave us,so the vet advise us to put him to sleep, for his own good...it was a hard decision for us to accept...but i bet it's even harder to make the decision...it's like killing their own son, the son that wakes them up every morning, sitting right in front of the bedroom door waiting for them to come out from it and greet them good morning!!!
I guess the longer u keep a thing, no matter is dead or living thing, when u lost it...u will feel sad...
when ppl ask u to change your 15 yrs old car that has been taking u everywhere u wanna go, though sometimes it will breakdown, but for u , u will juz think its a small matter, in other ppl's eyes the car may seems to be a old scrap metal, but to u , he is more than that...
that's why when our loves one passed away, we will feel sad, cuz they had been with us for a super long time, some half a century, some more than a decade...plus the bond...everything sums up together...LOVE.
life is unpredictable , that the challange that god has given to everyone of us...fair!is up to us to fight , to live beautifully or sucky mud life...if our life is predictable, then they will be no fun, no joy, everything is as planned...
At least human being don't know when are they going to die...but at least someone should know...someone should know the prefect answer to the prefect question,juz that who is he going to tell, or he might not tell anyone at all...
When things are with us for a certain amount of time, its really hurt when you know that he is leaving us soon.
For example, fish...if u are an expect , u get them and take care of them, and they life long, if u don't they might juz live a few days and die...you won't feel anything, no heart-feelings, except for the amount of money you spend on it.
Rabbit...one that came to your home, u kept him as a pet, for a few months then it suddenly runaway from home...sad feeling, yeah maybe a couple of hours, hoping that the rabbit wil come back, day by day...weeks by weeks...then out of a sudden...u already forget about it already...when u suddenly remembers of it...
Dog...that u eventually grows up with ...spending the time with...playing with...so much fun u had with him...and the amount of time that u spend with him, you know he is not going to live longer than u , u know he will surely leave u , juz u don't know when...then suddenly he falls sick, and then gets well, a few more years with you...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...u can see that his hair get thinner and thinner, whiter and whiter, won't be able to hop on you anymore...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...well, i din get that chance, perhaps i was stupid and dumb...until he was really sick...unable to eat, unable to drink, super lightweight...not as chubby as usual...when i touches him, i can feel his bone...when u look into his eyes, u can see his tears slowly flows out...he can't talk, but people says dog is man's best friend!!!they surely can feel, and u can too...Once a Fighter alwiz a fighter, but fighter can grow old too, its not who u've won...it who u have lost to...and the enemy that we all usually lost to is ourself, organs starts to malfunctions, then slowly shut downs, no one can do anything about it, transplant???too old for that...
so much things that we've done...to give comfort to him, but are we really giving it to him???
at the end of the day, he is still suffering...with no enegry to walk around, but when he sees us, he will use all his might to cheer us up, he will try his best to stand up, he will try his best to walk out from his cage!!!Stand Firm with his 4 limbs...and still whack his tail...despite all the pain all over his body...
if i was him, i will surely give up...i've been enjoying my life far too much!!!
i can't even walk a mile...but i bet he can...
guess it the time we spend together was so long...almost 10 years or even more than that....the bond between baby and our family was like he was one of us...althought he was juz a dog, but he guarded our house!!!small but fierce, u should hear him bark!!!10 yrs...that's why we felt so sad when we know that he is going to leave us...but we can't juz sit there and watch him suffer more...he was unable to eat, sooner or later he will leave us,so the vet advise us to put him to sleep, for his own good...it was a hard decision for us to accept...but i bet it's even harder to make the decision...it's like killing their own son, the son that wakes them up every morning, sitting right in front of the bedroom door waiting for them to come out from it and greet them good morning!!!
I guess the longer u keep a thing, no matter is dead or living thing, when u lost it...u will feel sad...
when ppl ask u to change your 15 yrs old car that has been taking u everywhere u wanna go, though sometimes it will breakdown, but for u , u will juz think its a small matter, in other ppl's eyes the car may seems to be a old scrap metal, but to u , he is more than that...
that's why when our loves one passed away, we will feel sad, cuz they had been with us for a super long time, some half a century, some more than a decade...plus the bond...everything sums up together...LOVE.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
pc screwed up...
My pc screwed up by me myself last friday night...i was trying to format it...but...out of a sudden it restarted and cannot access windows anymore...then i reinstall windows in another drive....but...i can't recover my things on my drives, others drives...shit!!!i kept wondering wat is happening...then i decided to call some professionals....hopefully when they come on monday, they will be able to recover my stuff...
seriously..i dun know wat is happening to my pc...sigh...
i am damn pissed now...there are so many songs...nice songs...and MV...i really hope they can be fixed it...i got lots of things to post....lot of things running in my mind juz b4 i open blogspot...but then....then i forget everything d
well well well, 1st there was tsunami, then hurricane katrina and Rita,then earthquake in pakistan and neighbouring country, then bomber in bali, when is all this goonna stop???oh...deadly bird flu...scientist says that this bird flu are going to mutate to another form that can be trasmitted among humans...so scary...vaccination for bird flu anyone???
oil price is on the rise again...this new year...won't be so happeningfor me...and i am definitely not looking forward to it....budget budget budget...is not benefitting me, my parents, my family...wat the hell...and now...those who are repaying their study loan will be held up in the airport soon...
is our malaysian government that poor???guess i am not the only one having financial crisis...
but the fact is....if u owe any money...better settle the debt...or else...ah loong from bukit beruntung will come look for u ...hehee
seriously..i dun know wat is happening to my pc...sigh...
i am damn pissed now...there are so many songs...nice songs...and MV...i really hope they can be fixed it...i got lots of things to post....lot of things running in my mind juz b4 i open blogspot...but then....then i forget everything d
well well well, 1st there was tsunami, then hurricane katrina and Rita,then earthquake in pakistan and neighbouring country, then bomber in bali, when is all this goonna stop???oh...deadly bird flu...scientist says that this bird flu are going to mutate to another form that can be trasmitted among humans...so scary...vaccination for bird flu anyone???
oil price is on the rise again...this new year...won't be so happeningfor me...and i am definitely not looking forward to it....budget budget budget...is not benefitting me, my parents, my family...wat the hell...and now...those who are repaying their study loan will be held up in the airport soon...
is our malaysian government that poor???guess i am not the only one having financial crisis...
but the fact is....if u owe any money...better settle the debt...or else...ah loong from bukit beruntung will come look for u ...hehee
sms
Short Message Service(SMS)
there are various type of sms, some are jokes that passed around among friends, well this again depends on who sends it and who receives it,if a girls send to a guys, the guy will definitely return a cute cute sms to her...if a nerd receives it , he will juz delete it or acknowlegde the sender by a miss call, damn...there is such things as delivery report u know~~!!
well, there are also sms from ur loves ones...that u must reply...or else he or she will start to get worried...
Now there is sms-es that require answers, or reply...so u must at least reply ok or No to the sender...there are senders that are so annoying that u hate him or her...and until u are so lazy or refuse to reply!well, u can't blame the recepient on this...have u guys face this kinda idiot...who alwizx bug u with sms...and besides u , he has been sending a lot of similar sms to other ppl as well,for example asking assignment solutions...without him knowing that, the 2 guys sitting right beside each other retrieving the same sms....
well, here come the last one, there are sms from ur frens asking u to go for a movie...or juz normal outing...this of cuz we must reply....or else ur frens will get pissed...then if u are late...pls dun be so stingy , try to send them a sms ...tell them u might be late...
so much for now...
stay safe...and cheers..
there are various type of sms, some are jokes that passed around among friends, well this again depends on who sends it and who receives it,if a girls send to a guys, the guy will definitely return a cute cute sms to her...if a nerd receives it , he will juz delete it or acknowlegde the sender by a miss call, damn...there is such things as delivery report u know~~!!
well, there are also sms from ur loves ones...that u must reply...or else he or she will start to get worried...
Now there is sms-es that require answers, or reply...so u must at least reply ok or No to the sender...there are senders that are so annoying that u hate him or her...and until u are so lazy or refuse to reply!well, u can't blame the recepient on this...have u guys face this kinda idiot...who alwizx bug u with sms...and besides u , he has been sending a lot of similar sms to other ppl as well,for example asking assignment solutions...without him knowing that, the 2 guys sitting right beside each other retrieving the same sms....
well, here come the last one, there are sms from ur frens asking u to go for a movie...or juz normal outing...this of cuz we must reply....or else ur frens will get pissed...then if u are late...pls dun be so stingy , try to send them a sms ...tell them u might be late...
so much for now...
stay safe...and cheers..
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