shifting house...

very pissed with fucker foo leaving behind a trail of dust...fuck him!!!he is so irresponsible..din bother to clean up...WTF!!!~~???

a chance to lie...

girl 1:i suspect my bf is two-timing me!

girl 2:why say so???if u wanna know the truth, juz ask him straight!

girl 1: why should i give him a chance to lie to me?

girl 2: Ohh...true!then u juz have to wait and see.

mmu should built one of this and make it the malaysia number one or perhaps asia number, with that, we are way above the japan in terms of engineering!!haha...money making university!!!with pride and fame!!!and also minus the parking problems and impress other higher education institution in the country.

But maintainance is another issue...as u all know the projector in the lecture room are not always working properly.
thinking of catching up...we are way behind in terms of maintainance, price is high but implementation is poor!
that's the attitude of...ya know...sambil lewa...tak kisah...apa apa saje la...

leave some money behind

yeah..as usual pissed up monday routine!
my personality is kinda weird, i like to be in tidy,neat, and clean(my terms of tidy,if u understand me...)
i dun like to see rubbish lying around or another words visible to me.so i will juz hide everything that are visible in a box covered up and push it underneath my bed,when the time comes , like in 3-5 yrs, i will take the box out , check the thing inside and will throw everything that has not been using these pass 3-5 yrs...
And vioalaa...i got a brand old-new box for my existing 'temporary-rubbish' again...

Ok, i am way out of my topic,let's get back to it,so once i started staying or in another words sharing room with 3 other's roomie..things rather change while i am here...i observe that not everyone is neat or at least take care of their own stuff or shits...the first few month or so, i started sweeping the floor, which i can't bear it anymore cuz it's full or hair , more like carpet.then i got this comment, saying that"mayb we shud juz get a broom for our room."i reacted"well, who gonna sweep it??YOU???!!"

Then every morning , with his wet hair, he will blow it dry in front of the standing fan, then this hair of his will start flying like flies...randomly, sometimes it will land on our mouth, face, nose...I even heard got water spray on my other less fortunate roomie's face...that is totally WMD(weapon of mass destructions) ginseng smell...

then his is stuff is all in mess, ok, that's is none of my bussiness, but when he start laying stuff on my bed, that's totally out of the question, another roomie of mine says"why ar???why he left useless stuff here and there, why i dun see him leave a RM100 notes lying around??"Which i totally agreee!!!Once , he left his spiky comb on my bed, and i sat on it...imagine a cactus stuck right into the ass...fark!!!i so wanted to throw the bloody comb outside the window , but LORD whisper to me, MY son, Dun do that...so i was so polite, putting the comb on to his bed...

well, recently, monsoon season is here, so he left some not so dried cloth hangging in the room,which includes , underwear, socks, long pants...well, it might be clean to him, but definitely not to us, so everyone knows about this problem, but we juz kept quiet. damn we have patience , we sure have...

Then download download n download...until someone is so pissed that told him off, so now, he will start at the instance 12 am arrived and off it in the morning when the special one wakes up...

so, thanks to him, i understand that, there are all sorts of people, people might say that i am prejudice againts him, well, why not u invite him and stay with u for a year...u will be 1000 times pissed than me...
Some people say , we have misunderstanding, yes!we lack of miscommunication i agree so therefore misunderstanding, but communication with him is like with a cow, when we tell out our dissastification he will think that we hate him, he has low self esteem, so we might as well, let it go...i totally give up!!!now, i am moving out...few more weeks...so i was thinking of blogging about my 3 yrs here, each and everyone here...those that had left and stayed on...hopefully with some pictures...

cheers..
ming

bad day sad day...

The weather was hot, my heart was cold.
Read the news about a young girl watch her mum killed by lighting,despite mother's day is juz around the corner.For guys , we always forget about father's day or mother's day, i was often remind by my sister when i was small about these 2 days,although there was advertisement on tv screening all sorts of related stories about mother day, i wasn't aware when exactly this date was.Not until recent years...it was on the second sunday of may.

When I were small, my mum prepare my breakfast for me before i go to school, whenever i was sick she took care of me until i recover, whenever i am hungry she will cook for me, until now she will juz accompany me to eat even though she is not eating. she will be really worried if i have no appetite or i don't eat at all. She often ask me whether i got enough cash to pump petrol a not, i can sense that she is worried that i would strave myself for entertainment.when i was as young as a baby , my mum need to work part time as we have financial difficulties, means morning 8-4, then night 7-1am, then she will wake up at 5am on the next day,all these con'd until i enter primary one.Now , i can see the wrinkles on the hand, and that really freaks me out.I can't accept the fact that my mum is getting older and older day by day.
Recalling wat happen the other night , then on the following day , i told my sister, eventually she told my mum in the evening, my mum straight away called me.This is also another reason i didn't to tell my mum about that, cuz i am affraid that she is worried.
after losing our dog baby, i kinda learn to appreciate things around me even more,cuz i dun wanna regret.i am only 22, yet i am acting this way, damn i suddenly feel that i am old...haha

In the future if u want ur kids to remember ur burfday or mother's day and father's day, set an example for ur kids to follow by doing it urself now!

p/s:weather has been very unpredictable,climate changes,temperature rises,and all other factors that leads to thunder storm-strong ones, that already claim several lives in malaysia; so for those outdoor goers, please beware!!!better safe than sorry, juz take what ever precautions necessity to prevent bad things for happening...

ming

interesting logo....

haha, juz got this from another blog...why hate it when u are in it???

At the edge of Death

once in a lifetime...i encounter such occassion.
All i see was shadow, white images floating(like white cloth kinda transparent wave like flag),then colorful lights appears everywhere,but the sequence is scary, definitely not pleasant.it was like ascending to another world, graduating from earth.

All this happens in the middle of the night on 3rd may 330 am.my left chest was very painful, i can feel that the heart is pumping, i can even feel the beat in my head.
but my hand wasn't cramp so it wasn't a heart attack.furthermore, i am too young to have a heart attack.then i heard of lung flu, and lung filled with air(even though i dunno how was it going to be like, this makes me even more affraid), i was so scare...the more i was scare the more pain i was in...
i tried to calm down, tell myself not to worried,kept telling myself it will be ok, and the first thing i will do the next morning is to visit the doctor...no matter how i laid myself on the bed i am still in pain, sideways, sleep straight, it's still there...


slowly, i fall into my sleep, perhaps i was too tired...i only slept one hour from 230 till 330am , then i con'd to sleep around 5 sumthing. then in the morning when i woke up at 8. i dun feel the pain already...was it becuz i prayed? was it becuz i keep myself relax?maybe the former one helps a lot, cuz i can recall , last night no matter how i relax, the pain is still there...

well, this is me...this is life...