rude people...

time :12 noon
place:d49b
date : yesterday-lar

one farker press on the door bell, ding-dong..then tried to open the door, luckily it was lock...then the farker press on the door bell again...this time it goes like this DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG...wtf...once is already enough lar...what kinda attention are u trying to get???
i refuse to get up, to open the door for the bastard....then my kind housemate did...then he came in without saying thanks to the girl and walk straight right up to the room(unfortunately my room)to return stuff...he din even knock on the room door and juz opened it...god damn it!if u are in a rush...come earlier!!then he slammed on the door...asshole...he is lucky i wasn't sleeping, or else i will screwed him up till the roof...my roomie wasn't solucky....he juz finish class and came back then he was ''laid to rest''.

i juz couldn't figure out why people are so rude, every house is ur house isit??wat if u are rich, so wat???respect people a little...i wish eat shit and die!!MR .DING -DONG!!

plain dumb/playing dumb??

some people are juz playing dumb or plain dumb...
this morning...as usual...the FF was awake at 7 am, me was around 10...then i went down to online...minutes later i receive msg from housemate..asking me lag a not(usual question)...then she forward msg to everyone in the house that goes like this"dear housemate, pls stop downloading now!''

line was still not smooth...then b4 i go to class, i took a peep at FF monitor.....it turns out he is still downloading...can he read???i wonder...aih...wat he is doing is making us suffer...then b4 he goes to campus for one hour class....the bastard finally shut down his pc...the only reason is that, becuz the pc was switch on throughout the whole night...and in the morning while the rest of housemate was out , i was still half dead on the bed, he went up, and check out other pc got download a not..damn...what he is trying to do??trying to put blame when ppl say line is lag?

wat are his intentions??1st ignore advice, 2nd intent to blame others(i suspect) 3rd...(will be updated)....damn pissed right now...1st spyware...what is next???

FF eat shit and die!!!!

80 cent

the topic juz can't stop discussing about my evil room mate.Remember me telling u guys that he loves to download?yeah, he was busted this time , his pc was infected with spyware and it kinda spread to others(the server aka the kind dude who connected to the internet and share it out to all of us)he was so angry...hell yeah he was...he was so kind to became the server then this shit happens...
people juz don't seem to understand or listen,until this thing happens, he still pretends to be dumb...then a few days later, he start installing all sorts of adware, spyware etc...and scanning 24 hours a day 7 days a week routine...once u kena means kena , if u can remove ALL of it , i will lick ur balls for u!!!!You have to format ur pc sucka!!!

mayb he refuse to do that , my thoery is that , he has lots of movie inside so he tak sampai hati nak format...

luckily me , i had this firewall turn on, no wonder everytime there is an intrusion, is either a person trying to access my pc to get shared stuff or its a spyware...so yeah...there it goes...the saga continues...up till now, still lagging whenever he downloads, i can't surf net smoothly, i can't play pool...sometimes blogspot is hard to load !!!

88 bucks shared by 11 person , i rather pay extra 80cents to have a smooth connection!!!80 cent extra , makes up to about0.03 cents a day...again...its about 0.0011111 an hour, then again its about 0.00001852 per hour...dun get me calculating the minute and seconds...the number is insignificant when it comes to seconds since back home , it take me a second to load yahoo page, here at least a minute....

so back to 0.00001852cents, maths teacher told me that...round the number up...so i will be pay 0cents per hour and still get a better connecttion...so why not???better then cyber cafe...here with him around...its worst than dail-up modem!!!

i rather pay 80 cents extra, i will eat less and enjoy the smooth connection!!!
FARKER *OO EAT SHIT AND DIE!!!

P/s:this particular moment he is downloading!!!

broadband

broadband doesn't seem so broad after being shared with 11 people and some of them download stuff like crazy...after running on a bandwidth test...i found out that my connection speed is merely 17KB/s...back home i can hit around 800++KB/s...

someone blame on the line, someone blame it on someone...some pretending to be stupid, some don't bother and juz sleep...
that's the problem...sharing internet connection...juz far too bad...benefit , if u are at home and the connection is shared between family members, but if u shared with strangers...it will suck!!!

due to the lack of internet speed, i can only write this much..

Seconds Before Death

As usual...i was waken up by someone opening the grill and the locks...i looked up, lights were turn on...air con too were turn on...i feel extremely cold this morning...the cloth i was sitting on wasn't wet...i stood up and tried drink some water...but, i could'nt even have a sip...my tougue wasn't long enough...nevermind, mommy with come later in the afternoon to feed me, i will drink and eat by then...so no problem...

waited and waited, the cat beside me was brought out, his cage was cleaned, food were being placed into his bowl...the people in the vet, did not place food in my bowl, sad i felt,they juz change the water in the bowl...but again nevermind...mommy will come later...there were other patient came into the clinic coming in and out, in and out...then someone open the door, i recognise the footstep of mommy and shinyee...to my surprise, minghaw came too...after 3 days of his absent he finally came...i was so happy,my food finally came...mommy took me out from my cage,and put me on her chest, she feed me patiently...i was so useless, food was all around her cloth and my mouth, i wasn't able to swallow my food properly...i tried to eat as much as i could, as i can only have a meal in one day, cuz they only come by and visit me once in a day...soon...full i was...or at least i suppose i was full..i was too tired to eat anymore...but i felt so comfortable the way mommy carry me...saliva kept dripping from my mouth, and the stink...i don't even like myself anymore, i don't like the way i am now...i used to be fat!!!chubby cute, playful,naughty...but now...there i was on drip, i can't go anywhere i want...cuz this stupid thing is following me everywhere i go...and i am too weak to drag it along with me...but minghaw,shinyee and mommy brought me out for a walk...

Finally fresh air, greens!!!i love greens!!!i can pee and shit on them...they took turn to walk me around for about 15 mins...then minghaw brought out something that flashes, after a few flashes...i tried to hide from it...i turn here and there...try to hide beneath the car...suddenly the flashes stopped...ahhhhh...so comfortable and free agian...i walk for another 5 mins...then they carry me back into the clinic...they did not place me in the cage, this time minghaw carried me...wipping my mouth for me...and kept talking to me...i wish i could understand wat he was saying...but i can feel...hehe...then a few more flashes...and i was placed back into the cage...usually i will walk into the cage my self...but today, i juz felt so comfortable the way they carry me, i juz hope that it won't stop...so i refuse to get into the cage...the minute they put me in, i walk out, the minute they put me in, i walk out again...hehe...but as a dog, we know we can never fight again a human, esspecially when we are sick and weak...i finally gave in...and the cage door was close...shinyee walk out from the room, all left in the room was juz mommy and minghaw...my hand...i was kept calling minghaw, he looked at me, he wanted to take me out, but mommy did not allow him to do so...i continue to call, myhand, ikept scratching on the cage...i juz kept calling...

saliva kept dripping from my mouth...everytime minghaw was looking at me, i called him...but he ignores me...*sad*then the doctor came in...he is the one who did an operation on me and also few days back, he remove tartar and plague from my teeth...after short discussion...i was taken out again...*hehe* i was so happy, i thought i finally can go home...yeah!!!i definitely miss my bed and pillow...i miss the tv, i miss the newspaper man, i miss the cat next door, i miss the rubbish guy, i miss the gas guy,i miss the post man, i miss the dog a few doors away, i miss so much thing!!!!i juz miss home...i couldn't remember how long i was away from it...about a month i think...oh god!!i did not bath for a month, i must have stink!!!plus the saliva, i must have bad BO!!!

i was taken on top of the operating table...i was looking around as usual...minghaw and mommy were standing on my right side, and the doc was standing on the left side...mommy pet me on the head...then i could feel the drip was removed from my leg...but...slowly i feel that that my back leg has no more energy, i begin to collapse...my body fell down seconds later...my head too was too heavy...it went down too!!!everything i see went blur, from very bright to very dark...

*although i did not know wat happen to me,but i know they did what was best for me and also for them...*

After Life Ending (2)

there i was, feeling very light, i don't have to walk or run anymore, i can float now!!!i can see things clearer now, i don't feel anymore pain, my tougue was fine...i was feeling great!!!then i hear some barking sound coming from the back of the clinic, there were total 8 of my breed standing there, all barking at me, i slowly walk thru the sliding door, nearer and nearer i could recognise my mum , my dad, and my 5 brothers and sisters...they were saying:''c'mon now, we were told by the angels that you were here, so we came to take you to come with us.''
''To Where '' i asked. ''Up in the heaven of cause!''my mum answered."you were never going to be lonely again"my dad told me.There i was, following the path they were going, slowly there was a white bridge that link beyond to the sky .My dad told me that they were waiting for me all these while...but i juz don't seem to come home...I asked my dad it's this going to be a long walk?my dad told me , dun worry ...it's worth a walk...

then again...i was walking and walking and walking, once in a while i was looking back at the clinic, the clinic seems to get smaller and smaller everytime i looked back...my mum told me, ur life has ended now, in that dimension, now u are with us...forever... ...