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amnesia...that is what the title says.
all of the sudden i wish i have this problem, if my birthday is tommorow, i will definitely make this wish.

once i wake up in the hospital, i will be like "who am i ", "what i am doing here", "who are you guys".

Fren #1:Hi, how are you feeling?do u remember who am i ?we came here a few days ago, but u were still unconcious.
Fren#2:on the far left , the girl in the pic , she is the one u admire all these while.she came yesterday too!
Me:(have a glimps on the pic,and the feeling is strange,not intersted in "stranger")Well, you can tell her that not to worry anymore, i won't be bug her anymore.No matter i can recall my memory a not,the decision is still the same.
Me:How do i behave last time?Have i ill-treat anyone of my frens?
Fren #3:Well, u are a cheerful guy, juz that u like to play around.yeah...u do have some one u dislike, u alwiz talk about him, sometimes we wonder , if u hate him so much , why u kept mentioning him??
Fren#4:you are able to keep secret fairly well, i guess now eternally...keke...
Fren#5:you have a high EQ, u are able to handle emotion smartly.there was once , u were so down, many problems crops up, and u can still maintain ur cheerful look, ur looks can be decieving.but you told me that deep down inside u can't sleep at night...whenever u have problems u will have insomnia.
Me:is this a sort of "relife"for me?maybe GOD gave me this chance to become another person, the more i think , the less i wanna know about my past.What had pass have passed.No regrets, furthermore i don't even remmeber what i've done.All i can do now is , pray for forgiveness , for the sin that i have done.hope what Son of Lord did for me is worth.
Fren#6:Let's juz see, u might regain ur memory, and u will become the"old" you again.
Fren#7:We promise each other that we shall go on a tour once we graduate.Are u still with us?
Fren#8:last time, between friends and girls, u will op for going out with girls rather than friends...what about now?
Me:most of my friends are girls??most of the girls are my friends too right??
Fren#9:i still owe u money, in ur head, whoevers owes u money, u will surely remember, even though we return it to u already.
Me:if money can buy back my memories...i rather keep the money...living in hospital is not cheap u know!!!
Fren #10:u take care of ur stuff pretty well, the older they are, u liked them most...u are like an"uncle" that likes antique...
Me:I am juz loyal...
Fren #11:when u type , u dislike using punctuations...such as comma's and full stop.
Me: i still do the same now...that's a habit, not memories...hehe:D, i am having amnesia not habit-sia.
Fren#12:when u are talking to someone u dislike, u like to "perli" them all the way...u force ppl to the wall, so close to the wall that they will jump off the cliff.
Fren#13:you can be really scarastic to someone that u dislike too!
Fren#14:when u drive agressively, u can be like a road bully...
Fren#15:It's pretty easy for u to apologise.like "i am sorry".
Fren#16:sometimes u can be really quiet, juz like now.
Me:i do not know how to respond. the person u are talking about is totally stranger to me.All i know now is , i hate the person u guys are describing,it's juz not pleasant.
Fren#17:That's weird , but that's is what u are last time.
Fren#18:maybe what he says is true, this is a reborn to him.But u must always bear in mind that, u can forget all of us here today, but u must always remember ur family...they are important to you...
Fren#19:mayb he is just refuse to remember, listen to his tone, he is so reluctant.He is still as sturburn as last time.
Fren#20:here are some of ur fav cd's from ur fav artist...try to catch up for some new songs too!u love news songs and also love songs.

Well,if one day i really have amnesia, please do not show me this script.i might be happier having amnesia for the rest of my life...

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