忽然之间

忽然之间 by karen mok.

曲:林健华词:周耀辉李焯雄

忽然之间 天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候 怀念你
我明白太放不开你的爱太熟悉你的 关怀分
不开想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃
分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱
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如果这天地最终会消失不想一路走来珍惜的回忆没有你

When engineer and society becomes engsoc

I have a fren, let's call him daniel...
well, dis daniel likes to transform very very very long words into very very very short word...merely more than 10 characters...

so he would change as soon as possible into ASAP. And even use this in daily communications...
Eg:
daniel: i am KIND-DA(instead of kind of) busy , i will email to you ASAP.

DAN(i also wanna use short form!!blek!!:P): what class u have later??com sec??
ME: (WTF??!!~~)what is com sec??
DAN: computer security lor~~
ME: ohh, u mean computer security and disaster recovery.

......

for a moment i was thinking, will he talk to his son like this...

dan-son:papa, i am going tuition.
DAN:WOKEY!YOU "TIU" till what time??

dan-son:papa, today u din go 运动？
DAN:"晕左啦！"


signing off~~~~mh(means minghaw)haahah...not what u are thinking ar!!!!i am not him....haha

Sept 11.

by the time i finish this post, the time will be exactly the first plane hit the twin tower in manhattan city.

I still remember this day five years ago, was another normal day for me, i was still in form 5, i was having my dinner in front of the tv like i used to.Back then we still have astro, so we were enjoying those chinese series, back then there wasn't any Bit torrent like now...so we were like 9 months behind tvb drama...thinking back of that, cinema was replace by cineplex, those video renting outlet was replace by vcd seller, and now , soon astro and even vcd seller is going to be replaced by Bit Torrent...Well,that's another story...

So there i was , watching tv and having my dinner, suddenly my sister's fren from the united states called and ask her to switch on the CNN, by then CNN was airing the twin tower was up in smoke.People were thinking maybe the plane hit the tower by accident, but suddenly , another plane was seen hitting another tower, and this time everyone knew it was not an accident.

the night was a long night for me, i stayed up till 3 am in the morning juz to watch CNN to get a live update...over the news , lots of spectulations from ppl around the world, the leaders, and people were seen jumping off the tower, fire fighers and police forces coordinating the area there, once the tower fell to the ground, dust were everywhere...a week after the incident, i brought TIME magazines , lots of pictures to see, lots of news to read, the more i read, the emotional feeling kept roaring out...

few months after that, there was a documentary about the twin towers, again i didn't miss it...

somehow those innocent people died that day, was such a pity, it was a disaster more than a terrorist attack, it took more than 2 yrs to complete the twin towers and only 2 hours to bring it down...juz ...pity...

fugged up agent...

having to find a place to stay is already a huge problem, especially when u found a fugged housemate that brings a smelly temporary roomate, and on top of that dirty...
I can bear with that, one eye open one eye shut.

But real estate agent that permits workers to enter our house to fix the roof leaking problem can be quite a shock when they has the key to enter in and out without our tenants acknowledgement.

This afternoon, when i got back home and came out from the lift, and i was quite shock seeing two idiots, carrying slippers when they've already wearing one, and was walking down the stairs.The next thing i saw was my "so called rented yet smelly house's" door was wide open both the iron grill and wooden door...i thought there was thief in the house and my pc was gone...luckily only somethings got messed up and i suspect is the painter ...but...there was on one in the house and both the doors were wide open, what if some joker came in and took all the stuff???have some sense...cyberia is not a safe place to live in...negligence about the lift is already a good prove,the only best thing the guard to do is to clamped visitor's car , to charge them with the 50 ringgit fine!!!

din wanted to take the initiative to call up the fucking bitch agent, she is going to make a big round and looking for excuse which is totally waste of time...and my hp credit...

all i can do is i pray hard, next time i will be here when things like this happens...

funny dialog...

i overheard this sucker talking to her pal over the internet...
not that i purposely or wat, is that she is speaking rather loud and annoying...
this is a one way communication...
bitch: 我的电脑很hang.(should be lag, dumb bitch)
Bitch: 我的是stream-meee- X 呢！(streamyx bitch!!!u sounds like a fool when say it wrongly)
why do ppl have to mixed english and mandarin together???what sort of language is it???manglish???

bitch : 我看我还是去睡觉。(yes!!u shud be doing that 2 hours ago, instead of making noise here)

and please stop acting like a mat salleh when are u not!!!in the end, u can't speak proper english and mandarin , u are not urself...u ugly stinky bitch!!!

movies

This is the movie that reflects myself...when a guys tries to attracts a girl, he will do anything,


soon after that, he will juz be intolerate, irresponsible, irratating...





worth to watch it after break up on a dvd...p/s din manage to finish it, i was too disturbed...








yes!!five movie over the weekend...this shud watch on a home theather as well...not bad...enjoy~~ ur self...

movies over the weekend

tight schedule??yeah, a lot of things due this week and next, but i still have times to watch movies that i missed so far...

here are some review...
let's start with american dreamz

NICE movie , i me myself HIGHLY recommend this to YOU. if u would like something comedy yet fact, this is the movie for you,unlike scary movie, but this really worth your 11 bucks!

Go watch it, i am not going to discuss about the movie here, but i am juz telling u that, for me this movie is nice...worth the price of the ticket.Hugh Grant, dennis Quaid, mandy moore...

the next one is beneath still water.

Dun get fool by these two sexy girl, on the right isn't pretty at all(that's why she is wearing bikini), the left wan is okok only la...but she is the one of the main actress.

Well, the story plot sucks!!!the audio SUCKS, and the handphone they used in the movie SUCKS too!!!

I think this movie is audio dub into english, actual language should be spanish..i can see the lips movement is not synchronise with the audio and one more WORD ...SUCKS!!!!

Its totally waste of money and time...

this movie forces us to go on and watch another chinese movie called on the edge(黑白道), because we wasn't satisfied on what i've watch...

This is much better, Action, suspense, and meaningful...Worth ur money!!!

Dun be fool by its title, is has nth to do with infernal affairs.

ming

...eimac

eimac alwiz tells me that, forget the past and move on,明日有明天。
first few days, i kinda agree on what she suggested, until recently , i notice that , running away from reality might not be the solution. We might as well, solve the problem, or face the problem, and not run away , avoid the problem, cause the thing is , the problems will kept haunting you.

Just like the person u sees, the things u do,the place u go, the things people say that is related to the person directly of indirectly, u might in the end mind what others do, and for a few minutes u will be sad, or worse, few hours, or few days...

So my point is, face the problem, the most and worse case is, u will be sad for few weeks, and then u will be immune to it .Running away from the fact/reality is not an option, this is the experince i have...cuz i will do something else that i dun usually does and i am beginning to hate myself, the next thing i will do is to kill myself for not being my self,so why not face the reality, and get over it, so that u will be happier and not get pissed at ur frens or pets...Can we really forget the past??memory is permanent, i dun think we can, the most i can forget is the mathematical equations,the thing is always there, we can act as though we forget, but ...deep down we are again sad...i dun wish to see my frens sad, i also dun hope my frens to see me sad...


gnim

can't blog...

its really frustrating that i can't open my yahoo messenger and MSN Live.I notice that once MSN and yahoo link together , i am having difficulties logging onto Msn.

and now i am blogging without yahoo messenger, i can't really live without a chatting tool, to see who is available online , and then get an idea what to blog about.Well, flipping thru the newspaper this morning, and yeah, every mainpage of the newspaper is talking about the same thing, the budget 2007,knowing that the economic is bad, petrol price remains the same as promised, other utilities bills also remains the same, or not that i notice of any increase, and my dad got RM 200 extra as a pensioner, but!Is RM 200 is what all its worth for my dad that has been working for the government as a civil servant for MORE THAN 35 YEARS. Maybe the young ones gets encouragement for 2 month bonus(earning below RM750).But RM 200 is nothing compare to last time,RM200 is a month rental in cyberjaya for a twin sharing room, i mean RM 200 is a price to pay for a Lousy Crappy NOKiA phone, a walk around ikea cost Rm200, a walk into MNG or Padini sometimes excess RM200,and a ,month of petrol is more than RM 200, RM 200 is a price for a(means ONCE) glamour tasty yummy dinner and yes that is the best part about it i can think of!!All that they can say that is the pensioners are taken care of, but i can't notice anything...

A quote from my dad to the PM " Once we are a pensioner, the government will assume that we are already dead"To me it seems quite true, although there is still medical benefits luckily, hoping that they won't scrap it off their policies!!

then there is once quote from the PM i like most."While we may have weaknesses and inadequacies and may make mistakes, we must always have an open mind and have the willingness to learn and relearn and be wiser from the learning."PM Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi.

I can't relate anything with that quote to the budget 2007, or isit i am not up till the level to understand that ???