sunday noon:
I woke up at 11,the sky is so dark, i think it's been raining whole morning...ate my breakfast, send my mum to my cousin's place, study until around 3, try calling a few frens out for drink, but they all rejected me...the sky suddenly become so dark, i have to turn on the lights...only person to answer to my invitation is my sister...
Monday morning:
it's been long since i felt so cold,been raining from morning till afternoon, i dun think there is even sun , only bright clouds...
i receive a news saying that there is a student feel down from 18th floor, and passed away last night, then there was an accident juz in front of the entrance of the condo i was staying,then someone got stuck in the lift and the lift fell from 5th floor to LG, suddenly so many bad news, i duno i am able to cope with it a not...
last sunday i notice that i have low EQ, pretty much below average...
haha...but things are fine now...LJ scolded me , asking to me wake up and keep my life going!yes!i am going to do it!i alwiz know that frens are the next closes things i have beside my family, i never knew it was so important at times like this...
anyway,hopefully by next week i will be able to blog with pictures...or latest mayb by 14th of august...my birthday is coming soon!!!is anyone planning a party for me??pls la, takkan u wan me to plan my own party mer??
who is in the invitation list???everyone of cuz!!!hehe...
ming
daniel powter-bad day
Monday, July 31, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
25 days...
25 days more to my birthday...for the past 21 yrs, i never had a real birthday party, party as in every of my fren is invited, lots of ppl, juz like those in movie...i remember when i was small, i think when i was 12, my mum prepared a birthday party for my sister, then i requested the same from her...i hate to admit this but i don't have a good memory, so i forget the real situation and the age thing...
But i think is more or less like that added with some emotional content to make readers cry...
So, back to my birthday when i was 12, mum fried chicken, my favorite that time was drumstick, and also fried rice with decoractive chilli on top...i still remember that time, it was juz the 5 of us,my dad, my mum,my brother,my sister and me. but i was really happy to be with my family...better than now celebrating my birthday at wong kok enjoying the free teh baldi...the more people, u dun get to exchange words much, people tends to split into groups..and after having their meal, they pass u the present , sing birthday song, make wishes, blow candle , eat cakes, and take pictures..that's all, the next thing u know, they are all going back...
so again , back to the birthday part...althought that time was juz 5 of us, i feel really happy, mayb i was still a kid, i did not know wat trouble means, i do not know wat is tension, all i do is juz go to class, do homework, and exam...as i grew up...things such as problems tends to crops up...
enjoying my life too much whenever i am free, whereas my dad is busy with work, he is approaching 60yrs old, and still working...whenever i reach home on friday , he will be later than me, he is really ageing, white hair, i can see that he is pretty much tired from work , and also the stress from work...and the pressure from family...means me...he is alwiz worried that i had not enough money,car no petrol, and my allowance...but my dad dun seems to care about himself, his health...he's been coughing so frequently...maybe this way, i will appreciate my parent more...i will give up anything for them , yes!anything...
cuz when i was small, my dad used to take care of me , while my mum is working 2 job simultaneously, jus to buy milk powder for me...that time we were poor....yes....we were that poor, as both of my brothers and sister are still schooling...and i am juz a baby...i alwiz thinks that i am a burden to the family...without me, their life would be much more easier...my dad got to take care of me and din get a good rest that he deserves to, and working at the age of retiring because of me...this is the disadvantage to have a kid when u are almost 40, by the time ur kid going into uni , u are already 60, uni expenses are quite high, not to mention ppl nowadays like to send their children to overseas...by the age of 60, when ur hand is shaking and the words that are coming out from ur mouth is not clear, u think ppl still will employ u ??unless u are a lecturer...a kind lecturer, that also depends what sector u are in...in certain sector , people tends to choose young ppl...more robust..haha...(sounds like machine).i think i am spending too much, i am not even working and yet i spend more than any other family members...i do not know why, that is the sad part...
i should actually apologise to my parents, cuz i am spending too much...my uni tuition fees is the most expensive compare to my bro and sis, my allowance also...i dun think my bro and sis got allowance when they were in college and uni...i dun think they got a hp too when they were in studying college or uni...
my mum also has been saving money all these while...she is not buying anything unless is necessary...she dun go on trip so often...but recently, her bank account is almost empty...becuz of me...and i am not producing any result...again sad case...no mood to con'd anymore...i shall work harder to prove myself...
cheers
ming
But i think is more or less like that added with some emotional content to make readers cry...
So, back to my birthday when i was 12, mum fried chicken, my favorite that time was drumstick, and also fried rice with decoractive chilli on top...i still remember that time, it was juz the 5 of us,my dad, my mum,my brother,my sister and me. but i was really happy to be with my family...better than now celebrating my birthday at wong kok enjoying the free teh baldi...the more people, u dun get to exchange words much, people tends to split into groups..and after having their meal, they pass u the present , sing birthday song, make wishes, blow candle , eat cakes, and take pictures..that's all, the next thing u know, they are all going back...
so again , back to the birthday part...althought that time was juz 5 of us, i feel really happy, mayb i was still a kid, i did not know wat trouble means, i do not know wat is tension, all i do is juz go to class, do homework, and exam...as i grew up...things such as problems tends to crops up...
enjoying my life too much whenever i am free, whereas my dad is busy with work, he is approaching 60yrs old, and still working...whenever i reach home on friday , he will be later than me, he is really ageing, white hair, i can see that he is pretty much tired from work , and also the stress from work...and the pressure from family...means me...he is alwiz worried that i had not enough money,car no petrol, and my allowance...but my dad dun seems to care about himself, his health...he's been coughing so frequently...maybe this way, i will appreciate my parent more...i will give up anything for them , yes!anything...
cuz when i was small, my dad used to take care of me , while my mum is working 2 job simultaneously, jus to buy milk powder for me...that time we were poor....yes....we were that poor, as both of my brothers and sister are still schooling...and i am juz a baby...i alwiz thinks that i am a burden to the family...without me, their life would be much more easier...my dad got to take care of me and din get a good rest that he deserves to, and working at the age of retiring because of me...this is the disadvantage to have a kid when u are almost 40, by the time ur kid going into uni , u are already 60, uni expenses are quite high, not to mention ppl nowadays like to send their children to overseas...by the age of 60, when ur hand is shaking and the words that are coming out from ur mouth is not clear, u think ppl still will employ u ??unless u are a lecturer...a kind lecturer, that also depends what sector u are in...in certain sector , people tends to choose young ppl...more robust..haha...(sounds like machine).i think i am spending too much, i am not even working and yet i spend more than any other family members...i do not know why, that is the sad part...
i should actually apologise to my parents, cuz i am spending too much...my uni tuition fees is the most expensive compare to my bro and sis, my allowance also...i dun think my bro and sis got allowance when they were in college and uni...i dun think they got a hp too when they were in studying college or uni...
my mum also has been saving money all these while...she is not buying anything unless is necessary...she dun go on trip so often...but recently, her bank account is almost empty...becuz of me...and i am not producing any result...again sad case...no mood to con'd anymore...i shall work harder to prove myself...
cheers
ming
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
what if...
what if something u never imagine getting, then suddenly u got it...after u own it, u are really happy with it, while u were enjoying it,someone suddenly took it back from you...
what do u feel after that???
ming
what do u feel after that???
ming
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Dream...
A very weird dream i had last night...weird!!!not WET!!!
i was shopping with my ex-housemate cl,then out of sudden i saw winnie my ex schoolmate...she walk passed us, while we were having meal and then she sat right infront of us,when she was about to leave , cl stood up and pass her something, funny...they don't know each other in reality but they seems to know each other in my dream...
other than that in my dream, i also dream of a new car , a new phone and a new me!!!the SLIM me!!!haha...
i was shopping with my ex-housemate cl,then out of sudden i saw winnie my ex schoolmate...she walk passed us, while we were having meal and then she sat right infront of us,when she was about to leave , cl stood up and pass her something, funny...they don't know each other in reality but they seems to know each other in my dream...
other than that in my dream, i also dream of a new car , a new phone and a new me!!!the SLIM me!!!haha...
Friday, July 21, 2006
catchy status
if u would like someone to chat with u in any messenging devices, all you have to do is juz put on a catchy status...
what ever that u think that will provoke other side to msg u back.
simple as that...
"free MILO if u msg me"---kinda cheap
"anyone want to go for a movie??"---this will work if u are seriously going for a movie...
"HELP"---most likely no one will bother to msg u , cuz m'sian are juz selfish...but it depends how are ur personal relationship skills...hahah
can't think of much now...its 10 mins to class...
sleepy....
ming
what ever that u think that will provoke other side to msg u back.
simple as that...
"free MILO if u msg me"---kinda cheap
"anyone want to go for a movie??"---this will work if u are seriously going for a movie...
"HELP"---most likely no one will bother to msg u , cuz m'sian are juz selfish...but it depends how are ur personal relationship skills...hahah
can't think of much now...its 10 mins to class...
sleepy....
ming
Thursday, July 20, 2006
interfac '06
whole night from 6pm till 11pm..only one bottle of 500ml mineral water and a 50 cent bread...no wonder ch feel sick the day after...
this picture was taken at the end of interfac 2006...hehe...we lost...but still had fun!
my habitat...
it's been almost 4 months since i last posted some pictures...lots of ideas which picture to put it in but i dun have the picture yet!!!
so far wat i have is
so far wat i have is
CK, me and CH
And
everyone present at the birthday party...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
up and downs of life...
lots of things to do, but don't really feel like starting any of them yet...
IF u guys thinks finding parking spaces are hard thing to do...think again...life's are like that
juz heard a story of a fren of mine telling me that she is being backstabbed by another fren and rampas her bf...really so easy mer???if this sort of bf, keep it also useless la...better to dump it early early...
lifes are like that, approaching 22yrs in life, faces multiple obstacles and yet i am still alive...i am strong or wat?or isit i dun care much, i am lucky??or i am positive and take things easily...i have no ideas
too much things coming at once...depends on situations and apply the right solutions...never rush things...it will do no good and only harm...
i've been surviving one of the main reason is because of supports from family members and friends...thank you to you guys....we might not see each other so often, but a quick chat with you guys over the net is really working...makes me relax and takethings slowly.
u know....human are really weird, some human dun change for a lifetime, some changes dramatically,within a few minutes...me myslef is very fickle minded, one moment i want this , another moment i wan that...so its kinda hard...if i wan certain things, i will get it no matter wat...of cuz up to my limit laa...
if i wan answers i will get it no matter wat...nowadays..i am not as punctual as usual d, i am alwiz late...how to be a guy???well..learn while u live...live till 99, u will have over thousands personality...
wat do u do when u are sad,listen to songs?blast songs?sleep?drive like a mad cow??watever u do...bear the consequences...
morale of the story...Don't ever rush things, u might want it to be fast, but others are not cooperating...so if u can't follow, join them....malaysian style....we are not japanese or singaporean..wonder when malaysian will be liek one of them....recently ,blog that i write , i can't even understand when i read it back a few days later...so abstract....
cheers...
ming
IF u guys thinks finding parking spaces are hard thing to do...think again...life's are like that
juz heard a story of a fren of mine telling me that she is being backstabbed by another fren and rampas her bf...really so easy mer???if this sort of bf, keep it also useless la...better to dump it early early...
lifes are like that, approaching 22yrs in life, faces multiple obstacles and yet i am still alive...i am strong or wat?or isit i dun care much, i am lucky??or i am positive and take things easily...i have no ideas
too much things coming at once...depends on situations and apply the right solutions...never rush things...it will do no good and only harm...
i've been surviving one of the main reason is because of supports from family members and friends...thank you to you guys....we might not see each other so often, but a quick chat with you guys over the net is really working...makes me relax and takethings slowly.
u know....human are really weird, some human dun change for a lifetime, some changes dramatically,within a few minutes...me myslef is very fickle minded, one moment i want this , another moment i wan that...so its kinda hard...if i wan certain things, i will get it no matter wat...of cuz up to my limit laa...
if i wan answers i will get it no matter wat...nowadays..i am not as punctual as usual d, i am alwiz late...how to be a guy???well..learn while u live...live till 99, u will have over thousands personality...
wat do u do when u are sad,listen to songs?blast songs?sleep?drive like a mad cow??watever u do...bear the consequences...
morale of the story...Don't ever rush things, u might want it to be fast, but others are not cooperating...so if u can't follow, join them....malaysian style....we are not japanese or singaporean..wonder when malaysian will be liek one of them....recently ,blog that i write , i can't even understand when i read it back a few days later...so abstract....
cheers...
ming
Take Sides Always
1)It is always a brilliant idea to take sides,no matter what happen later, as long as u take sides you wont feel left out,no matter later on the sides u taking loses or win, u will still be happy...
2)notice nowadays, nutritions issues are the trend,people kept reminding us about exercising and live till 80...later on ppl will demand more, live till90, then 120, then this is when cloning comes in...
cloning organs can be useful, but definitely not human,there is this one show last time about certain rich people clone an exact pattern/person of themselves , to harvest their organ to cure them when they are diagnose with terminal diseases...
3)spaces and trust-lj today told me that her success of surviving a long relationship is spaces and trust...both of them must trust each other and also give in spaces to each other, report anything unusual to each other,sometimes got to judge wat is over sensitive with reporting issues...so it depends on ones behavior and so on...guys...use ur brain and work harder!!
one more thing, never drag a fren/buddy/ji mui into a conflict in a relationship...that will make the situation worse...
4)heard about this a lot of times d, dun leave things last minute,u will surely regret!!!
2)notice nowadays, nutritions issues are the trend,people kept reminding us about exercising and live till 80...later on ppl will demand more, live till90, then 120, then this is when cloning comes in...
cloning organs can be useful, but definitely not human,there is this one show last time about certain rich people clone an exact pattern/person of themselves , to harvest their organ to cure them when they are diagnose with terminal diseases...
3)spaces and trust-lj today told me that her success of surviving a long relationship is spaces and trust...both of them must trust each other and also give in spaces to each other, report anything unusual to each other,sometimes got to judge wat is over sensitive with reporting issues...so it depends on ones behavior and so on...guys...use ur brain and work harder!!
one more thing, never drag a fren/buddy/ji mui into a conflict in a relationship...that will make the situation worse...
4)heard about this a lot of times d, dun leave things last minute,u will surely regret!!!
Friday, July 14, 2006
Brand new day,brand new life...??
how true is that??everyday i wake up, it's still the same, i face the same shit everyday, finding parking,thinking how to solve my fyp shits...who say brand new day, brand new life??who say after u wake up everything will be alright?? after sunrise is a brand new day, but definitely not brand new life...maybe for ants, mosquito but definitely not for me...
recents weeks i have troubles...lots of them...one after another...take it slowly??nah...it will only drag and drag...not solving anything...so might as well, solve it all at once...but things are easier said than done,how many of us actually manage to solve everything, certains things are just beyond out control...sometimes, we can't even control out feelings...
i have a question for everyone out there...why certain couple can be so happy one second and suddenly fight over something another second...have u ever see a couple fought in the mall b4???haahha....that will certainly be great!!!
it is guy change easily or girls???how many of us knows wat we wants and get wat we wants???
ming
recents weeks i have troubles...lots of them...one after another...take it slowly??nah...it will only drag and drag...not solving anything...so might as well, solve it all at once...but things are easier said than done,how many of us actually manage to solve everything, certains things are just beyond out control...sometimes, we can't even control out feelings...
i have a question for everyone out there...why certain couple can be so happy one second and suddenly fight over something another second...have u ever see a couple fought in the mall b4???haahha....that will certainly be great!!!
it is guy change easily or girls???how many of us knows wat we wants and get wat we wants???
ming
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