Wednesday, March 23, 2005

relief...

this week is rather a stressful week, 2 assignment due , one mock meeting...mock that which has marks...why can't we have a real wan??why a mock?lol...then on monday, i got one of my mid term result for a certain subject...damn..i really screwed it this time...2.7/15...i was so down, so sad, but everything is fine for the time being, talked with a couple of friends, and decide to look forward and do well inthe final exam !!must do it really well......or else i will regret...less than 2 weeks to study, won't be able to blog, or if i do, not so long ady...

one assignment done, then the other in progress, today was the mock meeting, and i TOTALLY agree with the lecturer!!!we were too FAKE !!!totally pretending while conducting the meeting, there is alwayz a few idiots in the group who makes himself looks like an arsshole!!making stupid grins, hand signs and some talking nonsense...but without them others won't get high marks!!!lol

really hope that all my assignments marks are high this time to help me out!!!and study hard for finals!!!finally got a message from my long lost friend in aust ...haha..so happy when i read her message...
no offence to those i attend mock meeting with...but u guys are ... ...juz u are what u are all these while...

far far away...

Monday, March 21, 2005

manic monday...

well, juz as the weatherman predicted, the hottest day ever in malaysia this year...basically if u walk anywhere without tree on a normal day in malaysia-- it's hot , with not much wind ;most of the malaysians knows about that. this makes me thinks of that sweeps the road , those that cuts the grass , the posmen , the policemean who hides under the tree with this sophiscated device, the contruction workers are kinda pity after all , they got to work under the hot sun and some of them are tightly wrap, i bet it's like sauna inside...so next time dun simple throw rubbish out of the car dude!!!(they still got to sweep the leaves, my god!!...get some mobile vaccum for them la ..badawi!!)

back to the topic, it was a hectic monday for me...as the night before i din get enough sleep,i woke up at 630, left home about 7, then i had my breakfast at 8, the nescafe really kills me man, i got this headache all day, and i can even sleep or jus take a nap, then to avoid the weather or shud i say the sun, i spend my time in the library, until 6...i was not feeling well definitely...feels like vomitting...looks like a food poisoning...after a while..i was ok...then i got back home, read the newspaper i brought this morning...the headline was the ''gold coast'' project of m'sia was out on hold...wat a shame...a gold coast in malaysia???the failure of redang, langkawi not enough?u still wanna throw a few billion ringgit the deep sea?that is where all my dad taxes goes every year?spend wisely la...

then it was time for dinner, the stingy aunty complaine that the cost for the food was expensive, 50 cents for the stupid meat ball, c'mon la..if the cost is expensive don't sell la, change to something else, and u called ur self a MBA..aih...she is alwiz this stingy, no wonder the queue is so long , cuz she is picking the dish slowly and counting them before placing it on the students plate...suckS!!!why do i still go there since she is this bithcy?well, we have no choice!!!!lol...come to cyberjaya too see for urself if u dun believe...lol...

that's all for today, signing off now...
IF ONLY YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU...
far far away...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

A wake-up call

Wat if tomorrow was the last day of ur entire life, if the questions of ''what if'' is going to continue , there will be endless of ''what if''. i often ask myself, what if i was born outside of malaysia, what if i was not a chinese, wat if i die tomolo...wat have i achieve in life...

then my fren suddenly gave me a wake up call tell me that, if a couple are meant to be together, they will be together and don't have to wait ages to be together, in this real world, there are not much of romantic stories around us (u think drama-mer~~)although there are; but few...like once in a trillion, often romantic stories are either form by the stupid man or a dumb girl...that's why they'll make a trip around the world before getting together some might say waste of time, but the girls might say that's only romantic ma...sometimes we juz couldn't make up our mind what we actually want, but once the moment has passed then only we realise, but again ''it's too late liow la" comes into it...why is everything like that, is it happens to everyone or juz me?

a girls rejects a guys because of studies acceptable?well, May said that's ridiculous , girls say she need to go overseas to study therefore break-up, May said got third party isit?

Appreciate people around you,don't wait till when they are a million miles away from u then only realise thier importance,when they girls don't like you, dun be so thick skin, mayb he or she isn't really suitable for u, go out walk around they is alwiz someone special.
GOD has a plan for everyone.

when it's time to have fun, enjoy all the fun.when it's time to study, study.

far far away~~

Monday, March 14, 2005

studying abroad!~

spm result was released last week, and guess what!!A malay finally a top scorer with 17A1, not that i am bias or racist, juz that i suddenly felt that for certain reasons the chinese and indians or i shud say other malaysians tends to pull back, not that great in achievement anymore.well mayb is the policy that the goverment is implementing kept changing such as for the requirement to enter local Uni, it really make us (other malaysians) nuts.first the quota system, even if other non bumiputra got into local U they were offer some courses that were not up to their expectations.i've a fren got a perikanan course, luckily he got used to it and get freat results. on the other hand some bumiputra get brillant courses but ended up flunking each and every subject a forever university student, or they ended up as mat motor who used to race everynight.c'mon, we wanted to get in and we were unable to do so due to ur kind considerate nenek moyang yang amat di kasihi, and u guys dun even appreciate the chance , get the money from ptptn modified motor, modified car, buy new hp , then dun wanna return money , until those needed ones dun have money...where are all ur brains?inside the tempurung?well, again i am not trying to say each and every bumiputra are like that, there are some good ones too!!i have a couple of them that are very keen on studying and with great personality.

therefore the rich other malaysians choose to study abroad, those middle class with great result tried very hard to get scholarship, those not so rich ones enter local private university college.

therefore my not very useful advice to all the other malaysian is study hard!!!dun fall back!!c'mon malaysia boleh!!congratulations to the great spm achiever and to those with not so good result, look for jobs la...work from bottom to the top!!sure can !!look at uncle lim of genting..haha

educations is very important!!!if u wanna be successful!!

far far away...

Sunday, March 13, 2005

what a weekend~~~

my weekend started terribly, first my mum call and nag me, then my sis came and talk crap,then my dad came speaking to me with those blurry voice again , and his instructions are never clear, and expect me to do wonders...but no matter how they are still my family.we are inter-related in anyways...sigh...and my brother sms me last minute to ask me to bring back sumthing and it turns out he din came back to use it...sigh...(again)

then i ended up sleeping whole saturday, i juz hope that everything can return to normal or not get any worse...after these few small incidents happen, i finally have a dream...glad these things happen(in another optimistic way).

i heard of many many stories of my not so closed fren ,some moved out to stay away from family, because of conflict with family, but they never really ended up well if they din work hard,you know when u are alone outside, u really have to strive hard in order to get recognise by other people once u are in the wrong path, u are definitely doomed!!!

whatever happen next juz be strong , when u fall try to stand up as quickly as possible so that u won't get step to death...that's the morale i learn from my friend...strive hard!! no one can help you if u are lazy, no matter how hard u pray u to god, how frequent ur prayer is, it will never help unless u work hard urself, praying juz give u the mentality, the strength, the will power still comes within YOU!!

ming

Thursday, March 10, 2005

idiots...

well well well,
today i learn a few new terms. First let me begin with the apologiser...he or she alwiz will say "i am sorry to say that, i am sorry to say that."and alwiz does it with the same tone...the second one is the repeater, he repeats every single words he say at least 3 times(ex: copy this examples, copy these examples, copy these exampls!!!)...these 2 scenarios i've always encounter them in campus, they are usually lecturers...haha...

another things that i hated was those fella's who take ur things to use when you are not around and put it back on the same place but in a different manner.c'mon guys , be smart , where is ur brains?you think with your balls is it????u are 21 but u act like u are 5!!!
My advice, try to keep ur things out of the reach of children.keep it safe, it u wana stay with them.

far far away.

Friday, March 04, 2005

hi..fella's....

hey,
the weather here is damn hot...i think i can fried a egg on a stone right now...anyway, while waiting for my sister to pick me up...here i am writting my 1st post...with lotsa foot steps around and those keyboard sounds...life in the uni really sux...


lame lame lame....