This is ME,shopping in one of the newly open shopping complex in putrajaya,AND yes i bought something from 'giorgio armani'...guess what i did i get for myself!!
Crap!!!they gave me newspaper!!!
Thursday, August 03, 2006
shopping~~~
This is ME,shopping in one of the newly open shopping complex in putrajaya,AND yes i bought something from 'giorgio armani'...guess what i did i get for myself!!
Crap!!!they gave me newspaper!!!
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
milo .....JUICE
as usual, i was ordering food for my dinner at the campus, after that i went and sat down and waited for my frens to join me...
then ch came very excitedly, and we asked him why??what happen??
he say , juz now there was a foreigner ordering drinks, he was holding 5 peices of one ringgit notes, then he tell the guy over the counter that he wanted 5 milo (paused for a while, looking at the person that has no respond) then he con'd saying the word "JUICE"...since when milo is catagorize as juice???
ming
then ch came very excitedly, and we asked him why??what happen??
he say , juz now there was a foreigner ordering drinks, he was holding 5 peices of one ringgit notes, then he tell the guy over the counter that he wanted 5 milo (paused for a while, looking at the person that has no respond) then he con'd saying the word "JUICE"...since when milo is catagorize as juice???
ming
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
sour bread...
fud!!!i desperately need nice fud!!!~~~anyone care to tapau and bring it over to me???
since morning i had a roti telur in the campus cafe, i've been eating bread, gardenia plain bread for lunch and dinner, why i did that???
well, there are several reason, i wasn't in mood to go out, my arse is stick on the chair doing assignment and my final year project,and yet i can't figure out the way to solve it...how pity!
the second reason is i wanna save money, knowing that my bank balance is turning into double digit, and the rental is due this week, i desperately need to save money...i've overspend the last few weeks, i dun even recall wat i spend on, i can't seem to see the stuff i bought...
the third reason is because i feel like doing it..staying home all day...facing my monitor, until my tears dripping from my eyes...
you guys know what is the feeling or eating the whole loaf of bread alone all-day??
sooner or later the bread taste sour...especially when u are listenning to chilam's song--(爱情已死), the bread no joke it really taste sour, mayb i position the bread on to the wrong side of my tongue...
well, tomolo i shall try the same thing again, its only 3 more days to semester break!~i am sure i can do that...no problems...i juz have to get use to it...
ming
since morning i had a roti telur in the campus cafe, i've been eating bread, gardenia plain bread for lunch and dinner, why i did that???
well, there are several reason, i wasn't in mood to go out, my arse is stick on the chair doing assignment and my final year project,and yet i can't figure out the way to solve it...how pity!
the second reason is i wanna save money, knowing that my bank balance is turning into double digit, and the rental is due this week, i desperately need to save money...i've overspend the last few weeks, i dun even recall wat i spend on, i can't seem to see the stuff i bought...
the third reason is because i feel like doing it..staying home all day...facing my monitor, until my tears dripping from my eyes...
you guys know what is the feeling or eating the whole loaf of bread alone all-day??
sooner or later the bread taste sour...especially when u are listenning to chilam's song--(爱情已死), the bread no joke it really taste sour, mayb i position the bread on to the wrong side of my tongue...
well, tomolo i shall try the same thing again, its only 3 more days to semester break!~i am sure i can do that...no problems...i juz have to get use to it...
ming
Ahad...
MMU security guards have funny funny names,how do i know??well this is because their supervisor force them to wear nametags!one of them i met in the hostel buying drinks was this old pakcik, coincidently his name was called ahad means sunday in malay...so to him, everyday is sunday...so relaxing...
then i found out that , most of the security guards are like part-timers,they dun really dedicate to their job,but which security guard will really dedicate to their jobs,its kinda insulting to work as a security guard anyway...
my 4 yrs in mmu i've seen several funny weird appearance security guards,some short wan, how to combat with criminals???or they juz there to scare ppl away???
some security guards even talk rudely, and dun speak english, and some even st**ls...
there is this makcik aka malay bitch in the security office that like to borak whole day, with the cleaner, janitor, or on the phone...MMU is previously university telekom, so i assume the phone bill is free...whenever u ask a favour from her, she will get pissed cuz she needs to work...aih...what she hope is that relax all day..and collect salary at the end of the month...
Now i am going to bug her again to collect my sticker...hehe..cheers!!!
ming
then i found out that , most of the security guards are like part-timers,they dun really dedicate to their job,but which security guard will really dedicate to their jobs,its kinda insulting to work as a security guard anyway...
my 4 yrs in mmu i've seen several funny weird appearance security guards,some short wan, how to combat with criminals???or they juz there to scare ppl away???
some security guards even talk rudely, and dun speak english, and some even st**ls...
there is this makcik aka malay bitch in the security office that like to borak whole day, with the cleaner, janitor, or on the phone...MMU is previously university telekom, so i assume the phone bill is free...whenever u ask a favour from her, she will get pissed cuz she needs to work...aih...what she hope is that relax all day..and collect salary at the end of the month...
Now i am going to bug her again to collect my sticker...hehe..cheers!!!
ming
Monday, July 31, 2006
Bad Day
sunday noon:
I woke up at 11,the sky is so dark, i think it's been raining whole morning...ate my breakfast, send my mum to my cousin's place, study until around 3, try calling a few frens out for drink, but they all rejected me...the sky suddenly become so dark, i have to turn on the lights...only person to answer to my invitation is my sister...
Monday morning:
it's been long since i felt so cold,been raining from morning till afternoon, i dun think there is even sun , only bright clouds...
i receive a news saying that there is a student feel down from 18th floor, and passed away last night, then there was an accident juz in front of the entrance of the condo i was staying,then someone got stuck in the lift and the lift fell from 5th floor to LG, suddenly so many bad news, i duno i am able to cope with it a not...
last sunday i notice that i have low EQ, pretty much below average...
haha...but things are fine now...LJ scolded me , asking to me wake up and keep my life going!yes!i am going to do it!i alwiz know that frens are the next closes things i have beside my family, i never knew it was so important at times like this...
anyway,hopefully by next week i will be able to blog with pictures...or latest mayb by 14th of august...my birthday is coming soon!!!is anyone planning a party for me??pls la, takkan u wan me to plan my own party mer??
who is in the invitation list???everyone of cuz!!!hehe...
ming
daniel powter-bad day
I woke up at 11,the sky is so dark, i think it's been raining whole morning...ate my breakfast, send my mum to my cousin's place, study until around 3, try calling a few frens out for drink, but they all rejected me...the sky suddenly become so dark, i have to turn on the lights...only person to answer to my invitation is my sister...
Monday morning:
it's been long since i felt so cold,been raining from morning till afternoon, i dun think there is even sun , only bright clouds...
i receive a news saying that there is a student feel down from 18th floor, and passed away last night, then there was an accident juz in front of the entrance of the condo i was staying,then someone got stuck in the lift and the lift fell from 5th floor to LG, suddenly so many bad news, i duno i am able to cope with it a not...
last sunday i notice that i have low EQ, pretty much below average...
haha...but things are fine now...LJ scolded me , asking to me wake up and keep my life going!yes!i am going to do it!i alwiz know that frens are the next closes things i have beside my family, i never knew it was so important at times like this...
anyway,hopefully by next week i will be able to blog with pictures...or latest mayb by 14th of august...my birthday is coming soon!!!is anyone planning a party for me??pls la, takkan u wan me to plan my own party mer??
who is in the invitation list???everyone of cuz!!!hehe...
ming
daniel powter-bad day
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
25 days...
25 days more to my birthday...for the past 21 yrs, i never had a real birthday party, party as in every of my fren is invited, lots of ppl, juz like those in movie...i remember when i was small, i think when i was 12, my mum prepared a birthday party for my sister, then i requested the same from her...i hate to admit this but i don't have a good memory, so i forget the real situation and the age thing...
But i think is more or less like that added with some emotional content to make readers cry...
So, back to my birthday when i was 12, mum fried chicken, my favorite that time was drumstick, and also fried rice with decoractive chilli on top...i still remember that time, it was juz the 5 of us,my dad, my mum,my brother,my sister and me. but i was really happy to be with my family...better than now celebrating my birthday at wong kok enjoying the free teh baldi...the more people, u dun get to exchange words much, people tends to split into groups..and after having their meal, they pass u the present , sing birthday song, make wishes, blow candle , eat cakes, and take pictures..that's all, the next thing u know, they are all going back...
so again , back to the birthday part...althought that time was juz 5 of us, i feel really happy, mayb i was still a kid, i did not know wat trouble means, i do not know wat is tension, all i do is juz go to class, do homework, and exam...as i grew up...things such as problems tends to crops up...
enjoying my life too much whenever i am free, whereas my dad is busy with work, he is approaching 60yrs old, and still working...whenever i reach home on friday , he will be later than me, he is really ageing, white hair, i can see that he is pretty much tired from work , and also the stress from work...and the pressure from family...means me...he is alwiz worried that i had not enough money,car no petrol, and my allowance...but my dad dun seems to care about himself, his health...he's been coughing so frequently...maybe this way, i will appreciate my parent more...i will give up anything for them , yes!anything...
cuz when i was small, my dad used to take care of me , while my mum is working 2 job simultaneously, jus to buy milk powder for me...that time we were poor....yes....we were that poor, as both of my brothers and sister are still schooling...and i am juz a baby...i alwiz thinks that i am a burden to the family...without me, their life would be much more easier...my dad got to take care of me and din get a good rest that he deserves to, and working at the age of retiring because of me...this is the disadvantage to have a kid when u are almost 40, by the time ur kid going into uni , u are already 60, uni expenses are quite high, not to mention ppl nowadays like to send their children to overseas...by the age of 60, when ur hand is shaking and the words that are coming out from ur mouth is not clear, u think ppl still will employ u ??unless u are a lecturer...a kind lecturer, that also depends what sector u are in...in certain sector , people tends to choose young ppl...more robust..haha...(sounds like machine).i think i am spending too much, i am not even working and yet i spend more than any other family members...i do not know why, that is the sad part...
i should actually apologise to my parents, cuz i am spending too much...my uni tuition fees is the most expensive compare to my bro and sis, my allowance also...i dun think my bro and sis got allowance when they were in college and uni...i dun think they got a hp too when they were in studying college or uni...
my mum also has been saving money all these while...she is not buying anything unless is necessary...she dun go on trip so often...but recently, her bank account is almost empty...becuz of me...and i am not producing any result...again sad case...no mood to con'd anymore...i shall work harder to prove myself...
cheers
ming
But i think is more or less like that added with some emotional content to make readers cry...
So, back to my birthday when i was 12, mum fried chicken, my favorite that time was drumstick, and also fried rice with decoractive chilli on top...i still remember that time, it was juz the 5 of us,my dad, my mum,my brother,my sister and me. but i was really happy to be with my family...better than now celebrating my birthday at wong kok enjoying the free teh baldi...the more people, u dun get to exchange words much, people tends to split into groups..and after having their meal, they pass u the present , sing birthday song, make wishes, blow candle , eat cakes, and take pictures..that's all, the next thing u know, they are all going back...
so again , back to the birthday part...althought that time was juz 5 of us, i feel really happy, mayb i was still a kid, i did not know wat trouble means, i do not know wat is tension, all i do is juz go to class, do homework, and exam...as i grew up...things such as problems tends to crops up...
enjoying my life too much whenever i am free, whereas my dad is busy with work, he is approaching 60yrs old, and still working...whenever i reach home on friday , he will be later than me, he is really ageing, white hair, i can see that he is pretty much tired from work , and also the stress from work...and the pressure from family...means me...he is alwiz worried that i had not enough money,car no petrol, and my allowance...but my dad dun seems to care about himself, his health...he's been coughing so frequently...maybe this way, i will appreciate my parent more...i will give up anything for them , yes!anything...
cuz when i was small, my dad used to take care of me , while my mum is working 2 job simultaneously, jus to buy milk powder for me...that time we were poor....yes....we were that poor, as both of my brothers and sister are still schooling...and i am juz a baby...i alwiz thinks that i am a burden to the family...without me, their life would be much more easier...my dad got to take care of me and din get a good rest that he deserves to, and working at the age of retiring because of me...this is the disadvantage to have a kid when u are almost 40, by the time ur kid going into uni , u are already 60, uni expenses are quite high, not to mention ppl nowadays like to send their children to overseas...by the age of 60, when ur hand is shaking and the words that are coming out from ur mouth is not clear, u think ppl still will employ u ??unless u are a lecturer...a kind lecturer, that also depends what sector u are in...in certain sector , people tends to choose young ppl...more robust..haha...(sounds like machine).i think i am spending too much, i am not even working and yet i spend more than any other family members...i do not know why, that is the sad part...
i should actually apologise to my parents, cuz i am spending too much...my uni tuition fees is the most expensive compare to my bro and sis, my allowance also...i dun think my bro and sis got allowance when they were in college and uni...i dun think they got a hp too when they were in studying college or uni...
my mum also has been saving money all these while...she is not buying anything unless is necessary...she dun go on trip so often...but recently, her bank account is almost empty...becuz of me...and i am not producing any result...again sad case...no mood to con'd anymore...i shall work harder to prove myself...
cheers
ming
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
what if...
what if something u never imagine getting, then suddenly u got it...after u own it, u are really happy with it, while u were enjoying it,someone suddenly took it back from you...
what do u feel after that???
ming
what do u feel after that???
ming
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Dream...
A very weird dream i had last night...weird!!!not WET!!!
i was shopping with my ex-housemate cl,then out of sudden i saw winnie my ex schoolmate...she walk passed us, while we were having meal and then she sat right infront of us,when she was about to leave , cl stood up and pass her something, funny...they don't know each other in reality but they seems to know each other in my dream...
other than that in my dream, i also dream of a new car , a new phone and a new me!!!the SLIM me!!!haha...
i was shopping with my ex-housemate cl,then out of sudden i saw winnie my ex schoolmate...she walk passed us, while we were having meal and then she sat right infront of us,when she was about to leave , cl stood up and pass her something, funny...they don't know each other in reality but they seems to know each other in my dream...
other than that in my dream, i also dream of a new car , a new phone and a new me!!!the SLIM me!!!haha...
Friday, July 21, 2006
catchy status
if u would like someone to chat with u in any messenging devices, all you have to do is juz put on a catchy status...
what ever that u think that will provoke other side to msg u back.
simple as that...
"free MILO if u msg me"---kinda cheap
"anyone want to go for a movie??"---this will work if u are seriously going for a movie...
"HELP"---most likely no one will bother to msg u , cuz m'sian are juz selfish...but it depends how are ur personal relationship skills...hahah
can't think of much now...its 10 mins to class...
sleepy....
ming
what ever that u think that will provoke other side to msg u back.
simple as that...
"free MILO if u msg me"---kinda cheap
"anyone want to go for a movie??"---this will work if u are seriously going for a movie...
"HELP"---most likely no one will bother to msg u , cuz m'sian are juz selfish...but it depends how are ur personal relationship skills...hahah
can't think of much now...its 10 mins to class...
sleepy....
ming
Thursday, July 20, 2006
interfac '06
whole night from 6pm till 11pm..only one bottle of 500ml mineral water and a 50 cent bread...no wonder ch feel sick the day after...
this picture was taken at the end of interfac 2006...hehe...we lost...but still had fun!
my habitat...
it's been almost 4 months since i last posted some pictures...lots of ideas which picture to put it in but i dun have the picture yet!!!
so far wat i have is
so far wat i have is
CK, me and CH
And
everyone present at the birthday party...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
up and downs of life...
lots of things to do, but don't really feel like starting any of them yet...
IF u guys thinks finding parking spaces are hard thing to do...think again...life's are like that
juz heard a story of a fren of mine telling me that she is being backstabbed by another fren and rampas her bf...really so easy mer???if this sort of bf, keep it also useless la...better to dump it early early...
lifes are like that, approaching 22yrs in life, faces multiple obstacles and yet i am still alive...i am strong or wat?or isit i dun care much, i am lucky??or i am positive and take things easily...i have no ideas
too much things coming at once...depends on situations and apply the right solutions...never rush things...it will do no good and only harm...
i've been surviving one of the main reason is because of supports from family members and friends...thank you to you guys....we might not see each other so often, but a quick chat with you guys over the net is really working...makes me relax and takethings slowly.
u know....human are really weird, some human dun change for a lifetime, some changes dramatically,within a few minutes...me myslef is very fickle minded, one moment i want this , another moment i wan that...so its kinda hard...if i wan certain things, i will get it no matter wat...of cuz up to my limit laa...
if i wan answers i will get it no matter wat...nowadays..i am not as punctual as usual d, i am alwiz late...how to be a guy???well..learn while u live...live till 99, u will have over thousands personality...
wat do u do when u are sad,listen to songs?blast songs?sleep?drive like a mad cow??watever u do...bear the consequences...
morale of the story...Don't ever rush things, u might want it to be fast, but others are not cooperating...so if u can't follow, join them....malaysian style....we are not japanese or singaporean..wonder when malaysian will be liek one of them....recently ,blog that i write , i can't even understand when i read it back a few days later...so abstract....
cheers...
ming
IF u guys thinks finding parking spaces are hard thing to do...think again...life's are like that
juz heard a story of a fren of mine telling me that she is being backstabbed by another fren and rampas her bf...really so easy mer???if this sort of bf, keep it also useless la...better to dump it early early...
lifes are like that, approaching 22yrs in life, faces multiple obstacles and yet i am still alive...i am strong or wat?or isit i dun care much, i am lucky??or i am positive and take things easily...i have no ideas
too much things coming at once...depends on situations and apply the right solutions...never rush things...it will do no good and only harm...
i've been surviving one of the main reason is because of supports from family members and friends...thank you to you guys....we might not see each other so often, but a quick chat with you guys over the net is really working...makes me relax and takethings slowly.
u know....human are really weird, some human dun change for a lifetime, some changes dramatically,within a few minutes...me myslef is very fickle minded, one moment i want this , another moment i wan that...so its kinda hard...if i wan certain things, i will get it no matter wat...of cuz up to my limit laa...
if i wan answers i will get it no matter wat...nowadays..i am not as punctual as usual d, i am alwiz late...how to be a guy???well..learn while u live...live till 99, u will have over thousands personality...
wat do u do when u are sad,listen to songs?blast songs?sleep?drive like a mad cow??watever u do...bear the consequences...
morale of the story...Don't ever rush things, u might want it to be fast, but others are not cooperating...so if u can't follow, join them....malaysian style....we are not japanese or singaporean..wonder when malaysian will be liek one of them....recently ,blog that i write , i can't even understand when i read it back a few days later...so abstract....
cheers...
ming
Take Sides Always
1)It is always a brilliant idea to take sides,no matter what happen later, as long as u take sides you wont feel left out,no matter later on the sides u taking loses or win, u will still be happy...
2)notice nowadays, nutritions issues are the trend,people kept reminding us about exercising and live till 80...later on ppl will demand more, live till90, then 120, then this is when cloning comes in...
cloning organs can be useful, but definitely not human,there is this one show last time about certain rich people clone an exact pattern/person of themselves , to harvest their organ to cure them when they are diagnose with terminal diseases...
3)spaces and trust-lj today told me that her success of surviving a long relationship is spaces and trust...both of them must trust each other and also give in spaces to each other, report anything unusual to each other,sometimes got to judge wat is over sensitive with reporting issues...so it depends on ones behavior and so on...guys...use ur brain and work harder!!
one more thing, never drag a fren/buddy/ji mui into a conflict in a relationship...that will make the situation worse...
4)heard about this a lot of times d, dun leave things last minute,u will surely regret!!!
2)notice nowadays, nutritions issues are the trend,people kept reminding us about exercising and live till 80...later on ppl will demand more, live till90, then 120, then this is when cloning comes in...
cloning organs can be useful, but definitely not human,there is this one show last time about certain rich people clone an exact pattern/person of themselves , to harvest their organ to cure them when they are diagnose with terminal diseases...
3)spaces and trust-lj today told me that her success of surviving a long relationship is spaces and trust...both of them must trust each other and also give in spaces to each other, report anything unusual to each other,sometimes got to judge wat is over sensitive with reporting issues...so it depends on ones behavior and so on...guys...use ur brain and work harder!!
one more thing, never drag a fren/buddy/ji mui into a conflict in a relationship...that will make the situation worse...
4)heard about this a lot of times d, dun leave things last minute,u will surely regret!!!
Friday, July 14, 2006
Brand new day,brand new life...??
how true is that??everyday i wake up, it's still the same, i face the same shit everyday, finding parking,thinking how to solve my fyp shits...who say brand new day, brand new life??who say after u wake up everything will be alright?? after sunrise is a brand new day, but definitely not brand new life...maybe for ants, mosquito but definitely not for me...
recents weeks i have troubles...lots of them...one after another...take it slowly??nah...it will only drag and drag...not solving anything...so might as well, solve it all at once...but things are easier said than done,how many of us actually manage to solve everything, certains things are just beyond out control...sometimes, we can't even control out feelings...
i have a question for everyone out there...why certain couple can be so happy one second and suddenly fight over something another second...have u ever see a couple fought in the mall b4???haahha....that will certainly be great!!!
it is guy change easily or girls???how many of us knows wat we wants and get wat we wants???
ming
recents weeks i have troubles...lots of them...one after another...take it slowly??nah...it will only drag and drag...not solving anything...so might as well, solve it all at once...but things are easier said than done,how many of us actually manage to solve everything, certains things are just beyond out control...sometimes, we can't even control out feelings...
i have a question for everyone out there...why certain couple can be so happy one second and suddenly fight over something another second...have u ever see a couple fought in the mall b4???haahha....that will certainly be great!!!
it is guy change easily or girls???how many of us knows wat we wants and get wat we wants???
ming
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
to date or not to date...
when loves come, it comes, similarly when it goes , it goes...FEELings ma~~~very mysterious (spelling error)
But things like this usually happens to girls only, or should i say , applicable to girls only...since when u see guy say no more feelings wan???
when he says that, it means he like others d, that's for sure...if dun like also , admiring someone else, and a month or two, u will see him going out with another girl, or hiding at home cuz 'sudah kena reject'...
Relationship that based on certain circumstances will not work, quote from the movie SPEED.which i pretty much agree to it...one minute is like kacang and gula, then another minute things turns ugly like water and oil...aih...
bad day-daniel powter
But things like this usually happens to girls only, or should i say , applicable to girls only...since when u see guy say no more feelings wan???
when he says that, it means he like others d, that's for sure...if dun like also , admiring someone else, and a month or two, u will see him going out with another girl, or hiding at home cuz 'sudah kena reject'...
Relationship that based on certain circumstances will not work, quote from the movie SPEED.which i pretty much agree to it...one minute is like kacang and gula, then another minute things turns ugly like water and oil...aih...
bad day-daniel powter
alive again...
Yeah~~~finally i manage to have time to blog , not that i am really busy but i do not have my own sweet time to really sit down and blog cause i am still living without internet connection in my new house in cyberia.
So u can imagine how boring and tedious if i would like to online, i would have to walk to another block (opposite block) to online,although is near, but i am so lazy !!!haha...:P
Few week of school is fill with excitement, got to hunt down for some lecturer to supervise for my final year project...now that it's all settle, we'll have to figure out how to start it.
Most of my friends are working already, which makes me feel so hopeless,sigh....why am i still suffering from studying??they are now arranging for karaoke session, which i think i can't make it, no financial backup lately,haha...they got so much extra to spend , and i am still the same old me!Guess i juz have to save money in order to enjoy life...hehe...i believe i can cope with that, no problems...:)
Inflations is coming!!!brace for impact everyone!!!i can feel it already, the usual mixed rice i ta pau is now 50 cents more!!!the tuition fees in my Uni is up i like 30%...but luckily we are seniors so we'll stick back to the old tuition fees, but pity the newbies...next time yam cha must bring our own sugar already, cuz the mamak will say:'gula takde , bawa sendiri', on one hand its so healthy,another hand it's so not the same anymore...
why my dad salary is still the same???how come the part time job's pay is still the same ar??so unfair...everything is up, electric bill,rental,utilities, and also food,loan interest is up also!...oh gosh!!i am suffering man...but i am still that fat...
i miss home very much!!!where i can don't spend money!!!and still enjoy,that's home to me!!but nowadays when i get home , only basset-boy will accompany me...basset-boy snore during his sleep...haaha...i notice that when i was watching dvd and he was sleeping on the floor...
so many things to write , but when i open up this editor, my mind went blank...so many things to study before starting the project...the weather outside is so hot,so lazy to go back to my own unit...
why this bog , sounds like my emotion/diary, more than a blog...????
maybe i should juz make a online diary with password...
ming
So u can imagine how boring and tedious if i would like to online, i would have to walk to another block (opposite block) to online,although is near, but i am so lazy !!!haha...:P
Few week of school is fill with excitement, got to hunt down for some lecturer to supervise for my final year project...now that it's all settle, we'll have to figure out how to start it.
Most of my friends are working already, which makes me feel so hopeless,sigh....why am i still suffering from studying??they are now arranging for karaoke session, which i think i can't make it, no financial backup lately,haha...they got so much extra to spend , and i am still the same old me!Guess i juz have to save money in order to enjoy life...hehe...i believe i can cope with that, no problems...:)
Inflations is coming!!!brace for impact everyone!!!i can feel it already, the usual mixed rice i ta pau is now 50 cents more!!!the tuition fees in my Uni is up i like 30%...but luckily we are seniors so we'll stick back to the old tuition fees, but pity the newbies...next time yam cha must bring our own sugar already, cuz the mamak will say:'gula takde , bawa sendiri', on one hand its so healthy,another hand it's so not the same anymore...
why my dad salary is still the same???how come the part time job's pay is still the same ar??so unfair...everything is up, electric bill,rental,utilities, and also food,loan interest is up also!...oh gosh!!i am suffering man...but i am still that fat...
i miss home very much!!!where i can don't spend money!!!and still enjoy,that's home to me!!but nowadays when i get home , only basset-boy will accompany me...basset-boy snore during his sleep...haaha...i notice that when i was watching dvd and he was sleeping on the floor...
so many things to write , but when i open up this editor, my mind went blank...so many things to study before starting the project...the weather outside is so hot,so lazy to go back to my own unit...
why this bog , sounds like my emotion/diary, more than a blog...????
maybe i should juz make a online diary with password...
ming
Saturday, May 27, 2006
shifting house...
very pissed with fucker foo leaving behind a trail of dust...fuck him!!!he is so irresponsible..din bother to clean up...WTF!!!~~???
Thursday, May 18, 2006
a chance to lie...
girl 1:i suspect my bf is two-timing me!
girl 2:why say so???if u wanna know the truth, juz ask him straight!
girl 1: why should i give him a chance to lie to me?
girl 2: Ohh...true!then u juz have to wait and see.
girl 2:why say so???if u wanna know the truth, juz ask him straight!
girl 1: why should i give him a chance to lie to me?
girl 2: Ohh...true!then u juz have to wait and see.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
mmu should built one of this and make it the malaysia number one or perhaps asia number, with that, we are way above the japan in terms of engineering!!haha...money making university!!!with pride and fame!!!and also minus the parking problems and impress other higher education institution in the country.But maintainance is another issue...as u all know the projector in the lecture room are not always working properly.
thinking of catching up...we are way behind in terms of maintainance, price is high but implementation is poor!
that's the attitude of...ya know...sambil lewa...tak kisah...apa apa saje la...
Monday, May 08, 2006
leave some money behind
yeah..as usual pissed up monday routine!
my personality is kinda weird, i like to be in tidy,neat, and clean(my terms of tidy,if u understand me...)
i dun like to see rubbish lying around or another words visible to me.so i will juz hide everything that are visible in a box covered up and push it underneath my bed,when the time comes , like in 3-5 yrs, i will take the box out , check the thing inside and will throw everything that has not been using these pass 3-5 yrs...
And vioalaa...i got a brand old-new box for my existing 'temporary-rubbish' again...
Ok, i am way out of my topic,let's get back to it,so once i started staying or in another words sharing room with 3 other's roomie..things rather change while i am here...i observe that not everyone is neat or at least take care of their own stuff or shits...the first few month or so, i started sweeping the floor, which i can't bear it anymore cuz it's full or hair , more like carpet.then i got this comment, saying that"mayb we shud juz get a broom for our room."i reacted"well, who gonna sweep it??YOU???!!"
Then every morning , with his wet hair, he will blow it dry in front of the standing fan, then this hair of his will start flying like flies...randomly, sometimes it will land on our mouth, face, nose...I even heard got water spray on my other less fortunate roomie's face...that is totally WMD(weapon of mass destructions) ginseng smell...
then his is stuff is all in mess, ok, that's is none of my bussiness, but when he start laying stuff on my bed, that's totally out of the question, another roomie of mine says"why ar???why he left useless stuff here and there, why i dun see him leave a RM100 notes lying around??"Which i totally agreee!!!Once , he left his spiky comb on my bed, and i sat on it...imagine a cactus stuck right into the ass...fark!!!i so wanted to throw the bloody comb outside the window , but LORD whisper to me, MY son, Dun do that...so i was so polite, putting the comb on to his bed...
well, recently, monsoon season is here, so he left some not so dried cloth hangging in the room,which includes , underwear, socks, long pants...well, it might be clean to him, but definitely not to us, so everyone knows about this problem, but we juz kept quiet. damn we have patience , we sure have...
Then download download n download...until someone is so pissed that told him off, so now, he will start at the instance 12 am arrived and off it in the morning when the special one wakes up...
so, thanks to him, i understand that, there are all sorts of people, people might say that i am prejudice againts him, well, why not u invite him and stay with u for a year...u will be 1000 times pissed than me...
Some people say , we have misunderstanding, yes!we lack of miscommunication i agree so therefore misunderstanding, but communication with him is like with a cow, when we tell out our dissastification he will think that we hate him, he has low self esteem, so we might as well, let it go...i totally give up!!!now, i am moving out...few more weeks...so i was thinking of blogging about my 3 yrs here, each and everyone here...those that had left and stayed on...hopefully with some pictures...
cheers..
ming
my personality is kinda weird, i like to be in tidy,neat, and clean(my terms of tidy,if u understand me...)
i dun like to see rubbish lying around or another words visible to me.so i will juz hide everything that are visible in a box covered up and push it underneath my bed,when the time comes , like in 3-5 yrs, i will take the box out , check the thing inside and will throw everything that has not been using these pass 3-5 yrs...
And vioalaa...i got a brand old-new box for my existing 'temporary-rubbish' again...
Ok, i am way out of my topic,let's get back to it,so once i started staying or in another words sharing room with 3 other's roomie..things rather change while i am here...i observe that not everyone is neat or at least take care of their own stuff or shits...the first few month or so, i started sweeping the floor, which i can't bear it anymore cuz it's full or hair , more like carpet.then i got this comment, saying that"mayb we shud juz get a broom for our room."i reacted"well, who gonna sweep it??YOU???!!"
Then every morning , with his wet hair, he will blow it dry in front of the standing fan, then this hair of his will start flying like flies...randomly, sometimes it will land on our mouth, face, nose...I even heard got water spray on my other less fortunate roomie's face...that is totally WMD(weapon of mass destructions) ginseng smell...
then his is stuff is all in mess, ok, that's is none of my bussiness, but when he start laying stuff on my bed, that's totally out of the question, another roomie of mine says"why ar???why he left useless stuff here and there, why i dun see him leave a RM100 notes lying around??"Which i totally agreee!!!Once , he left his spiky comb on my bed, and i sat on it...imagine a cactus stuck right into the ass...fark!!!i so wanted to throw the bloody comb outside the window , but LORD whisper to me, MY son, Dun do that...so i was so polite, putting the comb on to his bed...
well, recently, monsoon season is here, so he left some not so dried cloth hangging in the room,which includes , underwear, socks, long pants...well, it might be clean to him, but definitely not to us, so everyone knows about this problem, but we juz kept quiet. damn we have patience , we sure have...
Then download download n download...until someone is so pissed that told him off, so now, he will start at the instance 12 am arrived and off it in the morning when the special one wakes up...
so, thanks to him, i understand that, there are all sorts of people, people might say that i am prejudice againts him, well, why not u invite him and stay with u for a year...u will be 1000 times pissed than me...
Some people say , we have misunderstanding, yes!we lack of miscommunication i agree so therefore misunderstanding, but communication with him is like with a cow, when we tell out our dissastification he will think that we hate him, he has low self esteem, so we might as well, let it go...i totally give up!!!now, i am moving out...few more weeks...so i was thinking of blogging about my 3 yrs here, each and everyone here...those that had left and stayed on...hopefully with some pictures...
cheers..
ming
Thursday, May 04, 2006
bad day sad day...
The weather was hot, my heart was cold.
Read the news about a young girl watch her mum killed by lighting,despite mother's day is juz around the corner.For guys , we always forget about father's day or mother's day, i was often remind by my sister when i was small about these 2 days,although there was advertisement on tv screening all sorts of related stories about mother day, i wasn't aware when exactly this date was.Not until recent years...it was on the second sunday of may.
When I were small, my mum prepare my breakfast for me before i go to school, whenever i was sick she took care of me until i recover, whenever i am hungry she will cook for me, until now she will juz accompany me to eat even though she is not eating. she will be really worried if i have no appetite or i don't eat at all. She often ask me whether i got enough cash to pump petrol a not, i can sense that she is worried that i would strave myself for entertainment.when i was as young as a baby , my mum need to work part time as we have financial difficulties, means morning 8-4, then night 7-1am, then she will wake up at 5am on the next day,all these con'd until i enter primary one.Now , i can see the wrinkles on the hand, and that really freaks me out.I can't accept the fact that my mum is getting older and older day by day.
Recalling wat happen the other night , then on the following day , i told my sister, eventually she told my mum in the evening, my mum straight away called me.This is also another reason i didn't to tell my mum about that, cuz i am affraid that she is worried.
after losing our dog baby, i kinda learn to appreciate things around me even more,cuz i dun wanna regret.i am only 22, yet i am acting this way, damn i suddenly feel that i am old...haha
In the future if u want ur kids to remember ur burfday or mother's day and father's day, set an example for ur kids to follow by doing it urself now!
p/s:weather has been very unpredictable,climate changes,temperature rises,and all other factors that leads to thunder storm-strong ones, that already claim several lives in malaysia; so for those outdoor goers, please beware!!!better safe than sorry, juz take what ever precautions necessity to prevent bad things for happening...
ming
Read the news about a young girl watch her mum killed by lighting,despite mother's day is juz around the corner.For guys , we always forget about father's day or mother's day, i was often remind by my sister when i was small about these 2 days,although there was advertisement on tv screening all sorts of related stories about mother day, i wasn't aware when exactly this date was.Not until recent years...it was on the second sunday of may.
When I were small, my mum prepare my breakfast for me before i go to school, whenever i was sick she took care of me until i recover, whenever i am hungry she will cook for me, until now she will juz accompany me to eat even though she is not eating. she will be really worried if i have no appetite or i don't eat at all. She often ask me whether i got enough cash to pump petrol a not, i can sense that she is worried that i would strave myself for entertainment.when i was as young as a baby , my mum need to work part time as we have financial difficulties, means morning 8-4, then night 7-1am, then she will wake up at 5am on the next day,all these con'd until i enter primary one.Now , i can see the wrinkles on the hand, and that really freaks me out.I can't accept the fact that my mum is getting older and older day by day.
Recalling wat happen the other night , then on the following day , i told my sister, eventually she told my mum in the evening, my mum straight away called me.This is also another reason i didn't to tell my mum about that, cuz i am affraid that she is worried.
after losing our dog baby, i kinda learn to appreciate things around me even more,cuz i dun wanna regret.i am only 22, yet i am acting this way, damn i suddenly feel that i am old...haha
In the future if u want ur kids to remember ur burfday or mother's day and father's day, set an example for ur kids to follow by doing it urself now!
p/s:weather has been very unpredictable,climate changes,temperature rises,and all other factors that leads to thunder storm-strong ones, that already claim several lives in malaysia; so for those outdoor goers, please beware!!!better safe than sorry, juz take what ever precautions necessity to prevent bad things for happening...
ming
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
At the edge of Death
once in a lifetime...i encounter such occassion.
All i see was shadow, white images floating(like white cloth kinda transparent wave like flag),then colorful lights appears everywhere,but the sequence is scary, definitely not pleasant.it was like ascending to another world, graduating from earth.
All this happens in the middle of the night on 3rd may 330 am.my left chest was very painful, i can feel that the heart is pumping, i can even feel the beat in my head.
but my hand wasn't cramp so it wasn't a heart attack.furthermore, i am too young to have a heart attack.then i heard of lung flu, and lung filled with air(even though i dunno how was it going to be like, this makes me even more affraid), i was so scare...the more i was scare the more pain i was in...
i tried to calm down, tell myself not to worried,kept telling myself it will be ok, and the first thing i will do the next morning is to visit the doctor...no matter how i laid myself on the bed i am still in pain, sideways, sleep straight, it's still there...
slowly, i fall into my sleep, perhaps i was too tired...i only slept one hour from 230 till 330am , then i con'd to sleep around 5 sumthing. then in the morning when i woke up at 8. i dun feel the pain already...was it becuz i prayed? was it becuz i keep myself relax?maybe the former one helps a lot, cuz i can recall , last night no matter how i relax, the pain is still there...
well, this is me...this is life...
All i see was shadow, white images floating(like white cloth kinda transparent wave like flag),then colorful lights appears everywhere,but the sequence is scary, definitely not pleasant.it was like ascending to another world, graduating from earth.
All this happens in the middle of the night on 3rd may 330 am.my left chest was very painful, i can feel that the heart is pumping, i can even feel the beat in my head.
but my hand wasn't cramp so it wasn't a heart attack.furthermore, i am too young to have a heart attack.then i heard of lung flu, and lung filled with air(even though i dunno how was it going to be like, this makes me even more affraid), i was so scare...the more i was scare the more pain i was in...
i tried to calm down, tell myself not to worried,kept telling myself it will be ok, and the first thing i will do the next morning is to visit the doctor...no matter how i laid myself on the bed i am still in pain, sideways, sleep straight, it's still there...
slowly, i fall into my sleep, perhaps i was too tired...i only slept one hour from 230 till 330am , then i con'd to sleep around 5 sumthing. then in the morning when i woke up at 8. i dun feel the pain already...was it becuz i prayed? was it becuz i keep myself relax?maybe the former one helps a lot, cuz i can recall , last night no matter how i relax, the pain is still there...
well, this is me...this is life...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
windows warning...
wow, amazing news i recieve this morning, the next time u update ur windows, better beware not to simply check every box of the windows updates.it seems that they are going to display the annoying msg on ur desktop if ur windows is not genuine...On the other hand, those who wants to make sure their OS is genuine a not?u guys can give it a try, if nth turn on when u restart ....TA DAAAA~~~~it means ur OS is genuine!If not u are cursed man!!
windows is only implementing this procedure in 5 country only, and malaysia one of the lucky ones to be selected!!WOOHOO~~~i always believe the motto MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
so, for those who are thinking switching onto other OS like redhat,it a wise choice since Mr.Gates and his advisor are taking steps to add several more zeros in their account...
one guy told me that,its always better to make a not-so-rich uncle a little richer, than to make a rich uncle a lot more richer...true!
windows is only implementing this procedure in 5 country only, and malaysia one of the lucky ones to be selected!!WOOHOO~~~i always believe the motto MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
so, for those who are thinking switching onto other OS like redhat,it a wise choice since Mr.Gates and his advisor are taking steps to add several more zeros in their account...
one guy told me that,its always better to make a not-so-rich uncle a little richer, than to make a rich uncle a lot more richer...true!
| Your Birth Month is August |
 Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits! |
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
Poppy is my type of flowers??i thought poppy flower is the raw material to make drugs...
it sounds to me that i am a saint, am i??
| You Are 18% Evil |
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Monday, April 24, 2006
aeroplane...
X:why aeroplane can fly??
Y:b'cuz it has wings!!!
Z: whisper also got wing, why kennot fly??
Y:(-_-")...
Y:b'cuz it has wings!!!
Z: whisper also got wing, why kennot fly??
Y:(-_-")...
FATT LAN ZHA!!~~
once upon a time in a smart city called siberjaya lived 4 friends in a small hut.
One day a couple in the house argue over a small matter, in order to calm down ,the male was accompany by another male fren out for a walk...
then the joke started, the female was all alone with another male fren, this particular male fren juz woke up from bed ( usual thing he will do in the noon)...
male:eh!how come u din go out with them for lunch??
Female: juz suddenly not correct 'key' with X, so din go out lor...
Male: aih....all the guys are like that wan lar...unlike "us" , so understanding (in mandarin xi xin)~~~~
Female: (WTF???)...us???
2nd incident
X:eh, where is G(A MALE)??
Y: oh, his "relative" came visit him today, so he is taking a day off.
X:relative???in siberjaya (this world) only got 4 of us wor, still got other human being wan??
Y: relative means" dai yi ma " la....yor!!!
X: ohh...understand understand...
Lots of indication that the guy G is mutating into another form this is wat we called evolution, juz like from ape to this 4 human beings...
recently i read a article about a guy being pregnant...perhaps G can have a look...is called www.maleprenancy.com
cheers...
One day a couple in the house argue over a small matter, in order to calm down ,the male was accompany by another male fren out for a walk...
then the joke started, the female was all alone with another male fren, this particular male fren juz woke up from bed ( usual thing he will do in the noon)...
male:eh!how come u din go out with them for lunch??
Female: juz suddenly not correct 'key' with X, so din go out lor...
Male: aih....all the guys are like that wan lar...unlike "us" , so understanding (in mandarin xi xin)~~~~
Female: (WTF???)...us???
2nd incident
X:eh, where is G(A MALE)??
Y: oh, his "relative" came visit him today, so he is taking a day off.
X:relative???in siberjaya (this world) only got 4 of us wor, still got other human being wan??
Y: relative means" dai yi ma " la....yor!!!
X: ohh...understand understand...
Lots of indication that the guy G is mutating into another form this is wat we called evolution, juz like from ape to this 4 human beings...
recently i read a article about a guy being pregnant...perhaps G can have a look...is called www.maleprenancy.com
cheers...
Friday, April 21, 2006
i am sick...
yeah...my initiative was good, i wanted to play sports...but heavy rain,so heavy that before i reach the indoor court, my cloths were all soak in water.
now i am having running nose...slight cough...regreting of not puchasing the HLA insurance.
i used to tell my fren, its been long time since last time i was sick, really sick...lying the bed whole day.
i also used to tell them, hopefully i can get sick , so that i got an excuse to rest, life had been really busy, u might see me lepak here and there, but i am busy u know...haha
this time i think i am really sick...i am so affraid of fever...everything i touch seems to be so hard even my pillow, i have no energy, everything i eat is tasteless...i only get to eat fish porridge...
sick is so terrible...cannot walk around...alwiz so sleepy...
i think i need to sleep...forever....
now i am having running nose...slight cough...regreting of not puchasing the HLA insurance.
i used to tell my fren, its been long time since last time i was sick, really sick...lying the bed whole day.
i also used to tell them, hopefully i can get sick , so that i got an excuse to rest, life had been really busy, u might see me lepak here and there, but i am busy u know...haha
this time i think i am really sick...i am so affraid of fever...everything i touch seems to be so hard even my pillow, i have no energy, everything i eat is tasteless...i only get to eat fish porridge...
sick is so terrible...cannot walk around...alwiz so sleepy...
i think i need to sleep...forever....
funny questions...
i have this frens who like to ask funny funny questions, sometimes only funny funny people can answer her questions...
Q:why there is 2 lane during uphill and 1 lane during downhill?
A:(answered by a funny funny person which i personally was amazed!)cuz during uphil , if the car in front is slow u can overtake, not dangerous, but if downhill, its dangerous to overtake as ur car might go out of control...
depends on situation and enviroment , the way she ask questions sometimes might scare us...althought she may seem very serious like asking u for donations, but actually she is asking u how to fix pc...well,wonderful ppl like this...encounter once already vomit blood...
arghhhh....
Q:why there is 2 lane during uphill and 1 lane during downhill?
A:(answered by a funny funny person which i personally was amazed!)cuz during uphil , if the car in front is slow u can overtake, not dangerous, but if downhill, its dangerous to overtake as ur car might go out of control...
depends on situation and enviroment , the way she ask questions sometimes might scare us...althought she may seem very serious like asking u for donations, but actually she is asking u how to fix pc...well,wonderful ppl like this...encounter once already vomit blood...
arghhhh....
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
idiotic driver
Well,today i met a person that drives like an idiot from china,brazil etc...
Well, he was driving his GF's car(a kenari)...forgotten wat is the fucking number plate but i was really pissed when he 'tail-gating' really close to me while i was taking corner...then when the lane was merging from 3 into 1, he squeeze it through...dirty lane he was in , and me of cuz in the clean lane...(shud i say racing line...we wasn't racing man)And i was aware that he was close behind me...juz overtake me, if i am slow...but GOD DAMN IT, a kenari only...how can overtake???but stupid moves are not meant to be done on road...if u wanna show ppl u are good in driving skills, get down to the track...let's see how great you are...DAMN fucking ipoh ppl, from samtet, mother is a teacher , that prays to jesus, and act like a scum-beg...hooligan...
maybe next time i will juz let him squeeze in...hopefully he met other road bully smack him in his face, and stuff hard rock right into his arse...
Burn in hell LIN EN SHU...
for god sake kenari...not even an iswara...fuck off la~~~
who are you to me^.^"???haha=))
Well, he was driving his GF's car(a kenari)...forgotten wat is the fucking number plate but i was really pissed when he 'tail-gating' really close to me while i was taking corner...then when the lane was merging from 3 into 1, he squeeze it through...dirty lane he was in , and me of cuz in the clean lane...(shud i say racing line...we wasn't racing man)And i was aware that he was close behind me...juz overtake me, if i am slow...but GOD DAMN IT, a kenari only...how can overtake???but stupid moves are not meant to be done on road...if u wanna show ppl u are good in driving skills, get down to the track...let's see how great you are...DAMN fucking ipoh ppl, from samtet, mother is a teacher , that prays to jesus, and act like a scum-beg...hooligan...
maybe next time i will juz let him squeeze in...hopefully he met other road bully smack him in his face, and stuff hard rock right into his arse...
Burn in hell LIN EN SHU...
for god sake kenari...not even an iswara...fuck off la~~~
who are you to me^.^"???haha=))
Thursday, April 13, 2006
what ur birthday signify??
wanna know wat ur birthday signify??
msg me...i will post it ...that way, i can remember ur birthdate too!!hehe
cheers...
ming
msg me...i will post it ...that way, i can remember ur birthdate too!!hehe
cheers...
ming
8月21日 醒目之人
8月21日出生的人经常会为保护自己不受到世人的窥探而奋战，可惜的是，这种努力往往徒劳无功。他们非常注重隐私，希望不被外界打扰，安安静静地过日子，但是这种愿望对他们来说却挺奢侈的。许多在这一天出生的人都习惯于隐藏自己的感情、想法与观念，除非遇到信任的人，否则绝不会轻易透露。然而，对于不是靠演员这行饭维生的来说，要他们当众作戏，简直就像要他们睁眼说瞎话一样不自在，更讽刺的是，他们越是想隐藏自己，就越会受到大众的关注，因此，在他们生命中始终有两股势力在交战：一是想隐藏自己的本能冲动；一是外界不断要求他们展现自己的压力。
有时候，凭着出色的外表或突出的个性，8月21日出生的人想要别人不对他们格外注目，实在很难，但是只要他们能接受这种无法改变的事实，并为自己在社会中取得适当的位置，到头来，终究是会学到该如何在必要的情形下与他人分享私生活，而不用为这种事承受太多不必要的痛苦与难堪。为了逃避世人给他们的压力，他们在寻求慰藉时有时会表现出怪异的行为来，这些举动不仅会伤害他们自己，还会连累家人。
如果他们本身没有那么不寻常，或他们所做的事、所从事的职业不那么具有争议性的话，这些出生于8月21日的人，就不会在公众与个人私生活之间产生太大的冲突。一般而言，出生于今天的人给人的第一印象是有点退缩的，而且事实上，人们也很难与他们建立关系，因为他们很少会采取主动，成为先开口说话的人，甚且，他们也不会矫枉过正地主动取悦他人，因此难免会给人冷淡疏远的印象。造成这种行为的原因，通常是因为他们想维持独来独往或是不介入人事的生活方式。这些行为表面上看起来虽然显得与人格格不入，但背后却隐藏着他们十分不寻常的一面，假设人们能够了解他们独特的想法或真实的性格，一定会欣羡、赞赏有加。
8月21日出生的人在家庭中能扮演相当称职的角色，尤其是女性；而不管是男性或女性，出生于今天的人都能成为维护社会稳定的中流砥柱。遇到他们认为必须坚持的事。他们会毫不迟疑地展现自己的风采，让他人明白自己的观点，或声明自己的独立性，即使这些举动可能会引起骚动亦在所不惜。有些出生于今天的人，或许会为了他人的缘故而自愿压抑自己的需求，但绝不会被迫这么做。
出生于8月21日的人最不能忍受专制，假道学与谄媚的人。除此之外，他们也很难被愚弄或被收买，相反的，只要晓以大义，不用激烈的手段强迫他们，他们会是极为乐善好施的人。
感官或性爱表达对于他们来说是相当重要的，不过要小心不可过度纵欲，因为他们自己就是极富吸引力与诱惑力的人。而家庭与社会工作最能满足他们情感与精神上的需求，并能帮他们找出实践自我的途径。 幸运数字和守护星 8月21日出生的人会受到数字3和木星的影响。受数字3影响的人通常都很有企图心，甚至还有点专横自大。虽然，木星所带来的乐观与心胸宽阔会使人达到制约来衡的效果（加上狮子的主宰行星--太阳的乐观面，影响力又多了一倍），出生于今天的人还是要小心留意，不要让自己过于想支配他人，这种支配欲有时挺顽固的，甚至会以沉默不语来表达他们的不甚认同。一般说来，受制于数字3的人，以及更特定的说，出生于8月21日的人必须留意防范不要树立太多敌人，因为他们很容易引起他人的敌意与嫉妒。通常，伴随着数字21的人，都有一副美丽的外表。健康 一般而言，8月21日出生的人会表现出想要保护与培育他人的特质，这对家人的健康会有很大的助益。然而，如果太在乎自己及所爱之人的幸福与健康的话，也会给自己带来太大的压力，过度紧张的结果，就可能会罹患胃溃疡或十二指肠溃疡等疾病。好在，不管是例行性的检查或个别问题的特别检查，这一天出生的人并不排斥看医生。刚开始，他们也许会对顺势疗法怀疑，但是最后还是会很实际地学着不去排斥它，如果真有疗效，就更容易接受了。 建议 试着在社会压力下保持平静，才能在公私之间取得生活上的平衡。尽量学着信任别人，不要太快就对别人妄下断语。弄清楚你想拥有的情感。 名 人 贝西(Count Basie)美国乐团领导人，也是钢琴家与作曲家。
台湾电视节目主持人张小燕，50年代曾为知名童星，其后走红电视界达30年，影视界的大姊大人人尊称为[小燕姊]，代表作《综艺100》、《周末派》、《超级星期天》等。
香港演员缪骞人，以《投奔怒海》、《最爱》等片红于80年代，与《喜福会》导演王颖结婚后息影。
美国歌星与词作者肯尼罗杰斯(Kenny Rogers)。
张伯伦(Wilt Chamberlain)美国篮球中锋，曾获七次NBA得分王、11次篮板球王与四次最有价值球员的头衔。
美国心理学家兼作家杨诺夫(Arthur Janov)，是原发治疗法的发现者，著有《初声尖叫》(Primal Scream)。 塔罗牌 大秘仪塔罗牌的第21张是[世界]，牌面上有一位女神手持权杖在奔跑，她拥有无尽的力量，穿越全世界以展示真理。这张牌表示，在这个星球上没有什么是得不到的。牌面正立时，这张牌代表报酬优厚、人格正直；牌面倒立时，则指出巨大的障碍、精神涣散以及自怜的性格。 静思语 在音乐中，两种声音之间会产生出另一种空间，因为它们是在同一时间内发生的。 优点 冷静、有支持力、愿意保护他人。 缺点 过度保护、退缩、规避现实。
有时候，凭着出色的外表或突出的个性，8月21日出生的人想要别人不对他们格外注目，实在很难，但是只要他们能接受这种无法改变的事实，并为自己在社会中取得适当的位置，到头来，终究是会学到该如何在必要的情形下与他人分享私生活，而不用为这种事承受太多不必要的痛苦与难堪。为了逃避世人给他们的压力，他们在寻求慰藉时有时会表现出怪异的行为来，这些举动不仅会伤害他们自己，还会连累家人。
如果他们本身没有那么不寻常，或他们所做的事、所从事的职业不那么具有争议性的话，这些出生于8月21日的人，就不会在公众与个人私生活之间产生太大的冲突。一般而言，出生于今天的人给人的第一印象是有点退缩的，而且事实上，人们也很难与他们建立关系，因为他们很少会采取主动，成为先开口说话的人，甚且，他们也不会矫枉过正地主动取悦他人，因此难免会给人冷淡疏远的印象。造成这种行为的原因，通常是因为他们想维持独来独往或是不介入人事的生活方式。这些行为表面上看起来虽然显得与人格格不入，但背后却隐藏着他们十分不寻常的一面，假设人们能够了解他们独特的想法或真实的性格，一定会欣羡、赞赏有加。
8月21日出生的人在家庭中能扮演相当称职的角色，尤其是女性；而不管是男性或女性，出生于今天的人都能成为维护社会稳定的中流砥柱。遇到他们认为必须坚持的事。他们会毫不迟疑地展现自己的风采，让他人明白自己的观点，或声明自己的独立性，即使这些举动可能会引起骚动亦在所不惜。有些出生于今天的人，或许会为了他人的缘故而自愿压抑自己的需求，但绝不会被迫这么做。
出生于8月21日的人最不能忍受专制，假道学与谄媚的人。除此之外，他们也很难被愚弄或被收买，相反的，只要晓以大义，不用激烈的手段强迫他们，他们会是极为乐善好施的人。
感官或性爱表达对于他们来说是相当重要的，不过要小心不可过度纵欲，因为他们自己就是极富吸引力与诱惑力的人。而家庭与社会工作最能满足他们情感与精神上的需求，并能帮他们找出实践自我的途径。 幸运数字和守护星 8月21日出生的人会受到数字3和木星的影响。受数字3影响的人通常都很有企图心，甚至还有点专横自大。虽然，木星所带来的乐观与心胸宽阔会使人达到制约来衡的效果（加上狮子的主宰行星--太阳的乐观面，影响力又多了一倍），出生于今天的人还是要小心留意，不要让自己过于想支配他人，这种支配欲有时挺顽固的，甚至会以沉默不语来表达他们的不甚认同。一般说来，受制于数字3的人，以及更特定的说，出生于8月21日的人必须留意防范不要树立太多敌人，因为他们很容易引起他人的敌意与嫉妒。通常，伴随着数字21的人，都有一副美丽的外表。健康 一般而言，8月21日出生的人会表现出想要保护与培育他人的特质，这对家人的健康会有很大的助益。然而，如果太在乎自己及所爱之人的幸福与健康的话，也会给自己带来太大的压力，过度紧张的结果，就可能会罹患胃溃疡或十二指肠溃疡等疾病。好在，不管是例行性的检查或个别问题的特别检查，这一天出生的人并不排斥看医生。刚开始，他们也许会对顺势疗法怀疑，但是最后还是会很实际地学着不去排斥它，如果真有疗效，就更容易接受了。 建议 试着在社会压力下保持平静，才能在公私之间取得生活上的平衡。尽量学着信任别人，不要太快就对别人妄下断语。弄清楚你想拥有的情感。 名 人 贝西(Count Basie)美国乐团领导人，也是钢琴家与作曲家。
台湾电视节目主持人张小燕，50年代曾为知名童星，其后走红电视界达30年，影视界的大姊大人人尊称为[小燕姊]，代表作《综艺100》、《周末派》、《超级星期天》等。
香港演员缪骞人，以《投奔怒海》、《最爱》等片红于80年代，与《喜福会》导演王颖结婚后息影。
美国歌星与词作者肯尼罗杰斯(Kenny Rogers)。
张伯伦(Wilt Chamberlain)美国篮球中锋，曾获七次NBA得分王、11次篮板球王与四次最有价值球员的头衔。
美国心理学家兼作家杨诺夫(Arthur Janov)，是原发治疗法的发现者，著有《初声尖叫》(Primal Scream)。 塔罗牌 大秘仪塔罗牌的第21张是[世界]，牌面上有一位女神手持权杖在奔跑，她拥有无尽的力量，穿越全世界以展示真理。这张牌表示，在这个星球上没有什么是得不到的。牌面正立时，这张牌代表报酬优厚、人格正直；牌面倒立时，则指出巨大的障碍、精神涣散以及自怜的性格。 静思语 在音乐中，两种声音之间会产生出另一种空间，因为它们是在同一时间内发生的。 优点 冷静、有支持力、愿意保护他人。 缺点 过度保护、退缩、规避现实。
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
ying yang
every myth always have a story behind, every 名句精华(idiom)also possessed this same law.
ying yang...means what is happening now, there will be a exactly opposite thing taking place in another dimension or on the other side of the world...
whenever there is a death , there is a birth...
u might happily celebrating ur birthday here, but on the other side of the world,a war is going on , the kid same age as u , might be lighting up bomb's fuse instead of candles.
ur house is renovating,u moved into ur new home...an earthquake juz struck Iran last week, many bricks houses turns into dust...
u might be happily playing football, a kid might juz step on a field full of mine.
u might be listening to ipod , ppl might be tapping ur phone line...
u might be very happily watching tv with ur loves ones, others might be fighting over the remote control.
u get ready to go to bed, others might be taking over the night shift.
u might be happily enjoying ur self in a dinner , ur admirer might be committing suicide...
well...i speak too much...juz that, i am so in mood in blogging today, or should i say when i am really tired, i am really into blogging...
cheers...
ming
ying yang...means what is happening now, there will be a exactly opposite thing taking place in another dimension or on the other side of the world...
whenever there is a death , there is a birth...
u might happily celebrating ur birthday here, but on the other side of the world,a war is going on , the kid same age as u , might be lighting up bomb's fuse instead of candles.
ur house is renovating,u moved into ur new home...an earthquake juz struck Iran last week, many bricks houses turns into dust...
u might be happily playing football, a kid might juz step on a field full of mine.
u might be listening to ipod , ppl might be tapping ur phone line...
u might be very happily watching tv with ur loves ones, others might be fighting over the remote control.
u get ready to go to bed, others might be taking over the night shift.
u might be happily enjoying ur self in a dinner , ur admirer might be committing suicide...
well...i speak too much...juz that, i am so in mood in blogging today, or should i say when i am really tired, i am really into blogging...
cheers...
ming
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Big Man with a Big Heart
have you ever see a big guy that weights almost 200 pounds, hairy chest,big size, like a bouncer cried over a small matter.
This particular matter must have been really important to him. things running thru my mind was, his love ones passed away?his true love was leaving him?the only thing that makes a Man cry over it must be really painful, emotionally painful...
If u ever encounter such situation, if u know this big guy, give him a hug!
Need not say anything, juz a hug will do, a hug says it all!!!
Trust me ...
small guy with a big heart that cries before...(ming)
This particular matter must have been really important to him. things running thru my mind was, his love ones passed away?his true love was leaving him?the only thing that makes a Man cry over it must be really painful, emotionally painful...
If u ever encounter such situation, if u know this big guy, give him a hug!
Need not say anything, juz a hug will do, a hug says it all!!!
Trust me ...
small guy with a big heart that cries before...(ming)
失忆
amnesia...that is what the title says.
all of the sudden i wish i have this problem, if my birthday is tommorow, i will definitely make this wish.
once i wake up in the hospital, i will be like "who am i ", "what i am doing here", "who are you guys".
Fren #1:Hi, how are you feeling?do u remember who am i ?we came here a few days ago, but u were still unconcious.
Fren#2:on the far left , the girl in the pic , she is the one u admire all these while.she came yesterday too!
Me:(have a glimps on the pic,and the feeling is strange,not intersted in "stranger")Well, you can tell her that not to worry anymore, i won't be bug her anymore.No matter i can recall my memory a not,the decision is still the same.
Me:How do i behave last time?Have i ill-treat anyone of my frens?
Fren #3:Well, u are a cheerful guy, juz that u like to play around.yeah...u do have some one u dislike, u alwiz talk about him, sometimes we wonder , if u hate him so much , why u kept mentioning him??
Fren#4:you are able to keep secret fairly well, i guess now eternally...keke...
Fren#5:you have a high EQ, u are able to handle emotion smartly.there was once , u were so down, many problems crops up, and u can still maintain ur cheerful look, ur looks can be decieving.but you told me that deep down inside u can't sleep at night...whenever u have problems u will have insomnia.
Me:is this a sort of "relife"for me?maybe GOD gave me this chance to become another person, the more i think , the less i wanna know about my past.What had pass have passed.No regrets, furthermore i don't even remmeber what i've done.All i can do now is , pray for forgiveness , for the sin that i have done.hope what Son of Lord did for me is worth.
Fren#6:Let's juz see, u might regain ur memory, and u will become the"old" you again.
Fren#7:We promise each other that we shall go on a tour once we graduate.Are u still with us?
Fren#8:last time, between friends and girls, u will op for going out with girls rather than friends...what about now?
Me:most of my friends are girls??most of the girls are my friends too right??
Fren#9:i still owe u money, in ur head, whoevers owes u money, u will surely remember, even though we return it to u already.
Me:if money can buy back my memories...i rather keep the money...living in hospital is not cheap u know!!!
Fren #10:u take care of ur stuff pretty well, the older they are, u liked them most...u are like an"uncle" that likes antique...
Me:I am juz loyal...
Fren #11:when u type , u dislike using punctuations...such as comma's and full stop.
Me: i still do the same now...that's a habit, not memories...hehe:D, i am having amnesia not habit-sia.
Fren#12:when u are talking to someone u dislike, u like to "perli" them all the way...u force ppl to the wall, so close to the wall that they will jump off the cliff.
Fren#13:you can be really scarastic to someone that u dislike too!
Fren#14:when u drive agressively, u can be like a road bully...
Fren#15:It's pretty easy for u to apologise.like "i am sorry".
Fren#16:sometimes u can be really quiet, juz like now.
Me:i do not know how to respond. the person u are talking about is totally stranger to me.All i know now is , i hate the person u guys are describing,it's juz not pleasant.
Fren#17:That's weird , but that's is what u are last time.
Fren#18:maybe what he says is true, this is a reborn to him.But u must always bear in mind that, u can forget all of us here today, but u must always remember ur family...they are important to you...
Fren#19:mayb he is just refuse to remember, listen to his tone, he is so reluctant.He is still as sturburn as last time.
Fren#20:here are some of ur fav cd's from ur fav artist...try to catch up for some new songs too!u love news songs and also love songs.
Well,if one day i really have amnesia, please do not show me this script.i might be happier having amnesia for the rest of my life...
ming
all of the sudden i wish i have this problem, if my birthday is tommorow, i will definitely make this wish.
once i wake up in the hospital, i will be like "who am i ", "what i am doing here", "who are you guys".
Fren #1:Hi, how are you feeling?do u remember who am i ?we came here a few days ago, but u were still unconcious.
Fren#2:on the far left , the girl in the pic , she is the one u admire all these while.she came yesterday too!
Me:(have a glimps on the pic,and the feeling is strange,not intersted in "stranger")Well, you can tell her that not to worry anymore, i won't be bug her anymore.No matter i can recall my memory a not,the decision is still the same.
Me:How do i behave last time?Have i ill-treat anyone of my frens?
Fren #3:Well, u are a cheerful guy, juz that u like to play around.yeah...u do have some one u dislike, u alwiz talk about him, sometimes we wonder , if u hate him so much , why u kept mentioning him??
Fren#4:you are able to keep secret fairly well, i guess now eternally...keke...
Fren#5:you have a high EQ, u are able to handle emotion smartly.there was once , u were so down, many problems crops up, and u can still maintain ur cheerful look, ur looks can be decieving.but you told me that deep down inside u can't sleep at night...whenever u have problems u will have insomnia.
Me:is this a sort of "relife"for me?maybe GOD gave me this chance to become another person, the more i think , the less i wanna know about my past.What had pass have passed.No regrets, furthermore i don't even remmeber what i've done.All i can do now is , pray for forgiveness , for the sin that i have done.hope what Son of Lord did for me is worth.
Fren#6:Let's juz see, u might regain ur memory, and u will become the"old" you again.
Fren#7:We promise each other that we shall go on a tour once we graduate.Are u still with us?
Fren#8:last time, between friends and girls, u will op for going out with girls rather than friends...what about now?
Me:most of my friends are girls??most of the girls are my friends too right??
Fren#9:i still owe u money, in ur head, whoevers owes u money, u will surely remember, even though we return it to u already.
Me:if money can buy back my memories...i rather keep the money...living in hospital is not cheap u know!!!
Fren #10:u take care of ur stuff pretty well, the older they are, u liked them most...u are like an"uncle" that likes antique...
Me:I am juz loyal...
Fren #11:when u type , u dislike using punctuations...such as comma's and full stop.
Me: i still do the same now...that's a habit, not memories...hehe:D, i am having amnesia not habit-sia.
Fren#12:when u are talking to someone u dislike, u like to "perli" them all the way...u force ppl to the wall, so close to the wall that they will jump off the cliff.
Fren#13:you can be really scarastic to someone that u dislike too!
Fren#14:when u drive agressively, u can be like a road bully...
Fren#15:It's pretty easy for u to apologise.like "i am sorry".
Fren#16:sometimes u can be really quiet, juz like now.
Me:i do not know how to respond. the person u are talking about is totally stranger to me.All i know now is , i hate the person u guys are describing,it's juz not pleasant.
Fren#17:That's weird , but that's is what u are last time.
Fren#18:maybe what he says is true, this is a reborn to him.But u must always bear in mind that, u can forget all of us here today, but u must always remember ur family...they are important to you...
Fren#19:mayb he is just refuse to remember, listen to his tone, he is so reluctant.He is still as sturburn as last time.
Fren#20:here are some of ur fav cd's from ur fav artist...try to catch up for some new songs too!u love news songs and also love songs.
Well,if one day i really have amnesia, please do not show me this script.i might be happier having amnesia for the rest of my life...
ming
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
colours...
colors...
if a blind man ask me to describe how the sun rise look like, the answer will goes like this, it's purple,dark blue...like cotton wool...many strings of clouds rolling one on top of each other, in a very good formation.
if the blind man ask me to describe sun set, my answer will goes like this, orange , silky cloud...on the opposite side its dark...real dark , like a storm is coming...
but i would like to ask u guys...wat is the color of happiness, wat is the color of sad, wat is the color of conflict...wat is the color is dilemma???
decision are often hard to make, and it depends on how we interpret; so there is no right or wrong.i've been asking myself, had i waste too much time, had i enter the wrong course???should i con'd doing it, or juz quit...but i am so far yet so near...
mama alwiz said, decision is in our hand...work hard...strive hard...
so wat is the color for happiness, sad ...and so on???
if a blind man ask me to describe how the sun rise look like, the answer will goes like this, it's purple,dark blue...like cotton wool...many strings of clouds rolling one on top of each other, in a very good formation.
if the blind man ask me to describe sun set, my answer will goes like this, orange , silky cloud...on the opposite side its dark...real dark , like a storm is coming...
but i would like to ask u guys...wat is the color of happiness, wat is the color of sad, wat is the color of conflict...wat is the color is dilemma???
decision are often hard to make, and it depends on how we interpret; so there is no right or wrong.i've been asking myself, had i waste too much time, had i enter the wrong course???should i con'd doing it, or juz quit...but i am so far yet so near...
mama alwiz said, decision is in our hand...work hard...strive hard...
so wat is the color for happiness, sad ...and so on???
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
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da only park in the city...
yes...there is plenty of koi!!!
and surprisingly...been to the mall lots of times , 1st time going into this area...hehe
burfday gurl
yeah...burfday girl n me...haha...while taking this pic , i feel a bit akward...cuz public area ...where got ppl take pics in shopping mall wan???so many ppl, but wat also must try at least its the first and the last....haha
me n my frenly neighbour
who is she???she is the last month birthday girl...
she is alwiz beside me when i am using the pc, while she is busy eating...
Thursday, March 23, 2006
The Rain At 3.30pm...
All of the sudden i felt that i was 'touched' by this rain.
most probably these few days , lots of problem crops up, unfinished bussiness... ... Some were finally resolved, some were still there, waiting for me , and waiting for others decision... ...things usually can't be done by one man alone, that's why the word 'cooperation' comes in.
Standing at the kitchen window, observing the janitor sweeping the the floor, suddenly a drop of water feel on his head , gradually a few more other... he quickly finish off the section he is sweeping, even though its raining, seconds after that,cold breeze of wind blew, the not so tall tree in the pot dropped off several dried leaves...he got to sweep it again, its raining...the rain gets heavier and heavier yet he still sweeps the floor,bird on the trees...started to flee from the scene as the rain has ruin their afternoon, some came into the balcony of the house...some flew to the roof of the balcony...some stood on the hanger...
the winamp was very cooperative, playing the sentimental songs...makes me feel like blogging...
i suddenly notice that i blog too often, so often that i even write craps such as this...
but think twice, this rain, sort of gave me the inspiration to get things done, to tell me that there will be rainbow after the rain, sun will shine as bright as ever...although now the sky may seems sad , crying...but once after its over...its over...it won't rain forever, same goes with life, u won't be unfortunately forever, we juz got to work our way out!No one can help us through, besides ourself, so when u are sad, juz try to be sad, no point acting happy, emotion this is what we called , after a while, it will go away...it will become memory...looking back at it in the future, it might be a funny one, or a meaningful one...no matter what it is...life goes on...the world won't stop turning because you are sad, or you are happy, we are juz tiny little ones...always remember that we are not alone!
think u are pity???there is someone out there that suffer thousand times more than u ...
my sister reminds me that i am very lucky d,having the car when i was only 21, whereas my sister and brother got a car only after a few years workingm during that period, they have to take the mini buses, that will take around 1 1/2 hours to reach the destination. Me!!!i take only 30 mins to go whenever i want...take into the account of the allowance i am getting now, i am not rich, but i am not poor either, i juz can't afford to spend like others, thousand on handphones, thousand on pc, thoudsand on cars...that why i prefer to stick to simple and nice...juz prefect will do...
i came from not so well-being family, my parents work their way out, until today, my dad is still working.whereas i am spending...
i still remember my mum alwiz told me that i was lucky cuz when i was born we moved into a new house, i get a better enviroment to lived in, whereas my brothers and sister used to live in rumah papan in kampung with my grandpa and grandma. they dun have a good enviroment, but they still earn a reputation in the society. ME on the other hand, have a good enviroment, tuitions and so on , yet i am in not doing pretty good...if my elder brother was born later , when my family can afford better education for him, he will be successful my mum told me, whenever my mum told me this , i can feel that she felt sorry for him...
before my dad brought a car, our only transportation is motorbike, I will be sandwich between my dad and my mum, they are taking me to the babysiter...and my dad will be off working , same goes to my mum...
my dad is still driving the same car, after 40 yrs!!!and the bike too, its still there...i guess our family has this loyal genes in us...i am still having the same pillow case for more than 20 yrs...(of cuz i washed it)...its in bits and pieces now...
my house still is the same, the sofa too!!!when u ask me to throw them out, i kinda felt 'dunwan lar' sit so long d...keep la...baby my dog sleeps there too!!!
my dad hasn't been overseas, hasn't travel on tour before, he is so dedicated to his work, he hasn't been on leave, even he is sick...i wonder why...
i remember my mum told me, not so long after i was born ,my sis was hit by a car when she was riding with my dad on the bike on the way to the hospital to visit my mum, my sister was hurt on some part her ear...luckily,the doctor at that time manage to stitch it back...it looks like normal now...
sometimes people that doesn't face hardship, never grows up, never learn lesson...
the process of learning never stops, u learn from the day u were born and the day u was laid into the coffin...that's true!
considering that i am youngest and having all the benefits, i am now no where , no aim, i suddenly feel so lost...my brain is empty...juz dunno wat to do...hopefully when things are in placed i will get back my aim, my objectives...everyone must work hard , there is no free lunch, but also work smartly...smartly not sneaky!!!
the rain juz stop once i reach the end of my post(motivates me even more)...i am going to see whether there is rainbow a not!!!
ALWAYS A BETTER AND BRIGHTER TOMMOROW!
In your heart: ming...:)
most probably these few days , lots of problem crops up, unfinished bussiness... ... Some were finally resolved, some were still there, waiting for me , and waiting for others decision... ...things usually can't be done by one man alone, that's why the word 'cooperation' comes in.
Standing at the kitchen window, observing the janitor sweeping the the floor, suddenly a drop of water feel on his head , gradually a few more other... he quickly finish off the section he is sweeping, even though its raining, seconds after that,cold breeze of wind blew, the not so tall tree in the pot dropped off several dried leaves...he got to sweep it again, its raining...the rain gets heavier and heavier yet he still sweeps the floor,bird on the trees...started to flee from the scene as the rain has ruin their afternoon, some came into the balcony of the house...some flew to the roof of the balcony...some stood on the hanger...
the winamp was very cooperative, playing the sentimental songs...makes me feel like blogging...
i suddenly notice that i blog too often, so often that i even write craps such as this...
but think twice, this rain, sort of gave me the inspiration to get things done, to tell me that there will be rainbow after the rain, sun will shine as bright as ever...although now the sky may seems sad , crying...but once after its over...its over...it won't rain forever, same goes with life, u won't be unfortunately forever, we juz got to work our way out!No one can help us through, besides ourself, so when u are sad, juz try to be sad, no point acting happy, emotion this is what we called , after a while, it will go away...it will become memory...looking back at it in the future, it might be a funny one, or a meaningful one...no matter what it is...life goes on...the world won't stop turning because you are sad, or you are happy, we are juz tiny little ones...always remember that we are not alone!
think u are pity???there is someone out there that suffer thousand times more than u ...
my sister reminds me that i am very lucky d,having the car when i was only 21, whereas my sister and brother got a car only after a few years workingm during that period, they have to take the mini buses, that will take around 1 1/2 hours to reach the destination. Me!!!i take only 30 mins to go whenever i want...take into the account of the allowance i am getting now, i am not rich, but i am not poor either, i juz can't afford to spend like others, thousand on handphones, thousand on pc, thoudsand on cars...that why i prefer to stick to simple and nice...juz prefect will do...
i came from not so well-being family, my parents work their way out, until today, my dad is still working.whereas i am spending...
i still remember my mum alwiz told me that i was lucky cuz when i was born we moved into a new house, i get a better enviroment to lived in, whereas my brothers and sister used to live in rumah papan in kampung with my grandpa and grandma. they dun have a good enviroment, but they still earn a reputation in the society. ME on the other hand, have a good enviroment, tuitions and so on , yet i am in not doing pretty good...if my elder brother was born later , when my family can afford better education for him, he will be successful my mum told me, whenever my mum told me this , i can feel that she felt sorry for him...
before my dad brought a car, our only transportation is motorbike, I will be sandwich between my dad and my mum, they are taking me to the babysiter...and my dad will be off working , same goes to my mum...
my dad is still driving the same car, after 40 yrs!!!and the bike too, its still there...i guess our family has this loyal genes in us...i am still having the same pillow case for more than 20 yrs...(of cuz i washed it)...its in bits and pieces now...
my house still is the same, the sofa too!!!when u ask me to throw them out, i kinda felt 'dunwan lar' sit so long d...keep la...baby my dog sleeps there too!!!
my dad hasn't been overseas, hasn't travel on tour before, he is so dedicated to his work, he hasn't been on leave, even he is sick...i wonder why...
i remember my mum told me, not so long after i was born ,my sis was hit by a car when she was riding with my dad on the bike on the way to the hospital to visit my mum, my sister was hurt on some part her ear...luckily,the doctor at that time manage to stitch it back...it looks like normal now...
sometimes people that doesn't face hardship, never grows up, never learn lesson...
the process of learning never stops, u learn from the day u were born and the day u was laid into the coffin...that's true!
considering that i am youngest and having all the benefits, i am now no where , no aim, i suddenly feel so lost...my brain is empty...juz dunno wat to do...hopefully when things are in placed i will get back my aim, my objectives...everyone must work hard , there is no free lunch, but also work smartly...smartly not sneaky!!!
the rain juz stop once i reach the end of my post(motivates me even more)...i am going to see whether there is rainbow a not!!!
ALWAYS A BETTER AND BRIGHTER TOMMOROW!
In your heart: ming...:)
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
你到底爱谁？
一个人喝醉好想找个人来陪我们之间有太多的误会爱不能再沉睡是可悲是摧毁我不要再为谁掉眼泪爱过才后悔想要用酒来麻醉我们之间有太多的误会爱不能再沉睡是可悲是摧毁我不要再为谁而心碎求求你给我个机会不要再对爱说无所谓如果相爱是眼泪就让我们用真心去面对求求你给我个机会不要再对爱说无所谓留下了太多伤悲告诉我你到底爱着谁。。。
生老病死，我可以接受。反而，幸福快乐我就开始怀疑了。可能在其他人眼里是完美的，但在当事人眼里却是十分痛苦。或者，在其他人的眼里，那对情人一天到晚在骂架，但他们反而觉得骂架也是一种乐趣！有些时候我问我自己，简简单单活到老，还是精彩活半辈子呢？那你呢？
很多事情都有双面，只是由你来决定往那个角度去看而已。
事情十分简单，为何人要把它弄得那么复杂？
这就是人生！人生有趣的地方，就是有的选择！
没挫侧，就不是人生啦！
做任何事都一定要想一想，一定要做对的选择!
生老病死，我可以接受。反而，幸福快乐我就开始怀疑了。可能在其他人眼里是完美的，但在当事人眼里却是十分痛苦。或者，在其他人的眼里，那对情人一天到晚在骂架，但他们反而觉得骂架也是一种乐趣！有些时候我问我自己，简简单单活到老，还是精彩活半辈子呢？那你呢？
很多事情都有双面，只是由你来决定往那个角度去看而已。
事情十分简单，为何人要把它弄得那么复杂？
这就是人生！人生有趣的地方，就是有的选择！
没挫侧，就不是人生啦！
做任何事都一定要想一想，一定要做对的选择!
Monday, March 20, 2006
hungry...
been starving for more than 3 hours...brain lack of oxygen, can't think properly,whatever i look at tends to get blur within seconds.Having difficulties getting down from the stairs.this is how i feel right now.
i was thinking about something, part by part, little by little...is like a puzzle with lots of peices, is like a person who has lost his memory , but gaining it back slowly.
Among the things that cross my mind was , why other people are so happily together, and i am not??
One of the midterm paper was postpond today, but i wasn't happy at all,or i don't even care???
I wonder is there really such things like what the monk believe, "karma", or better known as what u did in ur past life, u will get it in present life...and lots more example...
u need to do lots of good deed in order u can live better, is it really such things??well, if u are a believer, then there is such things, if u are not, then u juz accept whatever that comes...
arrgghh..still hungry...somehow, once i pass my dinner time, i dun feel anything, my stomach won't be like linkin park, i will only lose my concentration, that is already bad enough for me now.
i was thinking about something, part by part, little by little...is like a puzzle with lots of peices, is like a person who has lost his memory , but gaining it back slowly.
Among the things that cross my mind was , why other people are so happily together, and i am not??
One of the midterm paper was postpond today, but i wasn't happy at all,or i don't even care???
I wonder is there really such things like what the monk believe, "karma", or better known as what u did in ur past life, u will get it in present life...and lots more example...
u need to do lots of good deed in order u can live better, is it really such things??well, if u are a believer, then there is such things, if u are not, then u juz accept whatever that comes...
arrgghh..still hungry...somehow, once i pass my dinner time, i dun feel anything, my stomach won't be like linkin park, i will only lose my concentration, that is already bad enough for me now.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
my sister's hero (part 2)
an hour ago i posted that the air con compressor was spoil...well, juz now i went down to take a look at the engine and i found out that the fan fell off...so it's totally not because of the compressor...hopefully..hehe...
u know, the feeling now is so confusing...i am happy that the fan is cheap to be replaced...
on the other hand, i am also worried that it might going to cost me more , during the fan fell off, it might hit sumthing...i dare not turn on the air con now...afraid that the compressor get overheated...
everytime when i am not alone in the car, the car air con fails...twice already!!!
when is this curse going to stop???-_-"
(con'd study...)
u know, the feeling now is so confusing...i am happy that the fan is cheap to be replaced...
on the other hand, i am also worried that it might going to cost me more , during the fan fell off, it might hit sumthing...i dare not turn on the air con now...afraid that the compressor get overheated...
everytime when i am not alone in the car, the car air con fails...twice already!!!
when is this curse going to stop???-_-"
(con'd study...)
my sister's hero
as the youngest child in the family i alwiz get the things i want done easily ...like the stuff i need.Cuz all the main obstacles are handle by my brother and sister already , so until my stage my parents kinda understand how to handle me already...and knows wat i want and so on...so life for me is peaceful...easy life...
so often i get 2nd hand stuff, from small till now...
i used 2nd hand text book with notes written all over, makes studies easier...
bed that has squeaking sounds that has been pass from my brother to sis , from my sister to me...
same things goes to discman, and pc...hehe...
recently i got this 5 yrs old car from my sis , as u all know national cars will tends to give problem after 5 yrs..all the major parts will start to fail...so this particular car have been given me this problem and i have been dragging this problem for months...juz becuz it's still working...EVERYTHING WENT FINE UNTIL TODAY!!~
THE AIR -CONDITIONING SYSTEM FAIL-ed...that pissed me really much...wanna know how much???it is this much<--------------------------------------------------------------------->
the weather is so hot...and the car is trapping hot air after long period under the sun, so when i got into the car without the air con the car is like an oven...
a month ago...i had the compressor temporary fixed...becuz of the oil seal is leaking...then a week after that the fan was broken...this lead to the compressor is overheated again and the oil seals leaks again...this time..terrible sound , i can even hear it from the inside of the car(is like knocking sound from drum)...i suspect that the entire system is now clog with fluid, dirty fluid besides the air con gases...major operation and long time is going to take the mechanic to fixed this shits...hopefully after repairing this, this car will be in good condition and nothing else shall fail!!!
its really gonna hurt the pocket...of my sister ...haha...
so often i get 2nd hand stuff, from small till now...
i used 2nd hand text book with notes written all over, makes studies easier...
bed that has squeaking sounds that has been pass from my brother to sis , from my sister to me...
same things goes to discman, and pc...hehe...
recently i got this 5 yrs old car from my sis , as u all know national cars will tends to give problem after 5 yrs..all the major parts will start to fail...so this particular car have been given me this problem and i have been dragging this problem for months...juz becuz it's still working...EVERYTHING WENT FINE UNTIL TODAY!!~
THE AIR -CONDITIONING SYSTEM FAIL-ed...that pissed me really much...wanna know how much???it is this much<--------------------------------------------------------------------->
the weather is so hot...and the car is trapping hot air after long period under the sun, so when i got into the car without the air con the car is like an oven...
a month ago...i had the compressor temporary fixed...becuz of the oil seal is leaking...then a week after that the fan was broken...this lead to the compressor is overheated again and the oil seals leaks again...this time..terrible sound , i can even hear it from the inside of the car(is like knocking sound from drum)...i suspect that the entire system is now clog with fluid, dirty fluid besides the air con gases...major operation and long time is going to take the mechanic to fixed this shits...hopefully after repairing this, this car will be in good condition and nothing else shall fail!!!
its really gonna hurt the pocket...of my sister ...haha...
Monday, March 13, 2006
In doubt...
why sometimes a professor got to be manage by a graduated diploma student in the account dept??managing all his pay, when he get his salary, applying for leave...why???
why post-graduate or undergraduate student are being control by those people in the admin that don't care about the feelings of students?they don't have the motivation to work, why should they be there???becuz of skin color???even though they lack of brain cells but poeple still tries and spend money pushing them way up high...eventually all the efforts are wasted...after so many years they still don't understand...people like them , no matter how well u treat them, they will juz turn around and stab u right in front of ur chest...over and over agian...
people are still trying to be saint and helping them out...wiping out others...but others are the one that work quietly and effectively...being forces to support them financially...
some have to work so hard , some were born with silver spoon...some were lucky forever...some were not so lucky...everyone must face obstacles in life in order to gain experience , if one face nothing in life, IT won't learn anything...
why post-graduate or undergraduate student are being control by those people in the admin that don't care about the feelings of students?they don't have the motivation to work, why should they be there???becuz of skin color???even though they lack of brain cells but poeple still tries and spend money pushing them way up high...eventually all the efforts are wasted...after so many years they still don't understand...people like them , no matter how well u treat them, they will juz turn around and stab u right in front of ur chest...over and over agian...
people are still trying to be saint and helping them out...wiping out others...but others are the one that work quietly and effectively...being forces to support them financially...
some have to work so hard , some were born with silver spoon...some were lucky forever...some were not so lucky...everyone must face obstacles in life in order to gain experience , if one face nothing in life, IT won't learn anything...
legal or not??
have u guys receive a summon from the police and not knowing where is the exact place did they took the picture of ur car speeding...they might be hiding behind the tree, behind the pillar...but i wonder is it legal for them to hide and wait for 'victims' to commit offence??
the recent incident regrading the ear squart, make us wonder what are the polices rights and also our rights...well, our parents pay taxes , pays for their bullets, training, fuel, accomodation(hotels), their annual dinner...and their maintainace for their perdana and waja patrol cars...are they doing the right thing??their are monitoring us but in contrast to that who is actually monitoring them??the way the act off duty...are doubtful...
the recent badge on them, "saya anti- rasuah"...any implications on public yet, ur preception on the policemen changed yet???those without this badge means they will ... ... isit??
small issue people make it big...cuz they feel their right are being abused...but sometimes the law don't protect us no more, it's used againts us...when u are doing crime of cuz it's used againts u , but when u are not....they are there to protect you...
so to make things and life easier...juz live our life moderately...do no crime...buy huge amount or insurance..juz in case ...haha...~~~
the recent incident regrading the ear squart, make us wonder what are the polices rights and also our rights...well, our parents pay taxes , pays for their bullets, training, fuel, accomodation(hotels), their annual dinner...and their maintainace for their perdana and waja patrol cars...are they doing the right thing??their are monitoring us but in contrast to that who is actually monitoring them??the way the act off duty...are doubtful...
the recent badge on them, "saya anti- rasuah"...any implications on public yet, ur preception on the policemen changed yet???those without this badge means they will ... ... isit??
small issue people make it big...cuz they feel their right are being abused...but sometimes the law don't protect us no more, it's used againts us...when u are doing crime of cuz it's used againts u , but when u are not....they are there to protect you...
so to make things and life easier...juz live our life moderately...do no crime...buy huge amount or insurance..juz in case ...haha...~~~
fEeLiNgS
FEELINGS...have you ever wonder why sometimes u can't make decision??
for example:sometimes i know i want to blog about something then suddenly a phone call or someone opens a door, or the door bell rings...it can easily distract my attention on what i am about to do...then i totally forgotten to blog...last weekend i thought i was getting old that's why i act this way...but then i notice, even my mom can remember why can't i???
then i suddenly figured out why i was acting this way...it's simple becuz i sleep too much!!!and also i watch too much dvds...hehe...
so the moral of the story is...don't drink so many teh tarik, dun eat so much nasi lemak , or else ur brain will be worse than a 70 yrs old uncle or aunty...hehe...
for example:sometimes i know i want to blog about something then suddenly a phone call or someone opens a door, or the door bell rings...it can easily distract my attention on what i am about to do...then i totally forgotten to blog...last weekend i thought i was getting old that's why i act this way...but then i notice, even my mom can remember why can't i???
then i suddenly figured out why i was acting this way...it's simple becuz i sleep too much!!!and also i watch too much dvds...hehe...
so the moral of the story is...don't drink so many teh tarik, dun eat so much nasi lemak , or else ur brain will be worse than a 70 yrs old uncle or aunty...hehe...
Thursday, March 09, 2006
birthday girl with birthday cake
ohh my god...my housemate kim kee , she like the peace hand sign very much!!!
yummy~~~
she insist me on posting this pic...wat to do, she say she looks very good in here wor...(-_-")
CK LEE and Me...
yeah...my buddy from hell...hehe...this is chong kan my roomate...
anyone wants his contact number??get it from me!!!
birthday girl and *unidentified man*
not unidentified la...hehe...men in red is jing ze, lady in pink is kim kee, pronounce it in mandarin they sounds almost the same!!!
opps...i ready and u are NOT!!~~
hehee...got cha~~~the smallest eyes on earth...looks like one tiny straight line strecth from both side of the face...hehe...next time say get ready and count 1 2 3 lar....dumb cameramen
ji mui men's(sister sister)
yeah ...ji mui men's pic...but i wonder why there is a guy there??:-??
no wonder his face like that lar...masam masam wan...hahaha.....
make a wish , make a wish...
*wish i will be rich and v2 will propose to me soon*(heheh...totally my imagination..sorry kim kee ong)keke
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
candles...
not enuff air...the lung too small; got to take 2 breath agian before blowing all the candles out..
the men in red, the strawberry and the birthday pompuan!!!
no matter how sweet the strawberry is, it will taste sour to her...HELP~~~
the cake...
this is the cake....hehe...22 yrs old liow...damn sad...well here is the brief description of the cake,it is definitely not a cheese cake..it's call mousse cake, chocolate mousse cake to be specific...it has a layer of sponge cake, and then the mousse...vanila mousse...then another layer of sponge cake..yummy...~~~
One Night In Station One
i have no idea what this plate is but the funny thing is there is only piece or shud i call it string of 'siu bak choi'...really damn stingy restaurant...wondering its a decoration or can we really eat it...anyway,my fren say the chicken chop was nice..hehe...
Well, actually that day was my house mate birthday...the one that is below being fed strawberry....dun be mistaken, the guy who is feeding him is not his bf...haha...her bf has a funny pet name...v2...sounds like the canon camera v 2(square)...but anyway, she is really a cute girl(not to mention stingy..keke)...so it was worth to celebrate for her , rather than doing the usual stuff such as buying a cake back home to cyber...wait till 12 midnight, off the lights and bring the cake to her...regardless she is in her room, or in the toilet(this was wat happen last year), or in the living room watching drama(her fav activity)...then sing the sad tune birthday song then blow candle then cut cake then eat then we all dismiss...haha...so this year was rather special...we all manage to go out!!yeah!!!finally!!~~~
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
lives are fragile...
think of it...handbeg being snatch, victim falls on the floor, head hits the divider...and coma.
think again, ...plugging some socket...suddenly current short circuit...dead...
sleeping on the bed and never wake up...
driving and meet a nasty accident...body got crush inside a vehicle...dead...
sounds like final destination???
well...what i am trying to say is that..lives are really fragile...no matter u are an insect, human being, animal or tiny ' mirco-organisma' lives are really fragile...its like u are not in control over ur life, but GOD is...whenever he wants...he can juz send an angel down and take it away...of cuz he has his reason...
juz like my dog passed away...i felt like 'going' with him, to kept taking care of him...up till now , i still miss him...
well, here's a story...(totally imagination)
A sister that cares for her brother very much, seeing that his brother have to walk to campus under the hot sun,decided to buy him a car. then this idiot brother...was damn naughty...and meet a freaky accident...need to say more..sure die la...so this sister gets the blame...well u see..when u do something wrong...someone else get punish...totally unfair...
okok, back to the topic...lives are fragile...think about the incident tsunami and september 11, all this people are juz so coincidently happen to be there...of cuz there are lucky ones that escape...but thousand of lives can vanish or lost juz in a split second...
sad stories after a billion time telling each ppl is still a sad stories , u wun feel bored telling other ppl as long as it carries meaning....meaning of life...
juz like the advertisement...live life to the full...
think again, ...plugging some socket...suddenly current short circuit...dead...
sleeping on the bed and never wake up...
driving and meet a nasty accident...body got crush inside a vehicle...dead...
sounds like final destination???
well...what i am trying to say is that..lives are really fragile...no matter u are an insect, human being, animal or tiny ' mirco-organisma' lives are really fragile...its like u are not in control over ur life, but GOD is...whenever he wants...he can juz send an angel down and take it away...of cuz he has his reason...
juz like my dog passed away...i felt like 'going' with him, to kept taking care of him...up till now , i still miss him...
well, here's a story...(totally imagination)
A sister that cares for her brother very much, seeing that his brother have to walk to campus under the hot sun,decided to buy him a car. then this idiot brother...was damn naughty...and meet a freaky accident...need to say more..sure die la...so this sister gets the blame...well u see..when u do something wrong...someone else get punish...totally unfair...
okok, back to the topic...lives are fragile...think about the incident tsunami and september 11, all this people are juz so coincidently happen to be there...of cuz there are lucky ones that escape...but thousand of lives can vanish or lost juz in a split second...
sad stories after a billion time telling each ppl is still a sad stories , u wun feel bored telling other ppl as long as it carries meaning....meaning of life...
juz like the advertisement...live life to the full...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
HAPPY VALENTINE
today is valentine...same like always...i am still single and waiting for the right one...
friends around me are getting attach one after another, but like they say, the right bus is juz not here yet for me...or mayb it left long time ago...2nd chance???unlikely...
here am i , finish my task for the early assignment due next week...thinking of nothing to do, i decided to blog...i asked around, guess i am having my dinner tomolo alone for the time being...life feels funny all of a sudden, people are around u, but those that are left are all singles...problems with us or juz fate hasn't arrived?
my brother in law told my sis , today is the most expensive day to go out ...yeap, totally agree....roses are priced at 12 per stick. And dinner are around 80 bucks per person for a romantic candle light dinner...food include oyster...yummy...and other highly 'jacked up' priced food...
news i receive recently, electric tariff are going to be adjusted soon, oil price are going to be adjusted soon too...what else...salary??allowance??what about those???
oh yah...pray hard my car will be functioning as normal until i serviced it...
and to everyone with honey or darling or single, HAPPY VALENTINES!!!
friends around me are getting attach one after another, but like they say, the right bus is juz not here yet for me...or mayb it left long time ago...2nd chance???unlikely...
here am i , finish my task for the early assignment due next week...thinking of nothing to do, i decided to blog...i asked around, guess i am having my dinner tomolo alone for the time being...life feels funny all of a sudden, people are around u, but those that are left are all singles...problems with us or juz fate hasn't arrived?
my brother in law told my sis , today is the most expensive day to go out ...yeap, totally agree....roses are priced at 12 per stick. And dinner are around 80 bucks per person for a romantic candle light dinner...food include oyster...yummy...and other highly 'jacked up' priced food...
news i receive recently, electric tariff are going to be adjusted soon, oil price are going to be adjusted soon too...what else...salary??allowance??what about those???
oh yah...pray hard my car will be functioning as normal until i serviced it...
and to everyone with honey or darling or single, HAPPY VALENTINES!!!
Monday, February 06, 2006
my dog...
my dog...suddenly from my sis pc i recover some pictures of my dog...i mean our dog...tat pass away a couple of months ago...
i remember last time when i used to return home late at night, then i will see my dad bringing baby out for a walk...he is a smart dog...whenever he sees my dad comes home, he will follow my dad , until my dad bring him out for walk, then only he will jump up to his cushion and sleep...he does this even i did bring him out earlier in the evening...he juz enjoy walking...
anything thing i miss him is when it's 5 sumthing in the evening...he will start barking if he is outside; if he is inside he will again follow my mum around so that my mum will prepare his dinner for him...i dunno why, he juz now the time for his breakfast and dinner...he wakes up at 5 sumthing and start to wait at my parents room door every morning...and if my parents are awake and din open the door, he will scratch the door...once when he was young...he manage to push the door open and went in...i guess he was really desperate..and the door was definitely not tightly close...
all these are sweet memories...when he was still around...once in a while when i am lonely at home...i will still think of him, cuz last time when i am alone with him,i will play with him...when the whole family goes out..his is alone , staring at us as we leave...leaving him alone at home, no one to play with, all he can do is sleep...
now i totally understand his feeling..when he is alone...the feeling is like now i am without him...
even humans can feel, i am sure dog can...if robots has feelings encoded in them, then can do the same thing too!!!
baby! I MISS YOU!!
i remember last time when i used to return home late at night, then i will see my dad bringing baby out for a walk...he is a smart dog...whenever he sees my dad comes home, he will follow my dad , until my dad bring him out for walk, then only he will jump up to his cushion and sleep...he does this even i did bring him out earlier in the evening...he juz enjoy walking...
anything thing i miss him is when it's 5 sumthing in the evening...he will start barking if he is outside; if he is inside he will again follow my mum around so that my mum will prepare his dinner for him...i dunno why, he juz now the time for his breakfast and dinner...he wakes up at 5 sumthing and start to wait at my parents room door every morning...and if my parents are awake and din open the door, he will scratch the door...once when he was young...he manage to push the door open and went in...i guess he was really desperate..and the door was definitely not tightly close...
all these are sweet memories...when he was still around...once in a while when i am lonely at home...i will still think of him, cuz last time when i am alone with him,i will play with him...when the whole family goes out..his is alone , staring at us as we leave...leaving him alone at home, no one to play with, all he can do is sleep...
now i totally understand his feeling..when he is alone...the feeling is like now i am without him...
even humans can feel, i am sure dog can...if robots has feelings encoded in them, then can do the same thing too!!!
baby! I MISS YOU!!
Friday, February 03, 2006
Sunday, January 29, 2006
HAPPY DOGGIE YEAR
GONG XI GONG XI!!!
although i lost my dog last year...but i truly hope that this year is a great year...
i was also hoping that this year will give me good fortune..hehe...so any business plan???(please keep it for urself, if u are a MLM!!!)
my new year wishes are ....health N prosperity!!!
*wang wang*
although i lost my dog last year...but i truly hope that this year is a great year...
i was also hoping that this year will give me good fortune..hehe...so any business plan???(please keep it for urself, if u are a MLM!!!)
my new year wishes are ....health N prosperity!!!
*wang wang*
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
yeah yeah...year 2006...six to me,is not a very pleasant number but...my yahoo mail ended with the digit 6,and when i was 16, form 4 wasn't fun...i think i was dump in the ditch by my sister when i was six( is it true??i was too young to remember)...i am using a mobile operator that ends with 6 , that explaine why when it rains, sms don't arrived...i drive my sister car that starts and ends with 6 , that also explaine why when i first drove it , i was hit by this asshole...
6 is a satan's number, some might say...nah...666 is a satan's number...not 6...when the emperor of the galaxy in the sequel star wars he also use 666 as the code to destroy all the jedi...
in the year of 2006, lots of things are expecting to rise...petrol price, water tariff, electric tariff...and indah water...and syabas never did change the damn pipe that is rusting in front of my dad house!!!
6 ...even number...in the sitcom friends got 6 people...but ended after 10 seasons...wat else...that is related to six...damn...six is so closely related to me and yet...i got a feeling , i am not so lucky with it...or is it i dun like cuz the government are going to increase every damn thing in this year???
6 is a satan's number, some might say...nah...666 is a satan's number...not 6...when the emperor of the galaxy in the sequel star wars he also use 666 as the code to destroy all the jedi...
in the year of 2006, lots of things are expecting to rise...petrol price, water tariff, electric tariff...and indah water...and syabas never did change the damn pipe that is rusting in front of my dad house!!!
6 ...even number...in the sitcom friends got 6 people...but ended after 10 seasons...wat else...that is related to six...damn...six is so closely related to me and yet...i got a feeling , i am not so lucky with it...or is it i dun like cuz the government are going to increase every damn thing in this year???
Thursday, December 22, 2005
apologise
here i apologise for the rude words that were appearing on my blog...i can't find and recall other words at that particular moment i wrote...those words were best to describe my emotions at that time...
any unpleasant feeling after reading my blog is greatly regretted!!!
I AM SORRY!
any unpleasant feeling after reading my blog is greatly regretted!!!
I AM SORRY!
one dollar coins and supermarket trolley...
since 7th dec...one ringgit coin is no longer circulating in the country...but i suddenly figure out wat is going to happen to all the gadget that ensure the trolley to be safe ;that chained the trolley all together and to extract a trolley out u will need to insert a one ringgit coin..wat is going to happen now???
so i went to the hypermarket and have a look at the trolley aisle...and i found out that it was all not chained after all...i bet this gadget are all useless and they the management must started cursing and got to fork out extra money to find a way to secure their trolley...
so i went to the hypermarket and have a look at the trolley aisle...and i found out that it was all not chained after all...i bet this gadget are all useless and they the management must started cursing and got to fork out extra money to find a way to secure their trolley...
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
ladies and gentlemen...
hey...
i am in need of money...
so pls click on the ads, and click on the google ads, and download wat ever there is ...
i am in need of money...
so pls click on the ads, and click on the google ads, and download wat ever there is ...
farkers again...
well well,
the evil inside me suddenly pop out and ask me to blog about my sucky room mate...AGAIN...yeah...
so yesterday me and my housemate went to have dinner together, then one of them playing friendly and start asking everyone wanna ta bau a anot...suddenly the farker says he wants...shit...wat have been done is done, what have been ask is already answered so we ta bau lo...
then when we got back, the line was so lag...the farker must have thought we all went out d , so he can download...shit!!!so shitty lag...is like a kancil towing a aeroplane to airborne...at least when u know we got back pls shut it down the bloody bit comet...so we shouted and shouted...placing status in yahoo...forwarding msg in yahoo asking who is downloading...but no respond , the 1 Mbps is still so lag...then suddenly one loud voice came from a room...shouting"DAMN FUCKING LAG"!!!
i turn my head to farker's pc and saw him minimize his real player, slowly moves his cursor to the start-up bar, and right click bit comet to shut it down...and fyi...he did this with his headset on his ears over his almost bald head...imagine bastard like this still living here on earth...
and later in the night we went out for supper....after we got back , we notice we were unable to online...and guess wat , the farker connected and did not even bother to share out the connection...
may santa bless him ...and screw u farker on ur birthday!!!there won't be any for u in the coming yrs...yeah u chicky bastard!!!no celebrations for u ...u are going to be alone in the house eat shit and die!!!
the evil inside me suddenly pop out and ask me to blog about my sucky room mate...AGAIN...yeah...
so yesterday me and my housemate went to have dinner together, then one of them playing friendly and start asking everyone wanna ta bau a anot...suddenly the farker says he wants...shit...wat have been done is done, what have been ask is already answered so we ta bau lo...
then when we got back, the line was so lag...the farker must have thought we all went out d , so he can download...shit!!!so shitty lag...is like a kancil towing a aeroplane to airborne...at least when u know we got back pls shut it down the bloody bit comet...so we shouted and shouted...placing status in yahoo...forwarding msg in yahoo asking who is downloading...but no respond , the 1 Mbps is still so lag...then suddenly one loud voice came from a room...shouting"DAMN FUCKING LAG"!!!
i turn my head to farker's pc and saw him minimize his real player, slowly moves his cursor to the start-up bar, and right click bit comet to shut it down...and fyi...he did this with his headset on his ears over his almost bald head...imagine bastard like this still living here on earth...
and later in the night we went out for supper....after we got back , we notice we were unable to online...and guess wat , the farker connected and did not even bother to share out the connection...
may santa bless him ...and screw u farker on ur birthday!!!there won't be any for u in the coming yrs...yeah u chicky bastard!!!no celebrations for u ...u are going to be alone in the house eat shit and die!!!
morning world...
if u think facing the pc for more than 12 hours a day chatting , playing online games, blogging or juz plain surf net is easy, think again...it won't improve ur programming skills...programming skills require good understanding capabilities...well, i have that juz that i am unable to cope with what the lecturer is trying explaine sometimes , maybe he was going too fast, maybe at that time i think i can , but actually i can't...maybe i was confuse...
so many push , pop, push , pop, deref, pushsp, popsto...so confusing...is like looking in details how things are going...that sux!!!computer users don't care about that , they juz wanna get online and chat...but the point of view of a programmer is different, they need to understand how particular data are transmitted and recieved...even a white space, comma or a dot , takes into account...this is wat had happen to the bloody programming i am working on...bugs everywhere...randon segments of code appear out of nowhere, everything is in mess..these codes sometimes looks fimilar sometimes they juz don't make sense...
so agian...here i am , dreaming of codes last night, then in the early morning...i thought i could solve the problem...but ...sigh...all back to square one...things will eventually get into places once i pick up a book and read it...hopefully...
so many push , pop, push , pop, deref, pushsp, popsto...so confusing...is like looking in details how things are going...that sux!!!computer users don't care about that , they juz wanna get online and chat...but the point of view of a programmer is different, they need to understand how particular data are transmitted and recieved...even a white space, comma or a dot , takes into account...this is wat had happen to the bloody programming i am working on...bugs everywhere...randon segments of code appear out of nowhere, everything is in mess..these codes sometimes looks fimilar sometimes they juz don't make sense...
so agian...here i am , dreaming of codes last night, then in the early morning...i thought i could solve the problem...but ...sigh...all back to square one...things will eventually get into places once i pick up a book and read it...hopefully...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
rude people...
time :12 noon
place:d49b
date : yesterday-lar
one farker press on the door bell, ding-dong..then tried to open the door, luckily it was lock...then the farker press on the door bell again...this time it goes like this DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG...wtf...once is already enough lar...what kinda attention are u trying to get???
i refuse to get up, to open the door for the bastard....then my kind housemate did...then he came in without saying thanks to the girl and walk straight right up to the room(unfortunately my room)to return stuff...he din even knock on the room door and juz opened it...god damn it!if u are in a rush...come earlier!!then he slammed on the door...asshole...he is lucky i wasn't sleeping, or else i will screwed him up till the roof...my roomie wasn't solucky....he juz finish class and came back then he was ''laid to rest''.
i juz couldn't figure out why people are so rude, every house is ur house isit??wat if u are rich, so wat???respect people a little...i wish eat shit and die!!MR .DING -DONG!!
place:d49b
date : yesterday-lar
one farker press on the door bell, ding-dong..then tried to open the door, luckily it was lock...then the farker press on the door bell again...this time it goes like this DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG...wtf...once is already enough lar...what kinda attention are u trying to get???
i refuse to get up, to open the door for the bastard....then my kind housemate did...then he came in without saying thanks to the girl and walk straight right up to the room(unfortunately my room)to return stuff...he din even knock on the room door and juz opened it...god damn it!if u are in a rush...come earlier!!then he slammed on the door...asshole...he is lucky i wasn't sleeping, or else i will screwed him up till the roof...my roomie wasn't solucky....he juz finish class and came back then he was ''laid to rest''.
i juz couldn't figure out why people are so rude, every house is ur house isit??wat if u are rich, so wat???respect people a little...i wish eat shit and die!!MR .DING -DONG!!
plain dumb/playing dumb??
some people are juz playing dumb or plain dumb...
this morning...as usual...the FF was awake at 7 am, me was around 10...then i went down to online...minutes later i receive msg from housemate..asking me lag a not(usual question)...then she forward msg to everyone in the house that goes like this"dear housemate, pls stop downloading now!''
line was still not smooth...then b4 i go to class, i took a peep at FF monitor.....it turns out he is still downloading...can he read???i wonder...aih...wat he is doing is making us suffer...then b4 he goes to campus for one hour class....the bastard finally shut down his pc...the only reason is that, becuz the pc was switch on throughout the whole night...and in the morning while the rest of housemate was out , i was still half dead on the bed, he went up, and check out other pc got download a not..damn...what he is trying to do??trying to put blame when ppl say line is lag?
wat are his intentions??1st ignore advice, 2nd intent to blame others(i suspect) 3rd...(will be updated)....damn pissed right now...1st spyware...what is next???
FF eat shit and die!!!!
this morning...as usual...the FF was awake at 7 am, me was around 10...then i went down to online...minutes later i receive msg from housemate..asking me lag a not(usual question)...then she forward msg to everyone in the house that goes like this"dear housemate, pls stop downloading now!''
line was still not smooth...then b4 i go to class, i took a peep at FF monitor.....it turns out he is still downloading...can he read???i wonder...aih...wat he is doing is making us suffer...then b4 he goes to campus for one hour class....the bastard finally shut down his pc...the only reason is that, becuz the pc was switch on throughout the whole night...and in the morning while the rest of housemate was out , i was still half dead on the bed, he went up, and check out other pc got download a not..damn...what he is trying to do??trying to put blame when ppl say line is lag?
wat are his intentions??1st ignore advice, 2nd intent to blame others(i suspect) 3rd...(will be updated)....damn pissed right now...1st spyware...what is next???
FF eat shit and die!!!!
Thursday, November 24, 2005
80 cent
the topic juz can't stop discussing about my evil room mate.Remember me telling u guys that he loves to download?yeah, he was busted this time , his pc was infected with spyware and it kinda spread to others(the server aka the kind dude who connected to the internet and share it out to all of us)he was so angry...hell yeah he was...he was so kind to became the server then this shit happens...
people juz don't seem to understand or listen,until this thing happens, he still pretends to be dumb...then a few days later, he start installing all sorts of adware, spyware etc...and scanning 24 hours a day 7 days a week routine...once u kena means kena , if u can remove ALL of it , i will lick ur balls for u!!!!You have to format ur pc sucka!!!
mayb he refuse to do that , my thoery is that , he has lots of movie inside so he tak sampai hati nak format...
luckily me , i had this firewall turn on, no wonder everytime there is an intrusion, is either a person trying to access my pc to get shared stuff or its a spyware...so yeah...there it goes...the saga continues...up till now, still lagging whenever he downloads, i can't surf net smoothly, i can't play pool...sometimes blogspot is hard to load !!!
88 bucks shared by 11 person , i rather pay extra 80cents to have a smooth connection!!!80 cent extra , makes up to about0.03 cents a day...again...its about 0.0011111 an hour, then again its about 0.00001852 per hour...dun get me calculating the minute and seconds...the number is insignificant when it comes to seconds since back home , it take me a second to load yahoo page, here at least a minute....
so back to 0.00001852cents, maths teacher told me that...round the number up...so i will be pay 0cents per hour and still get a better connecttion...so why not???better then cyber cafe...here with him around...its worst than dail-up modem!!!
i rather pay 80 cents extra, i will eat less and enjoy the smooth connection!!!
FARKER *OO EAT SHIT AND DIE!!!
P/s:this particular moment he is downloading!!!
people juz don't seem to understand or listen,until this thing happens, he still pretends to be dumb...then a few days later, he start installing all sorts of adware, spyware etc...and scanning 24 hours a day 7 days a week routine...once u kena means kena , if u can remove ALL of it , i will lick ur balls for u!!!!You have to format ur pc sucka!!!
mayb he refuse to do that , my thoery is that , he has lots of movie inside so he tak sampai hati nak format...
luckily me , i had this firewall turn on, no wonder everytime there is an intrusion, is either a person trying to access my pc to get shared stuff or its a spyware...so yeah...there it goes...the saga continues...up till now, still lagging whenever he downloads, i can't surf net smoothly, i can't play pool...sometimes blogspot is hard to load !!!
88 bucks shared by 11 person , i rather pay extra 80cents to have a smooth connection!!!80 cent extra , makes up to about0.03 cents a day...again...its about 0.0011111 an hour, then again its about 0.00001852 per hour...dun get me calculating the minute and seconds...the number is insignificant when it comes to seconds since back home , it take me a second to load yahoo page, here at least a minute....
so back to 0.00001852cents, maths teacher told me that...round the number up...so i will be pay 0cents per hour and still get a better connecttion...so why not???better then cyber cafe...here with him around...its worst than dail-up modem!!!
i rather pay 80 cents extra, i will eat less and enjoy the smooth connection!!!
FARKER *OO EAT SHIT AND DIE!!!
P/s:this particular moment he is downloading!!!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
broadband
broadband doesn't seem so broad after being shared with 11 people and some of them download stuff like crazy...after running on a bandwidth test...i found out that my connection speed is merely 17KB/s...back home i can hit around 800++KB/s...
someone blame on the line, someone blame it on someone...some pretending to be stupid, some don't bother and juz sleep...
that's the problem...sharing internet connection...juz far too bad...benefit , if u are at home and the connection is shared between family members, but if u shared with strangers...it will suck!!!
due to the lack of internet speed, i can only write this much..
someone blame on the line, someone blame it on someone...some pretending to be stupid, some don't bother and juz sleep...
that's the problem...sharing internet connection...juz far too bad...benefit , if u are at home and the connection is shared between family members, but if u shared with strangers...it will suck!!!
due to the lack of internet speed, i can only write this much..
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Seconds Before Death
As usual...i was waken up by someone opening the grill and the locks...i looked up, lights were turn on...air con too were turn on...i feel extremely cold this morning...the cloth i was sitting on wasn't wet...i stood up and tried drink some water...but, i could'nt even have a sip...my tougue wasn't long enough...nevermind, mommy with come later in the afternoon to feed me, i will drink and eat by then...so no problem...
waited and waited, the cat beside me was brought out, his cage was cleaned, food were being placed into his bowl...the people in the vet, did not place food in my bowl, sad i felt,they juz change the water in the bowl...but again nevermind...mommy will come later...there were other patient came into the clinic coming in and out, in and out...then someone open the door, i recognise the footstep of mommy and shinyee...to my surprise, minghaw came too...after 3 days of his absent he finally came...i was so happy,my food finally came...mommy took me out from my cage,and put me on her chest, she feed me patiently...i was so useless, food was all around her cloth and my mouth, i wasn't able to swallow my food properly...i tried to eat as much as i could, as i can only have a meal in one day, cuz they only come by and visit me once in a day...soon...full i was...or at least i suppose i was full..i was too tired to eat anymore...but i felt so comfortable the way mommy carry me...saliva kept dripping from my mouth, and the stink...i don't even like myself anymore, i don't like the way i am now...i used to be fat!!!chubby cute, playful,naughty...but now...there i was on drip, i can't go anywhere i want...cuz this stupid thing is following me everywhere i go...and i am too weak to drag it along with me...but minghaw,shinyee and mommy brought me out for a walk...
Finally fresh air, greens!!!i love greens!!!i can pee and shit on them...they took turn to walk me around for about 15 mins...then minghaw brought out something that flashes, after a few flashes...i tried to hide from it...i turn here and there...try to hide beneath the car...suddenly the flashes stopped...ahhhhh...so comfortable and free agian...i walk for another 5 mins...then they carry me back into the clinic...they did not place me in the cage, this time minghaw carried me...wipping my mouth for me...and kept talking to me...i wish i could understand wat he was saying...but i can feel...hehe...then a few more flashes...and i was placed back into the cage...usually i will walk into the cage my self...but today, i juz felt so comfortable the way they carry me, i juz hope that it won't stop...so i refuse to get into the cage...the minute they put me in, i walk out, the minute they put me in, i walk out again...hehe...but as a dog, we know we can never fight again a human, esspecially when we are sick and weak...i finally gave in...and the cage door was close...shinyee walk out from the room, all left in the room was juz mommy and minghaw...my hand...i was kept calling minghaw, he looked at me, he wanted to take me out, but mommy did not allow him to do so...i continue to call, myhand, ikept scratching on the cage...i juz kept calling...
saliva kept dripping from my mouth...everytime minghaw was looking at me, i called him...but he ignores me...*sad*then the doctor came in...he is the one who did an operation on me and also few days back, he remove tartar and plague from my teeth...after short discussion...i was taken out again...*hehe* i was so happy, i thought i finally can go home...yeah!!!i definitely miss my bed and pillow...i miss the tv, i miss the newspaper man, i miss the cat next door, i miss the rubbish guy, i miss the gas guy,i miss the post man, i miss the dog a few doors away, i miss so much thing!!!!i juz miss home...i couldn't remember how long i was away from it...about a month i think...oh god!!i did not bath for a month, i must have stink!!!plus the saliva, i must have bad BO!!!
i was taken on top of the operating table...i was looking around as usual...minghaw and mommy were standing on my right side, and the doc was standing on the left side...mommy pet me on the head...then i could feel the drip was removed from my leg...but...slowly i feel that that my back leg has no more energy, i begin to collapse...my body fell down seconds later...my head too was too heavy...it went down too!!!everything i see went blur, from very bright to very dark...
*although i did not know wat happen to me,but i know they did what was best for me and also for them...*
waited and waited, the cat beside me was brought out, his cage was cleaned, food were being placed into his bowl...the people in the vet, did not place food in my bowl, sad i felt,they juz change the water in the bowl...but again nevermind...mommy will come later...there were other patient came into the clinic coming in and out, in and out...then someone open the door, i recognise the footstep of mommy and shinyee...to my surprise, minghaw came too...after 3 days of his absent he finally came...i was so happy,my food finally came...mommy took me out from my cage,and put me on her chest, she feed me patiently...i was so useless, food was all around her cloth and my mouth, i wasn't able to swallow my food properly...i tried to eat as much as i could, as i can only have a meal in one day, cuz they only come by and visit me once in a day...soon...full i was...or at least i suppose i was full..i was too tired to eat anymore...but i felt so comfortable the way mommy carry me...saliva kept dripping from my mouth, and the stink...i don't even like myself anymore, i don't like the way i am now...i used to be fat!!!chubby cute, playful,naughty...but now...there i was on drip, i can't go anywhere i want...cuz this stupid thing is following me everywhere i go...and i am too weak to drag it along with me...but minghaw,shinyee and mommy brought me out for a walk...
Finally fresh air, greens!!!i love greens!!!i can pee and shit on them...they took turn to walk me around for about 15 mins...then minghaw brought out something that flashes, after a few flashes...i tried to hide from it...i turn here and there...try to hide beneath the car...suddenly the flashes stopped...ahhhhh...so comfortable and free agian...i walk for another 5 mins...then they carry me back into the clinic...they did not place me in the cage, this time minghaw carried me...wipping my mouth for me...and kept talking to me...i wish i could understand wat he was saying...but i can feel...hehe...then a few more flashes...and i was placed back into the cage...usually i will walk into the cage my self...but today, i juz felt so comfortable the way they carry me, i juz hope that it won't stop...so i refuse to get into the cage...the minute they put me in, i walk out, the minute they put me in, i walk out again...hehe...but as a dog, we know we can never fight again a human, esspecially when we are sick and weak...i finally gave in...and the cage door was close...shinyee walk out from the room, all left in the room was juz mommy and minghaw...my hand...i was kept calling minghaw, he looked at me, he wanted to take me out, but mommy did not allow him to do so...i continue to call, myhand, ikept scratching on the cage...i juz kept calling...
saliva kept dripping from my mouth...everytime minghaw was looking at me, i called him...but he ignores me...*sad*then the doctor came in...he is the one who did an operation on me and also few days back, he remove tartar and plague from my teeth...after short discussion...i was taken out again...*hehe* i was so happy, i thought i finally can go home...yeah!!!i definitely miss my bed and pillow...i miss the tv, i miss the newspaper man, i miss the cat next door, i miss the rubbish guy, i miss the gas guy,i miss the post man, i miss the dog a few doors away, i miss so much thing!!!!i juz miss home...i couldn't remember how long i was away from it...about a month i think...oh god!!i did not bath for a month, i must have stink!!!plus the saliva, i must have bad BO!!!
i was taken on top of the operating table...i was looking around as usual...minghaw and mommy were standing on my right side, and the doc was standing on the left side...mommy pet me on the head...then i could feel the drip was removed from my leg...but...slowly i feel that that my back leg has no more energy, i begin to collapse...my body fell down seconds later...my head too was too heavy...it went down too!!!everything i see went blur, from very bright to very dark...
*although i did not know wat happen to me,but i know they did what was best for me and also for them...*
After Life Ending (2)
there i was, feeling very light, i don't have to walk or run anymore, i can float now!!!i can see things clearer now, i don't feel anymore pain, my tougue was fine...i was feeling great!!!then i hear some barking sound coming from the back of the clinic, there were total 8 of my breed standing there, all barking at me, i slowly walk thru the sliding door, nearer and nearer i could recognise my mum , my dad, and my 5 brothers and sisters...they were saying:''c'mon now, we were told by the angels that you were here, so we came to take you to come with us.''
''To Where '' i asked. ''Up in the heaven of cause!''my mum answered."you were never going to be lonely again"my dad told me.There i was, following the path they were going, slowly there was a white bridge that link beyond to the sky .My dad told me that they were waiting for me all these while...but i juz don't seem to come home...I asked my dad it's this going to be a long walk?my dad told me , dun worry ...it's worth a walk...
then again...i was walking and walking and walking, once in a while i was looking back at the clinic, the clinic seems to get smaller and smaller everytime i looked back...my mum told me, ur life has ended now, in that dimension, now u are with us...forever... ...
''To Where '' i asked. ''Up in the heaven of cause!''my mum answered."you were never going to be lonely again"my dad told me.There i was, following the path they were going, slowly there was a white bridge that link beyond to the sky .My dad told me that they were waiting for me all these while...but i juz don't seem to come home...I asked my dad it's this going to be a long walk?my dad told me , dun worry ...it's worth a walk...
then again...i was walking and walking and walking, once in a while i was looking back at the clinic, the clinic seems to get smaller and smaller everytime i looked back...my mum told me, ur life has ended now, in that dimension, now u are with us...forever... ...
Friday, October 28, 2005
long life...short life...
recent post all contains negative point of view...this is likely to be yet another one again
people always say good moments are very short...if the situaution now is our lives to replace with moments...does that equal to shorter life means happier people???longer living being are sad???
well, think again!!!people around us that passed away at a very young age are all kind???meaning also evil people tends to live longer???
2 statements are juz beautiful lies stupid reasons that I tell myself when I am unhappy , not very pleased with wat is happening...on the other hand, i alwiz wish that i can live longer to see the future...car really can fly???hyperspace???man living on moon???chip in forehead(like dogs).AIDS can be cured(same goes to cancer and etc),cloned humans(internal organs perhaps),and the most long awaited robots...
all this are exists in fictions, and fictions rely on dreams,and human dreams...
fame comes from achievement, achievement comes from experience,experience comes with history...and history...is wat we human sometimes don't take into account, cuz we think we are able to change things, we are unable to accept fact,yeah...sometimes we are successful, but sometimes we are not...if we are able to ...than we are remembered, successful, if we fail...no one knows...no one remembers...
thomas edison, created the filamen after more than thousand tries...fail he has...people tells him, thomas u have actually failed!!!cuz it takes u more than thousand tries to find out the correct element in the bulb.But his replied was...no i did not fail...i found more than thousand elements that cannot be the filamen in the bulb and i found one that can be...
Its all depends on individual point of view,sometimes we are this sometimes they are that...produces conflicts, if everyone thinks the same, wat will u think this world will be like???hmm i wonder...
As long as ones life to him, himself, that he thinks is happy and meaningful...that's important!why care what other people thinks or say...they are not u, they can't actually feel what u are actually feeling...
people always say good moments are very short...if the situaution now is our lives to replace with moments...does that equal to shorter life means happier people???longer living being are sad???
well, think again!!!people around us that passed away at a very young age are all kind???meaning also evil people tends to live longer???
2 statements are juz beautiful lies stupid reasons that I tell myself when I am unhappy , not very pleased with wat is happening...on the other hand, i alwiz wish that i can live longer to see the future...car really can fly???hyperspace???man living on moon???chip in forehead(like dogs).AIDS can be cured(same goes to cancer and etc),cloned humans(internal organs perhaps),and the most long awaited robots...
all this are exists in fictions, and fictions rely on dreams,and human dreams...
fame comes from achievement, achievement comes from experience,experience comes with history...and history...is wat we human sometimes don't take into account, cuz we think we are able to change things, we are unable to accept fact,yeah...sometimes we are successful, but sometimes we are not...if we are able to ...than we are remembered, successful, if we fail...no one knows...no one remembers...
thomas edison, created the filamen after more than thousand tries...fail he has...people tells him, thomas u have actually failed!!!cuz it takes u more than thousand tries to find out the correct element in the bulb.But his replied was...no i did not fail...i found more than thousand elements that cannot be the filamen in the bulb and i found one that can be...
Its all depends on individual point of view,sometimes we are this sometimes they are that...produces conflicts, if everyone thinks the same, wat will u think this world will be like???hmm i wonder...
As long as ones life to him, himself, that he thinks is happy and meaningful...that's important!why care what other people thinks or say...they are not u, they can't actually feel what u are actually feeling...
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
anxiety
yeah...that's why i am in now...pending for result to be released...this feeling sucks...
i dun have a pretty good feeling about it ...i am scare, nervous and lotsa more...but all that i can do is wait...and pray for the best...
i wonder wat u guys do when u are running out of time,in less than 24 hours ur assignments due.
in less than 6 hours , u are going to sit for exams, in less than a minute things around u are going to dissappear...wat exactly is running through ur mind when things like this happens...unexpected sequence of events happening...when are really busy...but when u are damn free, u will be bored to dead...i wonder why things like this happens...
why test are alwiz run on white mice???wat if one day, we found out that, we are actually white mice...and someone is watching us...experimenting us...aren't we affaird if we know its coming???so why know its existence...i prefer not knowing anything...like they say...being a fool is always a happy dude...he may seem dumb, but he is forever laughing, and again like they say"happy goes lucky" he is alwiz having the luck...
but why are there ugly people???or are they juz plain lazy???no matter how ugly u are, it juz takes u time to make up and do sumthing with it , u can be better than before...same goes to work, if u work real hard and put effort to things, things can be better...much better...
too late to regret now...we juz have to wait and pray for the best!!!hope the big guy up there hear our prayers and help us out...
May the force be with us
i dun have a pretty good feeling about it ...i am scare, nervous and lotsa more...but all that i can do is wait...and pray for the best...
i wonder wat u guys do when u are running out of time,in less than 24 hours ur assignments due.
in less than 6 hours , u are going to sit for exams, in less than a minute things around u are going to dissappear...wat exactly is running through ur mind when things like this happens...unexpected sequence of events happening...when are really busy...but when u are damn free, u will be bored to dead...i wonder why things like this happens...
why test are alwiz run on white mice???wat if one day, we found out that, we are actually white mice...and someone is watching us...experimenting us...aren't we affaird if we know its coming???so why know its existence...i prefer not knowing anything...like they say...being a fool is always a happy dude...he may seem dumb, but he is forever laughing, and again like they say"happy goes lucky" he is alwiz having the luck...
but why are there ugly people???or are they juz plain lazy???no matter how ugly u are, it juz takes u time to make up and do sumthing with it , u can be better than before...same goes to work, if u work real hard and put effort to things, things can be better...much better...
too late to regret now...we juz have to wait and pray for the best!!!hope the big guy up there hear our prayers and help us out...
May the force be with us
Friday, October 14, 2005
Why Now???
Have anyone of you ever think, of all the time u have on earth, why now???why did the tumour in ur head is giving u trouble when you are deeply in love, why did ur car broke down while u are going for an important meeting???why did your pc got to hang when u are registering important things???why no electric supply when you are studying for finals???the question is WHY NOW???now, some of u might ask, why not now???
life is unpredictable , that the challange that god has given to everyone of us...fair!is up to us to fight , to live beautifully or sucky mud life...if our life is predictable, then they will be no fun, no joy, everything is as planned...
At least human being don't know when are they going to die...but at least someone should know...someone should know the prefect answer to the prefect question,juz that who is he going to tell, or he might not tell anyone at all...
When things are with us for a certain amount of time, its really hurt when you know that he is leaving us soon.
For example, fish...if u are an expect , u get them and take care of them, and they life long, if u don't they might juz live a few days and die...you won't feel anything, no heart-feelings, except for the amount of money you spend on it.
Rabbit...one that came to your home, u kept him as a pet, for a few months then it suddenly runaway from home...sad feeling, yeah maybe a couple of hours, hoping that the rabbit wil come back, day by day...weeks by weeks...then out of a sudden...u already forget about it already...when u suddenly remembers of it...
Dog...that u eventually grows up with ...spending the time with...playing with...so much fun u had with him...and the amount of time that u spend with him, you know he is not going to live longer than u , u know he will surely leave u , juz u don't know when...then suddenly he falls sick, and then gets well, a few more years with you...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...u can see that his hair get thinner and thinner, whiter and whiter, won't be able to hop on you anymore...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...well, i din get that chance, perhaps i was stupid and dumb...until he was really sick...unable to eat, unable to drink, super lightweight...not as chubby as usual...when i touches him, i can feel his bone...when u look into his eyes, u can see his tears slowly flows out...he can't talk, but people says dog is man's best friend!!!they surely can feel, and u can too...Once a Fighter alwiz a fighter, but fighter can grow old too, its not who u've won...it who u have lost to...and the enemy that we all usually lost to is ourself, organs starts to malfunctions, then slowly shut downs, no one can do anything about it, transplant???too old for that...
so much things that we've done...to give comfort to him, but are we really giving it to him???
at the end of the day, he is still suffering...with no enegry to walk around, but when he sees us, he will use all his might to cheer us up, he will try his best to stand up, he will try his best to walk out from his cage!!!Stand Firm with his 4 limbs...and still whack his tail...despite all the pain all over his body...
if i was him, i will surely give up...i've been enjoying my life far too much!!!
i can't even walk a mile...but i bet he can...
guess it the time we spend together was so long...almost 10 years or even more than that....the bond between baby and our family was like he was one of us...althought he was juz a dog, but he guarded our house!!!small but fierce, u should hear him bark!!!10 yrs...that's why we felt so sad when we know that he is going to leave us...but we can't juz sit there and watch him suffer more...he was unable to eat, sooner or later he will leave us,so the vet advise us to put him to sleep, for his own good...it was a hard decision for us to accept...but i bet it's even harder to make the decision...it's like killing their own son, the son that wakes them up every morning, sitting right in front of the bedroom door waiting for them to come out from it and greet them good morning!!!
I guess the longer u keep a thing, no matter is dead or living thing, when u lost it...u will feel sad...
when ppl ask u to change your 15 yrs old car that has been taking u everywhere u wanna go, though sometimes it will breakdown, but for u , u will juz think its a small matter, in other ppl's eyes the car may seems to be a old scrap metal, but to u , he is more than that...
that's why when our loves one passed away, we will feel sad, cuz they had been with us for a super long time, some half a century, some more than a decade...plus the bond...everything sums up together...LOVE.
life is unpredictable , that the challange that god has given to everyone of us...fair!is up to us to fight , to live beautifully or sucky mud life...if our life is predictable, then they will be no fun, no joy, everything is as planned...
At least human being don't know when are they going to die...but at least someone should know...someone should know the prefect answer to the prefect question,juz that who is he going to tell, or he might not tell anyone at all...
When things are with us for a certain amount of time, its really hurt when you know that he is leaving us soon.
For example, fish...if u are an expect , u get them and take care of them, and they life long, if u don't they might juz live a few days and die...you won't feel anything, no heart-feelings, except for the amount of money you spend on it.
Rabbit...one that came to your home, u kept him as a pet, for a few months then it suddenly runaway from home...sad feeling, yeah maybe a couple of hours, hoping that the rabbit wil come back, day by day...weeks by weeks...then out of a sudden...u already forget about it already...when u suddenly remembers of it...
Dog...that u eventually grows up with ...spending the time with...playing with...so much fun u had with him...and the amount of time that u spend with him, you know he is not going to live longer than u , u know he will surely leave u , juz u don't know when...then suddenly he falls sick, and then gets well, a few more years with you...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...u can see that his hair get thinner and thinner, whiter and whiter, won't be able to hop on you anymore...guess that's the time u should really appreciate him...well, i din get that chance, perhaps i was stupid and dumb...until he was really sick...unable to eat, unable to drink, super lightweight...not as chubby as usual...when i touches him, i can feel his bone...when u look into his eyes, u can see his tears slowly flows out...he can't talk, but people says dog is man's best friend!!!they surely can feel, and u can too...Once a Fighter alwiz a fighter, but fighter can grow old too, its not who u've won...it who u have lost to...and the enemy that we all usually lost to is ourself, organs starts to malfunctions, then slowly shut downs, no one can do anything about it, transplant???too old for that...
so much things that we've done...to give comfort to him, but are we really giving it to him???
at the end of the day, he is still suffering...with no enegry to walk around, but when he sees us, he will use all his might to cheer us up, he will try his best to stand up, he will try his best to walk out from his cage!!!Stand Firm with his 4 limbs...and still whack his tail...despite all the pain all over his body...
if i was him, i will surely give up...i've been enjoying my life far too much!!!
i can't even walk a mile...but i bet he can...
guess it the time we spend together was so long...almost 10 years or even more than that....the bond between baby and our family was like he was one of us...althought he was juz a dog, but he guarded our house!!!small but fierce, u should hear him bark!!!10 yrs...that's why we felt so sad when we know that he is going to leave us...but we can't juz sit there and watch him suffer more...he was unable to eat, sooner or later he will leave us,so the vet advise us to put him to sleep, for his own good...it was a hard decision for us to accept...but i bet it's even harder to make the decision...it's like killing their own son, the son that wakes them up every morning, sitting right in front of the bedroom door waiting for them to come out from it and greet them good morning!!!
I guess the longer u keep a thing, no matter is dead or living thing, when u lost it...u will feel sad...
when ppl ask u to change your 15 yrs old car that has been taking u everywhere u wanna go, though sometimes it will breakdown, but for u , u will juz think its a small matter, in other ppl's eyes the car may seems to be a old scrap metal, but to u , he is more than that...
that's why when our loves one passed away, we will feel sad, cuz they had been with us for a super long time, some half a century, some more than a decade...plus the bond...everything sums up together...LOVE.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
pc screwed up...
My pc screwed up by me myself last friday night...i was trying to format it...but...out of a sudden it restarted and cannot access windows anymore...then i reinstall windows in another drive....but...i can't recover my things on my drives, others drives...shit!!!i kept wondering wat is happening...then i decided to call some professionals....hopefully when they come on monday, they will be able to recover my stuff...
seriously..i dun know wat is happening to my pc...sigh...
i am damn pissed now...there are so many songs...nice songs...and MV...i really hope they can be fixed it...i got lots of things to post....lot of things running in my mind juz b4 i open blogspot...but then....then i forget everything d
well well well, 1st there was tsunami, then hurricane katrina and Rita,then earthquake in pakistan and neighbouring country, then bomber in bali, when is all this goonna stop???oh...deadly bird flu...scientist says that this bird flu are going to mutate to another form that can be trasmitted among humans...so scary...vaccination for bird flu anyone???
oil price is on the rise again...this new year...won't be so happeningfor me...and i am definitely not looking forward to it....budget budget budget...is not benefitting me, my parents, my family...wat the hell...and now...those who are repaying their study loan will be held up in the airport soon...
is our malaysian government that poor???guess i am not the only one having financial crisis...
but the fact is....if u owe any money...better settle the debt...or else...ah loong from bukit beruntung will come look for u ...hehee
seriously..i dun know wat is happening to my pc...sigh...
i am damn pissed now...there are so many songs...nice songs...and MV...i really hope they can be fixed it...i got lots of things to post....lot of things running in my mind juz b4 i open blogspot...but then....then i forget everything d
well well well, 1st there was tsunami, then hurricane katrina and Rita,then earthquake in pakistan and neighbouring country, then bomber in bali, when is all this goonna stop???oh...deadly bird flu...scientist says that this bird flu are going to mutate to another form that can be trasmitted among humans...so scary...vaccination for bird flu anyone???
oil price is on the rise again...this new year...won't be so happeningfor me...and i am definitely not looking forward to it....budget budget budget...is not benefitting me, my parents, my family...wat the hell...and now...those who are repaying their study loan will be held up in the airport soon...
is our malaysian government that poor???guess i am not the only one having financial crisis...
but the fact is....if u owe any money...better settle the debt...or else...ah loong from bukit beruntung will come look for u ...hehee
sms
Short Message Service(SMS)
there are various type of sms, some are jokes that passed around among friends, well this again depends on who sends it and who receives it,if a girls send to a guys, the guy will definitely return a cute cute sms to her...if a nerd receives it , he will juz delete it or acknowlegde the sender by a miss call, damn...there is such things as delivery report u know~~!!
well, there are also sms from ur loves ones...that u must reply...or else he or she will start to get worried...
Now there is sms-es that require answers, or reply...so u must at least reply ok or No to the sender...there are senders that are so annoying that u hate him or her...and until u are so lazy or refuse to reply!well, u can't blame the recepient on this...have u guys face this kinda idiot...who alwizx bug u with sms...and besides u , he has been sending a lot of similar sms to other ppl as well,for example asking assignment solutions...without him knowing that, the 2 guys sitting right beside each other retrieving the same sms....
well, here come the last one, there are sms from ur frens asking u to go for a movie...or juz normal outing...this of cuz we must reply....or else ur frens will get pissed...then if u are late...pls dun be so stingy , try to send them a sms ...tell them u might be late...
so much for now...
stay safe...and cheers..
there are various type of sms, some are jokes that passed around among friends, well this again depends on who sends it and who receives it,if a girls send to a guys, the guy will definitely return a cute cute sms to her...if a nerd receives it , he will juz delete it or acknowlegde the sender by a miss call, damn...there is such things as delivery report u know~~!!
well, there are also sms from ur loves ones...that u must reply...or else he or she will start to get worried...
Now there is sms-es that require answers, or reply...so u must at least reply ok or No to the sender...there are senders that are so annoying that u hate him or her...and until u are so lazy or refuse to reply!well, u can't blame the recepient on this...have u guys face this kinda idiot...who alwizx bug u with sms...and besides u , he has been sending a lot of similar sms to other ppl as well,for example asking assignment solutions...without him knowing that, the 2 guys sitting right beside each other retrieving the same sms....
well, here come the last one, there are sms from ur frens asking u to go for a movie...or juz normal outing...this of cuz we must reply....or else ur frens will get pissed...then if u are late...pls dun be so stingy , try to send them a sms ...tell them u might be late...
so much for now...
stay safe...and cheers..
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