mmu 7th convocation

the year is 2006, mmu convocation is seperated into 2 days, 2 faculties for each day, around 1500 students, including Master, PhD and etc...
So i joined the crowd on saturday , it was the management and IT faculty convo i attend.

i went quite late, so obviously the mmu entrance was closed, and only allow ppl with convocation sticker to enter...so we had to park quite far, and hoping miracle will happen, eventually it did!!!
the car beside the road stretch like one kilometer both left and right.It's totally crazy...

Graduates woke up at 5 to get ready, at 7 they were already in campus...waiting to enter the hall.As usual, it started 5 mins late...only 2 tickets were offered to each student.So other frens and family members got to wait outside the main hall, there was other places with projector and air con luckily, but of cuz, it was live...juz tat the enviroment and the feeling is not present...

cut the crap!!!i am getting bored...
so suddenly the graduates were released and walk under the drizzling rain, no harm , cuz they were all sweating like mad already...the people in campus that day was so much!!!madness!!can't even make phone calls!!!




pictures between me and my frens while waiting...


SK and me ,Sk was waiting for his lou kong#2



SK and his lou kong #1.



Suddenly i saw a fimilar face!!!It was SF, one of my ex housemate...den i decided to do this...


LAME!!~~it was like talking to a jailbird.



finally a proper picture.



my and yet another ex housemate...sying



Yet another ex housemate...yin2.


After looking high and look, searching from dustbin to longkang, we finally found LJ and bernard!!and quickly grab them , snap them and released them...the flowers on lj's hand is much much more heavier than her...:))

i am sorry

Firstly I would like to apologise, this entry below contains plagiarism. I follow the same method Kennysia once wrote in his blog title “ayam the man” (I am the man).


And NO, I aint gonna pay him royalties for this…I am sorry, I am too poor to do this kinda thing, I am not like one of the national car producer …

Anyway, recently we have to extra careful while blogging, we can’t post anything that is ridiculous/sensitive/rumours/racist remarks/”fai wah”…or else we will be (I dunno what)…Afterall this is wat blogging is all about, about ones opinion,feelings and comment…even in cyberspace we are restricted…thanks to democracy and transparency!
Have certain bloggers gone way beyond what we consider too much??? Maybe yes , I have no idea.

At first when I created my blog , the main purpose is because of the trend, second, is a way to express my feeling , cuz I prefer to type on the keyboard rather than store a hard copy like a diary, I know there is a diary.com somewhere but I am kinda lazy to register that…so I settle for blogspot instead…then soon, I started to post about what’s happening to my life, things that happens around me…and the rest they say is history…

I am the Guy

I am the guy who brings you for supper for the first time when u say u was having gastric. Eventually that was the 1st meal u treats me.
I am the guy who advised you to visit doctor, if u still has gastric often.
I am the guy who u exchanges songs with.
I am the guy who acts cool when u sees me in campus.
I am the guy who quietly sms-ed you after that.
I am the guy that worried about you when u has stomachache.
I am the guy who carries water for you when u are out of them.
I am the guy that is always late, and keeps u waiting.
I am the guy who has no time for you.
I am the guy who doesn’t sweet talk with you. I am the guy that pissed you off, when I talk about my (girl) friends.
I am the guy that chats with you till 6 am in the morning.
I am the guy that eventually falls for you.
I am the guy who u accompanies me for lunch and dinner ever since then.
I am the guy that buys sweets for you, knowing that u can’t go on at times without them.
I am the guy who worried that u have no food when I am not around.
I am the guy that drove you out, and was stranded in the petrol station.
I am the guy that forbids you from taking tomyam while having an upset tummy.
I am the guy that helps you to move some of your things to your new room.
I am the guy that smells nice to you, even though everyone else says i stinks.
I am the guy that left u walking back from campus while raining.
I am the dumb guy who did not know what u wanted and what to do.
I am the guy that has no patience.
I am the guy that left u crying alone in the room, after I said something that hurts you
I am the guy that send u home early in the morning for practice, and bought sweets for you for the weekend, but you told me that your friends finish it all…
I am the guy that went visit you during your practice, because you said u xixx me…
I am the guy that agrees to let u remain single a few days later.
I am the guy that u say I was weird for the day. I am the guy that walks alone ever since then.
I am the guy that regrets that what I have done and said
I am the guy that pretends to be happy even though deep down I am pretty much as sad as you.
I am the guy that u were avoiding after u sprain your leg.
I am the guy that left u alone helpless when you hurt your feet.
I am the guy that rejected your offer for dinner and tau fu fa.
I am the guy that learns to play solitaire because of you. Without you knowing.
I am the guy that learns to listen to malay songs because of you.
I am the guy that passes my exam with your encouragement.
I am the guy that u taught me how to eat malay food which is spicy.
I am the guy that is jealous when u was going out with other people.
I am the guy that is worried about you, when u did not answer my calls and replied sms-es.
I am the guy that forces you to make decisions until you eventually hate me, and later on avoids me.
I am the guy that doesn't understand you and me.
I am the guy that can never make decisions. And if I did make a decision, it will be too late or it’s a wrong move.
I am the crazy guy that done a lot of mistake and learn them too late.
I am the guy that goes to library with you.
I am the guy that works together with you for 2 days.
I am the guy u left for good.
I am the guy that u say u had no more feelings.
I am the guy that u says we are from 2 different world.
I am the guy that is typing while crying at 2 sumthing in the morning…I think I am a bit abnormal.
I am the guy that did not reveal my blog during dating. Which I did not update it during that period.
I am the guy that reveals my blog only after we broke up.
I am the guy that pissed u off with my blog entries.
I am the guy that did not get you anything for your birthday.
I am the guy that is going to celebrate my birthday this year without you.
I am the guy that annoyed you now and then.
I am the guy that says understand to you but still bugged you.
I am the guy that is going to get a hard time from my family after they know about this.
I am the guy that still thinks about you everyday.
I am the guy that decided to focus on studies and career from now on.
I am the guy that still crying now…
I am the guy that is pretty much organized now. I am the guy that swears to god, I did not lie or act in front you. (Not even behind you or side-ways)
I am the guy that u hasn’t cook for me alone before.
I am the guy who knows u like fishball, lok lok , teh o limau, roti telur bawang,dancing and nothing else.
I am the guy that knows u dislike waiting, lying and acting.
I am the guy that knows you won’t be reading this. But still post this hoping that someday u will read it from the archives.
I am the guy u called minghaw now.
I am the guy that really regret for my action, by hurting ur feelings when u trusted me most,saying things that hurt u when i was irrational, what i was thinking at that time!!!

bobby...

this is bobby, the new member of the family,
naughty as baby, playful, and likes to be sayang...
also enjoy car rides!!!u scratch the car BOBBY!!!!
and all ur saliva is on the seat!!!i have a hard time wiping it off!!!
very aggressive when he gets to have his routine walk around the neighbourhood...


ming

Kit forces us to do all this !!i dunno what is wrong with him???
last time when they went to PD , i remember they also did the same thing...
well,this is actually 7 of us working on a part time as an extra in a tv commercial...
that day was super tired!!!
but we did met up with gays and lesbians...
ugly old women smoking cigar, and pretty hot chick smoking virginia ciggies...
dun ask me where i learn all this, i knew it long long time ago, far far away...



this is me ,still fresh in the morning!!!hehe...



this is me and chun hua, been working non-stop, walking up and down for 12 hours already...what do u expect i will look like???
with no food and water!!!!
and its almost dinner time!!

shopping~~~

This is ME,shopping in one of the newly open shopping complex in putrajaya,AND yes i bought something from 'giorgio armani'...guess what i did i get for myself!!


Crap!!!they gave me newspaper!!!

milo .....JUICE

as usual, i was ordering food for my dinner at the campus, after that i went and sat down and waited for my frens to join me...
then ch came very excitedly, and we asked him why??what happen??
he say , juz now there was a foreigner ordering drinks, he was holding 5 peices of one ringgit notes, then he tell the guy over the counter that he wanted 5 milo (paused for a while, looking at the person that has no respond) then he con'd saying the word "JUICE"...since when milo is catagorize as juice???

ming

sour bread...

fud!!!i desperately need nice fud!!!~~~anyone care to tapau and bring it over to me???
since morning i had a roti telur in the campus cafe, i've been eating bread, gardenia plain bread for lunch and dinner, why i did that???
well, there are several reason, i wasn't in mood to go out, my arse is stick on the chair doing assignment and my final year project,and yet i can't figure out the way to solve it...how pity!
the second reason is i wanna save money, knowing that my bank balance is turning into double digit, and the rental is due this week, i desperately need to save money...i've overspend the last few weeks, i dun even recall wat i spend on, i can't seem to see the stuff i bought...
the third reason is because i feel like doing it..staying home all day...facing my monitor, until my tears dripping from my eyes...

you guys know what is the feeling or eating the whole loaf of bread alone all-day??
sooner or later the bread taste sour...especially when u are listenning to chilam's song--(爱情已死), the bread no joke it really taste sour, mayb i position the bread on to the wrong side of my tongue...

well, tomolo i shall try the same thing again, its only 3 more days to semester break!~i am sure i can do that...no problems...i juz have to get use to it...

ming

Ahad...

MMU security guards have funny funny names,how do i know??well this is because their supervisor force them to wear nametags!one of them i met in the hostel buying drinks was this old pakcik, coincidently his name was called ahad means sunday in malay...so to him, everyday is sunday...so relaxing...

then i found out that , most of the security guards are like part-timers,they dun really dedicate to their job,but which security guard will really dedicate to their jobs,its kinda insulting to work as a security guard anyway...

my 4 yrs in mmu i've seen several funny weird appearance security guards,some short wan, how to combat with criminals???or they juz there to scare ppl away???
some security guards even talk rudely, and dun speak english, and some even st**ls...
there is this makcik aka malay bitch in the security office that like to borak whole day, with the cleaner, janitor, or on the phone...MMU is previously university telekom, so i assume the phone bill is free...whenever u ask a favour from her, she will get pissed cuz she needs to work...aih...what she hope is that relax all day..and collect salary at the end of the month...

Now i am going to bug her again to collect my sticker...hehe..cheers!!!

ming

Bad Day

sunday noon:
I woke up at 11,the sky is so dark, i think it's been raining whole morning...ate my breakfast, send my mum to my cousin's place, study until around 3, try calling a few frens out for drink, but they all rejected me...the sky suddenly become so dark, i have to turn on the lights...only person to answer to my invitation is my sister...

Monday morning:
it's been long since i felt so cold,been raining from morning till afternoon, i dun think there is even sun , only bright clouds...
i receive a news saying that there is a student feel down from 18th floor, and passed away last night, then there was an accident juz in front of the entrance of the condo i was staying,then someone got stuck in the lift and the lift fell from 5th floor to LG, suddenly so many bad news, i duno i am able to cope with it a not...

last sunday i notice that i have low EQ, pretty much below average...
haha...but things are fine now...LJ scolded me , asking to me wake up and keep my life going!yes!i am going to do it!i alwiz know that frens are the next closes things i have beside my family, i never knew it was so important at times like this...

anyway,hopefully by next week i will be able to blog with pictures...or latest mayb by 14th of august...my birthday is coming soon!!!is anyone planning a party for me??pls la, takkan u wan me to plan my own party mer??
who is in the invitation list???everyone of cuz!!!hehe...


ming
daniel powter-bad day

25 days...

25 days more to my birthday...for the past 21 yrs, i never had a real birthday party, party as in every of my fren is invited, lots of ppl, juz like those in movie...i remember when i was small, i think when i was 12, my mum prepared a birthday party for my sister, then i requested the same from her...i hate to admit this but i don't have a good memory, so i forget the real situation and the age thing...

But i think is more or less like that added with some emotional content to make readers cry...

So, back to my birthday when i was 12, mum fried chicken, my favorite that time was drumstick, and also fried rice with decoractive chilli on top...i still remember that time, it was juz the 5 of us,my dad, my mum,my brother,my sister and me. but i was really happy to be with my family...better than now celebrating my birthday at wong kok enjoying the free teh baldi...the more people, u dun get to exchange words much, people tends to split into groups..and after having their meal, they pass u the present , sing birthday song, make wishes, blow candle , eat cakes, and take pictures..that's all, the next thing u know, they are all going back...

so again , back to the birthday part...althought that time was juz 5 of us, i feel really happy, mayb i was still a kid, i did not know wat trouble means, i do not know wat is tension, all i do is juz go to class, do homework, and exam...as i grew up...things such as problems tends to crops up...

enjoying my life too much whenever i am free, whereas my dad is busy with work, he is approaching 60yrs old, and still working...whenever i reach home on friday , he will be later than me, he is really ageing, white hair, i can see that he is pretty much tired from work , and also the stress from work...and the pressure from family...means me...he is alwiz worried that i had not enough money,car no petrol, and my allowance...but my dad dun seems to care about himself, his health...he's been coughing so frequently...maybe this way, i will appreciate my parent more...i will give up anything for them , yes!anything...

cuz when i was small, my dad used to take care of me , while my mum is working 2 job simultaneously, jus to buy milk powder for me...that time we were poor....yes....we were that poor, as both of my brothers and sister are still schooling...and i am juz a baby...i alwiz thinks that i am a burden to the family...without me, their life would be much more easier...my dad got to take care of me and din get a good rest that he deserves to, and working at the age of retiring because of me...this is the disadvantage to have a kid when u are almost 40, by the time ur kid going into uni , u are already 60, uni expenses are quite high, not to mention ppl nowadays like to send their children to overseas...by the age of 60, when ur hand is shaking and the words that are coming out from ur mouth is not clear, u think ppl still will employ u ??unless u are a lecturer...a kind lecturer, that also depends what sector u are in...in certain sector , people tends to choose young ppl...more robust..haha...(sounds like machine).i think i am spending too much, i am not even working and yet i spend more than any other family members...i do not know why, that is the sad part...
i should actually apologise to my parents, cuz i am spending too much...my uni tuition fees is the most expensive compare to my bro and sis, my allowance also...i dun think my bro and sis got allowance when they were in college and uni...i dun think they got a hp too when they were in studying college or uni...


my mum also has been saving money all these while...she is not buying anything unless is necessary...she dun go on trip so often...but recently, her bank account is almost empty...becuz of me...and i am not producing any result...again sad case...no mood to con'd anymore...i shall work harder to prove myself...

cheers
ming

what if...

what if something u never imagine getting, then suddenly u got it...after u own it, u are really happy with it, while u were enjoying it,someone suddenly took it back from you...
what do u feel after that???


ming

Dream...

A very weird dream i had last night...weird!!!not WET!!!
i was shopping with my ex-housemate cl,then out of sudden i saw winnie my ex schoolmate...she walk passed us, while we were having meal and then she sat right infront of us,when she was about to leave , cl stood up and pass her something, funny...they don't know each other in reality but they seems to know each other in my dream...
other than that in my dream, i also dream of a new car , a new phone and a new me!!!the SLIM me!!!haha...

catchy status

if u would like someone to chat with u in any messenging devices, all you have to do is juz put on a catchy status...

what ever that u think that will provoke other side to msg u back.
simple as that...
"free MILO if u msg me"---kinda cheap
"anyone want to go for a movie??"---this will work if u are seriously going for a movie...
"HELP"---most likely no one will bother to msg u , cuz m'sian are juz selfish...but it depends how are ur personal relationship skills...hahah

can't think of much now...its 10 mins to class...


sleepy....

ming

interfac '06

whole night from 6pm till 11pm..only one bottle of 500ml mineral water and a 50 cent bread...no wonder ch feel sick the day after...
this picture was taken at the end of interfac 2006...hehe...we lost...but still had fun!

my habitat...

it's been almost 4 months since i last posted some pictures...lots of ideas which picture to put it in but i dun have the picture yet!!!

so far wat i have is

CK, me and CH

And

everyone present at the birthday party...

up and downs of life...

lots of things to do, but don't really feel like starting any of them yet...
IF u guys thinks finding parking spaces are hard thing to do...think again...life's are like that
juz heard a story of a fren of mine telling me that she is being backstabbed by another fren and rampas her bf...really so easy mer???if this sort of bf, keep it also useless la...better to dump it early early...
lifes are like that, approaching 22yrs in life, faces multiple obstacles and yet i am still alive...i am strong or wat?or isit i dun care much, i am lucky??or i am positive and take things easily...i have no ideas
too much things coming at once...depends on situations and apply the right solutions...never rush things...it will do no good and only harm...

i've been surviving one of the main reason is because of supports from family members and friends...thank you to you guys....we might not see each other so often, but a quick chat with you guys over the net is really working...makes me relax and takethings slowly.

u know....human are really weird, some human dun change for a lifetime, some changes dramatically,within a few minutes...me myslef is very fickle minded, one moment i want this , another moment i wan that...so its kinda hard...if i wan certain things, i will get it no matter wat...of cuz up to my limit laa...
if i wan answers i will get it no matter wat...nowadays..i am not as punctual as usual d, i am alwiz late...how to be a guy???well..learn while u live...live till 99, u will have over thousands personality...

wat do u do when u are sad,listen to songs?blast songs?sleep?drive like a mad cow??watever u do...bear the consequences...

morale of the story...Don't ever rush things, u might want it to be fast, but others are not cooperating...so if u can't follow, join them....malaysian style....we are not japanese or singaporean..wonder when malaysian will be liek one of them....recently ,blog that i write , i can't even understand when i read it back a few days later...so abstract....

cheers...
ming

Take Sides Always

1)It is always a brilliant idea to take sides,no matter what happen later, as long as u take sides you wont feel left out,no matter later on the sides u taking loses or win, u will still be happy...
2)notice nowadays, nutritions issues are the trend,people kept reminding us about exercising and live till 80...later on ppl will demand more, live till90, then 120, then this is when cloning comes in...
cloning organs can be useful, but definitely not human,there is this one show last time about certain rich people clone an exact pattern/person of themselves , to harvest their organ to cure them when they are diagnose with terminal diseases...
3)spaces and trust-lj today told me that her success of surviving a long relationship is spaces and trust...both of them must trust each other and also give in spaces to each other, report anything unusual to each other,sometimes got to judge wat is over sensitive with reporting issues...so it depends on ones behavior and so on...guys...use ur brain and work harder!!
one more thing, never drag a fren/buddy/ji mui into a conflict in a relationship...that will make the situation worse...
4)heard about this a lot of times d, dun leave things last minute,u will surely regret!!!

Brand new day,brand new life...??

how true is that??everyday i wake up, it's still the same, i face the same shit everyday, finding parking,thinking how to solve my fyp shits...who say brand new day, brand new life??who say after u wake up everything will be alright?? after sunrise is a brand new day, but definitely not brand new life...maybe for ants, mosquito but definitely not for me...

recents weeks i have troubles...lots of them...one after another...take it slowly??nah...it will only drag and drag...not solving anything...so might as well, solve it all at once...but things are easier said than done,how many of us actually manage to solve everything, certains things are just beyond out control...sometimes, we can't even control out feelings...

i have a question for everyone out there...why certain couple can be so happy one second and suddenly fight over something another second...have u ever see a couple fought in the mall b4???haahha....that will certainly be great!!!

it is guy change easily or girls???how many of us knows wat we wants and get wat we wants???

ming

to date or not to date...

when loves come, it comes, similarly when it goes , it goes...FEELings ma~~~very mysterious (spelling error)
But things like this usually happens to girls only, or should i say , applicable to girls only...since when u see guy say no more feelings wan???
when he says that, it means he like others d, that's for sure...if dun like also , admiring someone else, and a month or two, u will see him going out with another girl, or hiding at home cuz 'sudah kena reject'...

Relationship that based on certain circumstances will not work, quote from the movie SPEED.which i pretty much agree to it...one minute is like kacang and gula, then another minute things turns ugly like water and oil...aih...


bad day-daniel powter

alive again...

Yeah~~~finally i manage to have time to blog , not that i am really busy but i do not have my own sweet time to really sit down and blog cause i am still living without internet connection in my new house in cyberia.
So u can imagine how boring and tedious if i would like to online, i would have to walk to another block (opposite block) to online,although is near, but i am so lazy !!!haha...:P

Few week of school is fill with excitement, got to hunt down for some lecturer to supervise for my final year project...now that it's all settle, we'll have to figure out how to start it.

Most of my friends are working already, which makes me feel so hopeless,sigh....why am i still suffering from studying??they are now arranging for karaoke session, which i think i can't make it, no financial backup lately,haha...they got so much extra to spend , and i am still the same old me!Guess i juz have to save money in order to enjoy life...hehe...i believe i can cope with that, no problems...:)

Inflations is coming!!!brace for impact everyone!!!i can feel it already, the usual mixed rice i ta pau is now 50 cents more!!!the tuition fees in my Uni is up i like 30%...but luckily we are seniors so we'll stick back to the old tuition fees, but pity the newbies...next time yam cha must bring our own sugar already, cuz the mamak will say:'gula takde , bawa sendiri', on one hand its so healthy,another hand it's so not the same anymore...

why my dad salary is still the same???how come the part time job's pay is still the same ar??so unfair...everything is up, electric bill,rental,utilities, and also food,loan interest is up also!...oh gosh!!i am suffering man...but i am still that fat...

i miss home very much!!!where i can don't spend money!!!and still enjoy,that's home to me!!but nowadays when i get home , only basset-boy will accompany me...basset-boy snore during his sleep...haaha...i notice that when i was watching dvd and he was sleeping on the floor...

so many things to write , but when i open up this editor, my mind went blank...so many things to study before starting the project...the weather outside is so hot,so lazy to go back to my own unit...


why this bog , sounds like my emotion/diary, more than a blog...????
maybe i should juz make a online diary with password...


ming

shifting house...

very pissed with fucker foo leaving behind a trail of dust...fuck him!!!he is so irresponsible..din bother to clean up...WTF!!!~~???

a chance to lie...

girl 1:i suspect my bf is two-timing me!

girl 2:why say so???if u wanna know the truth, juz ask him straight!

girl 1: why should i give him a chance to lie to me?

girl 2: Ohh...true!then u juz have to wait and see.

mmu should built one of this and make it the malaysia number one or perhaps asia number, with that, we are way above the japan in terms of engineering!!haha...money making university!!!with pride and fame!!!and also minus the parking problems and impress other higher education institution in the country.

But maintainance is another issue...as u all know the projector in the lecture room are not always working properly.
thinking of catching up...we are way behind in terms of maintainance, price is high but implementation is poor!
that's the attitude of...ya know...sambil lewa...tak kisah...apa apa saje la...

leave some money behind

yeah..as usual pissed up monday routine!
my personality is kinda weird, i like to be in tidy,neat, and clean(my terms of tidy,if u understand me...)
i dun like to see rubbish lying around or another words visible to me.so i will juz hide everything that are visible in a box covered up and push it underneath my bed,when the time comes , like in 3-5 yrs, i will take the box out , check the thing inside and will throw everything that has not been using these pass 3-5 yrs...
And vioalaa...i got a brand old-new box for my existing 'temporary-rubbish' again...

Ok, i am way out of my topic,let's get back to it,so once i started staying or in another words sharing room with 3 other's roomie..things rather change while i am here...i observe that not everyone is neat or at least take care of their own stuff or shits...the first few month or so, i started sweeping the floor, which i can't bear it anymore cuz it's full or hair , more like carpet.then i got this comment, saying that"mayb we shud juz get a broom for our room."i reacted"well, who gonna sweep it??YOU???!!"

Then every morning , with his wet hair, he will blow it dry in front of the standing fan, then this hair of his will start flying like flies...randomly, sometimes it will land on our mouth, face, nose...I even heard got water spray on my other less fortunate roomie's face...that is totally WMD(weapon of mass destructions) ginseng smell...

then his is stuff is all in mess, ok, that's is none of my bussiness, but when he start laying stuff on my bed, that's totally out of the question, another roomie of mine says"why ar???why he left useless stuff here and there, why i dun see him leave a RM100 notes lying around??"Which i totally agreee!!!Once , he left his spiky comb on my bed, and i sat on it...imagine a cactus stuck right into the ass...fark!!!i so wanted to throw the bloody comb outside the window , but LORD whisper to me, MY son, Dun do that...so i was so polite, putting the comb on to his bed...

well, recently, monsoon season is here, so he left some not so dried cloth hangging in the room,which includes , underwear, socks, long pants...well, it might be clean to him, but definitely not to us, so everyone knows about this problem, but we juz kept quiet. damn we have patience , we sure have...

Then download download n download...until someone is so pissed that told him off, so now, he will start at the instance 12 am arrived and off it in the morning when the special one wakes up...

so, thanks to him, i understand that, there are all sorts of people, people might say that i am prejudice againts him, well, why not u invite him and stay with u for a year...u will be 1000 times pissed than me...
Some people say , we have misunderstanding, yes!we lack of miscommunication i agree so therefore misunderstanding, but communication with him is like with a cow, when we tell out our dissastification he will think that we hate him, he has low self esteem, so we might as well, let it go...i totally give up!!!now, i am moving out...few more weeks...so i was thinking of blogging about my 3 yrs here, each and everyone here...those that had left and stayed on...hopefully with some pictures...

cheers..
ming

bad day sad day...

The weather was hot, my heart was cold.
Read the news about a young girl watch her mum killed by lighting,despite mother's day is juz around the corner.For guys , we always forget about father's day or mother's day, i was often remind by my sister when i was small about these 2 days,although there was advertisement on tv screening all sorts of related stories about mother day, i wasn't aware when exactly this date was.Not until recent years...it was on the second sunday of may.

When I were small, my mum prepare my breakfast for me before i go to school, whenever i was sick she took care of me until i recover, whenever i am hungry she will cook for me, until now she will juz accompany me to eat even though she is not eating. she will be really worried if i have no appetite or i don't eat at all. She often ask me whether i got enough cash to pump petrol a not, i can sense that she is worried that i would strave myself for entertainment.when i was as young as a baby , my mum need to work part time as we have financial difficulties, means morning 8-4, then night 7-1am, then she will wake up at 5am on the next day,all these con'd until i enter primary one.Now , i can see the wrinkles on the hand, and that really freaks me out.I can't accept the fact that my mum is getting older and older day by day.
Recalling wat happen the other night , then on the following day , i told my sister, eventually she told my mum in the evening, my mum straight away called me.This is also another reason i didn't to tell my mum about that, cuz i am affraid that she is worried.
after losing our dog baby, i kinda learn to appreciate things around me even more,cuz i dun wanna regret.i am only 22, yet i am acting this way, damn i suddenly feel that i am old...haha

In the future if u want ur kids to remember ur burfday or mother's day and father's day, set an example for ur kids to follow by doing it urself now!

p/s:weather has been very unpredictable,climate changes,temperature rises,and all other factors that leads to thunder storm-strong ones, that already claim several lives in malaysia; so for those outdoor goers, please beware!!!better safe than sorry, juz take what ever precautions necessity to prevent bad things for happening...

ming

interesting logo....

haha, juz got this from another blog...why hate it when u are in it???

At the edge of Death

once in a lifetime...i encounter such occassion.
All i see was shadow, white images floating(like white cloth kinda transparent wave like flag),then colorful lights appears everywhere,but the sequence is scary, definitely not pleasant.it was like ascending to another world, graduating from earth.

All this happens in the middle of the night on 3rd may 330 am.my left chest was very painful, i can feel that the heart is pumping, i can even feel the beat in my head.
but my hand wasn't cramp so it wasn't a heart attack.furthermore, i am too young to have a heart attack.then i heard of lung flu, and lung filled with air(even though i dunno how was it going to be like, this makes me even more affraid), i was so scare...the more i was scare the more pain i was in...
i tried to calm down, tell myself not to worried,kept telling myself it will be ok, and the first thing i will do the next morning is to visit the doctor...no matter how i laid myself on the bed i am still in pain, sideways, sleep straight, it's still there...


slowly, i fall into my sleep, perhaps i was too tired...i only slept one hour from 230 till 330am , then i con'd to sleep around 5 sumthing. then in the morning when i woke up at 8. i dun feel the pain already...was it becuz i prayed? was it becuz i keep myself relax?maybe the former one helps a lot, cuz i can recall , last night no matter how i relax, the pain is still there...

well, this is me...this is life...

windows warning...

wow, amazing news i recieve this morning, the next time u update ur windows, better beware not to simply check every box of the windows updates.it seems that they are going to display the annoying msg on ur desktop if ur windows is not genuine...On the other hand, those who wants to make sure their OS is genuine a not?u guys can give it a try, if nth turn on when u restart ....TA DAAAA~~~~it means ur OS is genuine!If not u are cursed man!!

windows is only implementing this procedure in 5 country only, and malaysia one of the lucky ones to be selected!!WOOHOO~~~i always believe the motto MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

so, for those who are thinking switching onto other OS like redhat,it a wise choice since Mr.Gates and his advisor are taking steps to add several more zeros in their account...

one guy told me that,its always better to make a not-so-rich uncle a little richer, than to make a rich uncle a lot more richer...true!

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits! Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion Your gemstone: Peridot Your flower: Poppy Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Poppy is my type of flowers??i thought poppy flower is the raw material to make drugs...
it sounds to me that i am a saint, am i??

You Are 18% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

aeroplane...

X:why aeroplane can fly??

Y:b'cuz it has wings!!!

Z: whisper also got wing, why kennot fly??

Y:(-_-")...

FATT LAN ZHA!!~~

once upon a time in a smart city called siberjaya lived 4 friends in a small hut.
One day a couple in the house argue over a small matter, in order to calm down ,the male was accompany by another male fren out for a walk...

then the joke started, the female was all alone with another male fren, this particular male fren juz woke up from bed ( usual thing he will do in the noon)...

male:eh!how come u din go out with them for lunch??

Female: juz suddenly not correct 'key' with X, so din go out lor...

Male: aih....all the guys are like that wan lar...unlike "us" , so understanding (in mandarin xi xin)~~~~

Female: (WTF???)...us???

2nd incident
X:eh, where is G(A MALE)??

Y: oh, his "relative" came visit him today, so he is taking a day off.

X:relative???in siberjaya (this world) only got 4 of us wor, still got other human being wan??

Y: relative means" dai yi ma " la....yor!!!

X: ohh...understand understand...

Lots of indication that the guy G is mutating into another form this is wat we called evolution, juz like from ape to this 4 human beings...
recently i read a article about a guy being pregnant...perhaps G can have a look...is called www.maleprenancy.com


cheers...

i am sick...

yeah...my initiative was good, i wanted to play sports...but heavy rain,so heavy that before i reach the indoor court, my cloths were all soak in water.

now i am having running nose...slight cough...regreting of not puchasing the HLA insurance.
i used to tell my fren, its been long time since last time i was sick, really sick...lying the bed whole day.
i also used to tell them, hopefully i can get sick , so that i got an excuse to rest, life had been really busy, u might see me lepak here and there, but i am busy u know...haha

this time i think i am really sick...i am so affraid of fever...everything i touch seems to be so hard even my pillow, i have no energy, everything i eat is tasteless...i only get to eat fish porridge...

sick is so terrible...cannot walk around...alwiz so sleepy...

i think i need to sleep...forever....

funny questions...

i have this frens who like to ask funny funny questions, sometimes only funny funny people can answer her questions...

Q:why there is 2 lane during uphill and 1 lane during downhill?
A:(answered by a funny funny person which i personally was amazed!)cuz during uphil , if the car in front is slow u can overtake, not dangerous, but if downhill, its dangerous to overtake as ur car might go out of control...

depends on situation and enviroment , the way she ask questions sometimes might scare us...althought she may seem very serious like asking u for donations, but actually she is asking u how to fix pc...well,wonderful ppl like this...encounter once already vomit blood...

arghhhh....

idiotic driver

Well,today i met a person that drives like an idiot from china,brazil etc...

Well, he was driving his GF's car(a kenari)...forgotten wat is the fucking number plate but i was really pissed when he 'tail-gating' really close to me while i was taking corner...then when the lane was merging from 3 into 1, he squeeze it through...dirty lane he was in , and me of cuz in the clean lane...(shud i say racing line...we wasn't racing man)And i was aware that he was close behind me...juz overtake me, if i am slow...but GOD DAMN IT, a kenari only...how can overtake???but stupid moves are not meant to be done on road...if u wanna show ppl u are good in driving skills, get down to the track...let's see how great you are...DAMN fucking ipoh ppl, from samtet, mother is a teacher , that prays to jesus, and act like a scum-beg...hooligan...

maybe next time i will juz let him squeeze in...hopefully he met other road bully smack him in his face, and stuff hard rock right into his arse...

Burn in hell LIN EN SHU...
for god sake kenari...not even an iswara...fuck off la~~~
who are you to me^.^"???haha=))

what ur birthday signify??

wanna know wat ur birthday signify??
msg me...i will post it ...that way, i can remember ur birthdate too!!hehe

cheers...
ming

8月21日 醒目之人

8月21日出生的人经常会为保护自己不受到世人的窥探而奋战，可惜的是，这种努力往往徒劳无功。他们非常注重隐私，希望不被外界打扰，安安静静地过日子，但是这种愿望对他们来说却挺奢侈的。许多在这一天出生的人都习惯于隐藏自己的感情、想法与观念，除非遇到信任的人，否则绝不会轻易透露。然而，对于不是靠演员这行饭维生的来说，要他们当众作戏，简直就像要他们睁眼说瞎话一样不自在，更讽刺的是，他们越是想隐藏自己，就越会受到大众的关注，因此，在他们生命中始终有两股势力在交战：一是想隐藏自己的本能冲动；一是外界不断要求他们展现自己的压力。
有时候，凭着出色的外表或突出的个性，8月21日出生的人想要别人不对他们格外注目，实在很难，但是只要他们能接受这种无法改变的事实，并为自己在社会中取得适当的位置，到头来，终究是会学到该如何在必要的情形下与他人分享私生活，而不用为这种事承受太多不必要的痛苦与难堪。为了逃避世人给他们的压力，他们在寻求慰藉时有时会表现出怪异的行为来，这些举动不仅会伤害他们自己，还会连累家人。
如果他们本身没有那么不寻常，或他们所做的事、所从事的职业不那么具有争议性的话，这些出生于8月21日的人，就不会在公众与个人私生活之间产生太大的冲突。一般而言，出生于今天的人给人的第一印象是有点退缩的，而且事实上，人们也很难与他们建立关系，因为他们很少会采取主动，成为先开口说话的人，甚且，他们也不会矫枉过正地主动取悦他人，因此难免会给人冷淡疏远的印象。造成这种行为的原因，通常是因为他们想维持独来独往或是不介入人事的生活方式。这些行为表面上看起来虽然显得与人格格不入，但背后却隐藏着他们十分不寻常的一面，假设人们能够了解他们独特的想法或真实的性格，一定会欣羡、赞赏有加。
8月21日出生的人在家庭中能扮演相当称职的角色，尤其是女性；而不管是男性或女性，出生于今天的人都能成为维护社会稳定的中流砥柱。遇到他们认为必须坚持的事。他们会毫不迟疑地展现自己的风采，让他人明白自己的观点，或声明自己的独立性，即使这些举动可能会引起骚动亦在所不惜。有些出生于今天的人，或许会为了他人的缘故而自愿压抑自己的需求，但绝不会被迫这么做。
出生于8月21日的人最不能忍受专制，假道学与谄媚的人。除此之外，他们也很难被愚弄或被收买，相反的，只要晓以大义，不用激烈的手段强迫他们，他们会是极为乐善好施的人。
感官或性爱表达对于他们来说是相当重要的，不过要小心不可过度纵欲，因为他们自己就是极富吸引力与诱惑力的人。而家庭与社会工作最能满足他们情感与精神上的需求，并能帮他们找出实践自我的途径。 幸运数字和守护星 8月21日出生的人会受到数字3和木星的影响。受数字3影响的人通常都很有企图心，甚至还有点专横自大。虽然，木星所带来的乐观与心胸宽阔会使人达到制约来衡的效果（加上狮子的主宰行星--太阳的乐观面，影响力又多了一倍），出生于今天的人还是要小心留意，不要让自己过于想支配他人，这种支配欲有时挺顽固的，甚至会以沉默不语来表达他们的不甚认同。一般说来，受制于数字3的人，以及更特定的说，出生于8月21日的人必须留意防范不要树立太多敌人，因为他们很容易引起他人的敌意与嫉妒。通常，伴随着数字21的人，都有一副美丽的外表。健康 一般而言，8月21日出生的人会表现出想要保护与培育他人的特质，这对家人的健康会有很大的助益。然而，如果太在乎自己及所爱之人的幸福与健康的话，也会给自己带来太大的压力，过度紧张的结果，就可能会罹患胃溃疡或十二指肠溃疡等疾病。好在，不管是例行性的检查或个别问题的特别检查，这一天出生的人并不排斥看医生。刚开始，他们也许会对顺势疗法怀疑，但是最后还是会很实际地学着不去排斥它，如果真有疗效，就更容易接受了。 建议 试着在社会压力下保持平静，才能在公私之间取得生活上的平衡。尽量学着信任别人，不要太快就对别人妄下断语。弄清楚你想拥有的情感。 名 人 贝西(Count Basie)美国乐团领导人，也是钢琴家与作曲家。
台湾电视节目主持人张小燕，50年代曾为知名童星，其后走红电视界达30年，影视界的大姊大人人尊称为[小燕姊]，代表作《综艺100》、《周末派》、《超级星期天》等。
香港演员缪骞人，以《投奔怒海》、《最爱》等片红于80年代，与《喜福会》导演王颖结婚后息影。
美国歌星与词作者肯尼罗杰斯(Kenny Rogers)。
张伯伦(Wilt Chamberlain)美国篮球中锋，曾获七次NBA得分王、11次篮板球王与四次最有价值球员的头衔。
美国心理学家兼作家杨诺夫(Arthur Janov)，是原发治疗法的发现者，著有《初声尖叫》(Primal Scream)。 塔罗牌 大秘仪塔罗牌的第21张是[世界]，牌面上有一位女神手持权杖在奔跑，她拥有无尽的力量，穿越全世界以展示真理。这张牌表示，在这个星球上没有什么是得不到的。牌面正立时，这张牌代表报酬优厚、人格正直；牌面倒立时，则指出巨大的障碍、精神涣散以及自怜的性格。 静思语 在音乐中，两种声音之间会产生出另一种空间，因为它们是在同一时间内发生的。 优点 冷静、有支持力、愿意保护他人。 缺点 过度保护、退缩、规避现实。

ying yang

every myth always have a story behind, every 名句精华(idiom)also possessed this same law.
ying yang...means what is happening now, there will be a exactly opposite thing taking place in another dimension or on the other side of the world...

whenever there is a death , there is a birth...
u might happily celebrating ur birthday here, but on the other side of the world,a war is going on , the kid same age as u , might be lighting up bomb's fuse instead of candles.

ur house is renovating,u moved into ur new home...an earthquake juz struck Iran last week, many bricks houses turns into dust...

u might be happily playing football, a kid might juz step on a field full of mine.

u might be listening to ipod , ppl might be tapping ur phone line...

u might be very happily watching tv with ur loves ones, others might be fighting over the remote control.

u get ready to go to bed, others might be taking over the night shift.

u might be happily enjoying ur self in a dinner , ur admirer might be committing suicide...

well...i speak too much...juz that, i am so in mood in blogging today, or should i say when i am really tired, i am really into blogging...

cheers...
ming

Big Man with a Big Heart

have you ever see a big guy that weights almost 200 pounds, hairy chest,big size, like a bouncer cried over a small matter.
This particular matter must have been really important to him. things running thru my mind was, his love ones passed away?his true love was leaving him?the only thing that makes a Man cry over it must be really painful, emotionally painful...
If u ever encounter such situation, if u know this big guy, give him a hug!
Need not say anything, juz a hug will do, a hug says it all!!!

Trust me ...

small guy with a big heart that cries before...(ming)

失忆

amnesia...that is what the title says.
all of the sudden i wish i have this problem, if my birthday is tommorow, i will definitely make this wish.

once i wake up in the hospital, i will be like "who am i ", "what i am doing here", "who are you guys".

Fren #1:Hi, how are you feeling?do u remember who am i ?we came here a few days ago, but u were still unconcious.
Fren#2:on the far left , the girl in the pic , she is the one u admire all these while.she came yesterday too!
Me:(have a glimps on the pic,and the feeling is strange,not intersted in "stranger")Well, you can tell her that not to worry anymore, i won't be bug her anymore.No matter i can recall my memory a not,the decision is still the same.
Me:How do i behave last time?Have i ill-treat anyone of my frens?
Fren #3:Well, u are a cheerful guy, juz that u like to play around.yeah...u do have some one u dislike, u alwiz talk about him, sometimes we wonder , if u hate him so much , why u kept mentioning him??
Fren#4:you are able to keep secret fairly well, i guess now eternally...keke...
Fren#5:you have a high EQ, u are able to handle emotion smartly.there was once , u were so down, many problems crops up, and u can still maintain ur cheerful look, ur looks can be decieving.but you told me that deep down inside u can't sleep at night...whenever u have problems u will have insomnia.
Me:is this a sort of "relife"for me?maybe GOD gave me this chance to become another person, the more i think , the less i wanna know about my past.What had pass have passed.No regrets, furthermore i don't even remmeber what i've done.All i can do now is , pray for forgiveness , for the sin that i have done.hope what Son of Lord did for me is worth.
Fren#6:Let's juz see, u might regain ur memory, and u will become the"old" you again.
Fren#7:We promise each other that we shall go on a tour once we graduate.Are u still with us?
Fren#8:last time, between friends and girls, u will op for going out with girls rather than friends...what about now?
Me:most of my friends are girls??most of the girls are my friends too right??
Fren#9:i still owe u money, in ur head, whoevers owes u money, u will surely remember, even though we return it to u already.
Me:if money can buy back my memories...i rather keep the money...living in hospital is not cheap u know!!!
Fren #10:u take care of ur stuff pretty well, the older they are, u liked them most...u are like an"uncle" that likes antique...
Me:I am juz loyal...
Fren #11:when u type , u dislike using punctuations...such as comma's and full stop.
Me: i still do the same now...that's a habit, not memories...hehe:D, i am having amnesia not habit-sia.
Fren#12:when u are talking to someone u dislike, u like to "perli" them all the way...u force ppl to the wall, so close to the wall that they will jump off the cliff.
Fren#13:you can be really scarastic to someone that u dislike too!
Fren#14:when u drive agressively, u can be like a road bully...
Fren#15:It's pretty easy for u to apologise.like "i am sorry".
Fren#16:sometimes u can be really quiet, juz like now.
Me:i do not know how to respond. the person u are talking about is totally stranger to me.All i know now is , i hate the person u guys are describing,it's juz not pleasant.
Fren#17:That's weird , but that's is what u are last time.
Fren#18:maybe what he says is true, this is a reborn to him.But u must always bear in mind that, u can forget all of us here today, but u must always remember ur family...they are important to you...
Fren#19:mayb he is just refuse to remember, listen to his tone, he is so reluctant.He is still as sturburn as last time.
Fren#20:here are some of ur fav cd's from ur fav artist...try to catch up for some new songs too!u love news songs and also love songs.

Well,if one day i really have amnesia, please do not show me this script.i might be happier having amnesia for the rest of my life...

ming

colours...

colors...
if a blind man ask me to describe how the sun rise look like, the answer will goes like this, it's purple,dark blue...like cotton wool...many strings of clouds rolling one on top of each other, in a very good formation.

if the blind man ask me to describe sun set, my answer will goes like this, orange , silky cloud...on the opposite side its dark...real dark , like a storm is coming...

but i would like to ask u guys...wat is the color of happiness, wat is the color of sad, wat is the color of conflict...wat is the color is dilemma???

decision are often hard to make, and it depends on how we interpret; so there is no right or wrong.i've been asking myself, had i waste too much time, had i enter the wrong course???should i con'd doing it, or juz quit...but i am so far yet so near...
mama alwiz said, decision is in our hand...work hard...strive hard...

so wat is the color for happiness, sad ...and so on???

da fud!!!!

yeah....the food...super delicous!!!must bring muy parents there next time!!!

mak kai???

no 'mak kai' again...

yeah la hc, u are right,my fault...haha

*guess whose eyes*...rewards are:dinner at chili's--sponsor by eye's owner--

da only park in the city...

yes...there is plenty of koi!!!
and surprisingly...been to the mall lots of times , 1st time going into this area...hehe

burfday gurl

yeah...burfday girl n me...haha...while taking this pic , i feel a bit akward...cuz public area ...where got ppl take pics in shopping mall wan???so many ppl, but wat also must try at least its the first and the last....haha

not holding hands....hehe

and yes...no we are not holding hands!!!
juz camera tricks...:)

me n my frenly neighbour

who is she???she is the last month birthday girl...
she is alwiz beside me when i am using the pc, while she is busy eating...

The Rain At 3.30pm...

All of the sudden i felt that i was 'touched' by this rain.
most probably these few days , lots of problem crops up, unfinished bussiness... ... Some were finally resolved, some were still there, waiting for me , and waiting for others decision... ...things usually can't be done by one man alone, that's why the word 'cooperation' comes in.

Standing at the kitchen window, observing the janitor sweeping the the floor, suddenly a drop of water feel on his head , gradually a few more other... he quickly finish off the section he is sweeping, even though its raining, seconds after that,cold breeze of wind blew, the not so tall tree in the pot dropped off several dried leaves...he got to sweep it again, its raining...the rain gets heavier and heavier yet he still sweeps the floor,bird on the trees...started to flee from the scene as the rain has ruin their afternoon, some came into the balcony of the house...some flew to the roof of the balcony...some stood on the hanger...

the winamp was very cooperative, playing the sentimental songs...makes me feel like blogging...
i suddenly notice that i blog too often, so often that i even write craps such as this...

but think twice, this rain, sort of gave me the inspiration to get things done, to tell me that there will be rainbow after the rain, sun will shine as bright as ever...although now the sky may seems sad , crying...but once after its over...its over...it won't rain forever, same goes with life, u won't be unfortunately forever, we juz got to work our way out!No one can help us through, besides ourself, so when u are sad, juz try to be sad, no point acting happy, emotion this is what we called , after a while, it will go away...it will become memory...looking back at it in the future, it might be a funny one, or a meaningful one...no matter what it is...life goes on...the world won't stop turning because you are sad, or you are happy, we are juz tiny little ones...always remember that we are not alone!

think u are pity???there is someone out there that suffer thousand times more than u ...
my sister reminds me that i am very lucky d,having the car when i was only 21, whereas my sister and brother got a car only after a few years workingm during that period, they have to take the mini buses, that will take around 1 1/2 hours to reach the destination. Me!!!i take only 30 mins to go whenever i want...take into the account of the allowance i am getting now, i am not rich, but i am not poor either, i juz can't afford to spend like others, thousand on handphones, thousand on pc, thoudsand on cars...that why i prefer to stick to simple and nice...juz prefect will do...

i came from not so well-being family, my parents work their way out, until today, my dad is still working.whereas i am spending...
i still remember my mum alwiz told me that i was lucky cuz when i was born we moved into a new house, i get a better enviroment to lived in, whereas my brothers and sister used to live in rumah papan in kampung with my grandpa and grandma. they dun have a good enviroment, but they still earn a reputation in the society. ME on the other hand, have a good enviroment, tuitions and so on , yet i am in not doing pretty good...if my elder brother was born later , when my family can afford better education for him, he will be successful my mum told me, whenever my mum told me this , i can feel that she felt sorry for him...
before my dad brought a car, our only transportation is motorbike, I will be sandwich between my dad and my mum, they are taking me to the babysiter...and my dad will be off working , same goes to my mum...
my dad is still driving the same car, after 40 yrs!!!and the bike too, its still there...i guess our family has this loyal genes in us...i am still having the same pillow case for more than 20 yrs...(of cuz i washed it)...its in bits and pieces now...

my house still is the same, the sofa too!!!when u ask me to throw them out, i kinda felt 'dunwan lar' sit so long d...keep la...baby my dog sleeps there too!!!
my dad hasn't been overseas, hasn't travel on tour before, he is so dedicated to his work, he hasn't been on leave, even he is sick...i wonder why...

i remember my mum told me, not so long after i was born ,my sis was hit by a car when she was riding with my dad on the bike on the way to the hospital to visit my mum, my sister was hurt on some part her ear...luckily,the doctor at that time manage to stitch it back...it looks like normal now...

sometimes people that doesn't face hardship, never grows up, never learn lesson...
the process of learning never stops, u learn from the day u were born and the day u was laid into the coffin...that's true!

considering that i am youngest and having all the benefits, i am now no where , no aim, i suddenly feel so lost...my brain is empty...juz dunno wat to do...hopefully when things are in placed i will get back my aim, my objectives...everyone must work hard , there is no free lunch, but also work smartly...smartly not sneaky!!!

the rain juz stop once i reach the end of my post(motivates me even more)...i am going to see whether there is rainbow a not!!!
ALWAYS A BETTER AND BRIGHTER TOMMOROW!

In your heart: ming...:)

你到底爱谁？

一个人喝醉好想找个人来陪我们之间有太多的误会爱不能再沉睡是可悲是摧毁我不要再为谁掉眼泪爱过才后悔想要用酒来麻醉我们之间有太多的误会爱不能再沉睡是可悲是摧毁我不要再为谁而心碎求求你给我个机会不要再对爱说无所谓如果相爱是眼泪就让我们用真心去面对求求你给我个机会不要再对爱说无所谓留下了太多伤悲告诉我你到底爱着谁。。。

生老病死，我可以接受。反而，幸福快乐我就开始怀疑了。可能在其他人眼里是完美的，但在当事人眼里却是十分痛苦。或者，在其他人的眼里，那对情人一天到晚在骂架，但他们反而觉得骂架也是一种乐趣！有些时候我问我自己，简简单单活到老，还是精彩活半辈子呢？那你呢？

很多事情都有双面，只是由你来决定往那个角度去看而已。
事情十分简单，为何人要把它弄得那么复杂？
这就是人生！人生有趣的地方，就是有的选择！
没挫侧，就不是人生啦！
做任何事都一定要想一想，一定要做对的选择!

hungry...

been starving for more than 3 hours...brain lack of oxygen, can't think properly,whatever i look at tends to get blur within seconds.Having difficulties getting down from the stairs.this is how i feel right now.

i was thinking about something, part by part, little by little...is like a puzzle with lots of peices, is like a person who has lost his memory , but gaining it back slowly.
Among the things that cross my mind was , why other people are so happily together, and i am not??

One of the midterm paper was postpond today, but i wasn't happy at all,or i don't even care???
I wonder is there really such things like what the monk believe, "karma", or better known as what u did in ur past life, u will get it in present life...and lots more example...
u need to do lots of good deed in order u can live better, is it really such things??well, if u are a believer, then there is such things, if u are not, then u juz accept whatever that comes...

arrgghh..still hungry...somehow, once i pass my dinner time, i dun feel anything, my stomach won't be like linkin park, i will only lose my concentration, that is already bad enough for me now.

my sister's hero (part 2)

an hour ago i posted that the air con compressor was spoil...well, juz now i went down to take a look at the engine and i found out that the fan fell off...so it's totally not because of the compressor...hopefully..hehe...

u know, the feeling now is so confusing...i am happy that the fan is cheap to be replaced...
on the other hand, i am also worried that it might going to cost me more , during the fan fell off, it might hit sumthing...i dare not turn on the air con now...afraid that the compressor get overheated...

everytime when i am not alone in the car, the car air con fails...twice already!!!
when is this curse going to stop???-_-"

(con'd study...)

my sister's hero

as the youngest child in the family i alwiz get the things i want done easily ...like the stuff i need.Cuz all the main obstacles are handle by my brother and sister already , so until my stage my parents kinda understand how to handle me already...and knows wat i want and so on...so life for me is peaceful...easy life...

so often i get 2nd hand stuff, from small till now...
i used 2nd hand text book with notes written all over, makes studies easier...
bed that has squeaking sounds that has been pass from my brother to sis , from my sister to me...
same things goes to discman, and pc...hehe...

recently i got this 5 yrs old car from my sis , as u all know national cars will tends to give problem after 5 yrs..all the major parts will start to fail...so this particular car have been given me this problem and i have been dragging this problem for months...juz becuz it's still working...EVERYTHING WENT FINE UNTIL TODAY!!~
THE AIR -CONDITIONING SYSTEM FAIL-ed...that pissed me really much...wanna know how much???it is this much<--------------------------------------------------------------------->
the weather is so hot...and the car is trapping hot air after long period under the sun, so when i got into the car without the air con the car is like an oven...


a month ago...i had the compressor temporary fixed...becuz of the oil seal is leaking...then a week after that the fan was broken...this lead to the compressor is overheated again and the oil seals leaks again...this time..terrible sound , i can even hear it from the inside of the car(is like knocking sound from drum)...i suspect that the entire system is now clog with fluid, dirty fluid besides the air con gases...major operation and long time is going to take the mechanic to fixed this shits...hopefully after repairing this, this car will be in good condition and nothing else shall fail!!!
its really gonna hurt the pocket...of my sister ...haha...

In doubt...

why sometimes a professor got to be manage by a graduated diploma student in the account dept??managing all his pay, when he get his salary, applying for leave...why???

why post-graduate or undergraduate student are being control by those people in the admin that don't care about the feelings of students?they don't have the motivation to work, why should they be there???becuz of skin color???even though they lack of brain cells but poeple still tries and spend money pushing them way up high...eventually all the efforts are wasted...after so many years they still don't understand...people like them , no matter how well u treat them, they will juz turn around and stab u right in front of ur chest...over and over agian...

people are still trying to be saint and helping them out...wiping out others...but others are the one that work quietly and effectively...being forces to support them financially...

some have to work so hard , some were born with silver spoon...some were lucky forever...some were not so lucky...everyone must face obstacles in life in order to gain experience , if one face nothing in life, IT won't learn anything...

legal or not??

have u guys receive a summon from the police and not knowing where is the exact place did they took the picture of ur car speeding...they might be hiding behind the tree, behind the pillar...but i wonder is it legal for them to hide and wait for 'victims' to commit offence??

the recent incident regrading the ear squart, make us wonder what are the polices rights and also our rights...well, our parents pay taxes , pays for their bullets, training, fuel, accomodation(hotels), their annual dinner...and their maintainace for their perdana and waja patrol cars...are they doing the right thing??their are monitoring us but in contrast to that who is actually monitoring them??the way the act off duty...are doubtful...

the recent badge on them, "saya anti- rasuah"...any implications on public yet, ur preception on the policemen changed yet???those without this badge means they will ... ... isit??

small issue people make it big...cuz they feel their right are being abused...but sometimes the law don't protect us no more, it's used againts us...when u are doing crime of cuz it's used againts u , but when u are not....they are there to protect you...

so to make things and life easier...juz live our life moderately...do no crime...buy huge amount or insurance..juz in case ...haha...~~~

fEeLiNgS

FEELINGS...have you ever wonder why sometimes u can't make decision??
for example:sometimes i know i want to blog about something then suddenly a phone call or someone opens a door, or the door bell rings...it can easily distract my attention on what i am about to do...then i totally forgotten to blog...last weekend i thought i was getting old that's why i act this way...but then i notice, even my mom can remember why can't i???

then i suddenly figured out why i was acting this way...it's simple becuz i sleep too much!!!and also i watch too much dvds...hehe...

so the moral of the story is...don't drink so many teh tarik, dun eat so much nasi lemak , or else ur brain will be worse than a 70 yrs old uncle or aunty...hehe...

birthday girl with birthday cake

ohh my god...my housemate kim kee , she like the peace hand sign very much!!!

yummy~~~

she insist me on posting this pic...wat to do, she say she looks very good in here wor...(-_-")

me and birthday girl...

me and birthday girl(with is trademark hand signal...PEACE~~~or piss??)

CK LEE and Me...

yeah...my buddy from hell...hehe...this is chong kan my roomate...
anyone wants his contact number??get it from me!!!

birthday girl and *unidentified man*

not unidentified la...hehe...men in red is jing ze, lady in pink is kim kee, pronounce it in mandarin they sounds almost the same!!!

opps...i ready and u are NOT!!~~

hehee...got cha~~~the smallest eyes on earth...looks like one tiny straight line strecth from both side of the face...hehe...next time say get ready and count 1 2 3 lar....dumb cameramen

take 2

this one looks better...so much better...hehe

me and bao zoi poh aka ban jiong(landlord representatives aka class monitor)

hahaha...

ji mui men's(sister sister)

yeah ...ji mui men's pic...but i wonder why there is a guy there??:-??
no wonder his face like that lar...masam masam wan...hahaha.....

make a wish , make a wish...

*wish i will be rich and v2 will propose to me soon*(heheh...totally my imagination..sorry kim kee ong)keke

candles...

not enuff air...the lung too small; got to take 2 breath agian before blowing all the candles out..

the men in red, the strawberry and the birthday pompuan!!!

no matter how sweet the strawberry is, it will taste sour to her...HELP~~~

the cake...

this is the cake....hehe...22 yrs old liow...damn sad...well here is the brief description of the cake,it is definitely not a cheese cake..it's call mousse cake, chocolate mousse cake to be specific...it has a layer of sponge cake, and then the mousse...vanila mousse...then another layer of sponge cake..yummy...~~~

One Night In Station One

i have no idea what this plate is but the funny thing is there is only piece or shud i call it string of 'siu bak choi'...really damn stingy restaurant...wondering its a decoration or can we really eat it...anyway,my fren say the chicken chop was nice..hehe...

Well, actually that day was my house mate birthday...the one that is below being fed strawberry....dun be mistaken, the guy who is feeding him is not his bf...haha...her bf has a funny pet name...v2...sounds like the canon camera v 2(square)...but anyway, she is really a cute girl(not to mention stingy..keke)...so it was worth to celebrate for her , rather than doing the usual stuff such as buying a cake back home to cyber...wait till 12 midnight, off the lights and bring the cake to her...regardless she is in her room, or in the toilet(this was wat happen last year), or in the living room watching drama(her fav activity)...then sing the sad tune birthday song then blow candle then cut cake then eat then we all dismiss...haha...so this year was rather special...we all manage to go out!!yeah!!!finally!!~~~