yeah....worse had yet to come

yeah...juz finish one mid term paper...it was hard!!! didn't expect it to be so tough...even tougher than maths...but wat had happen had happen, that's the way, life is one way ticket no turning back no reverse gear, no gostan no u-turn, once a mistake , the 'pain' or sorrow or scar will be there forever...
Email once wrote itself saying that when u hate a person write it on sand once the wind blow it will go away, be erased. but once a person saved ur life , u got to carve it on the stone to let everyone know...me myself accept that fact. this thoery apply to everyone , no matter how i hate a person i won't hate that long, cuz i understand the fact that one day i might need his or her help, but what if that day he doesn't show support , he 'sim' far far then how???
i think we hope for the best, and if he or she really does that to me...may god/ allah/yeh shou ko/buddha /kuan yin ''bless'' him 99!!!

anyway, i notice that every post i write recently is about my roomate the toad, i dun wana make this blog to be i-hate-my-roomate-blog. so i will try to control..i will try my best

pls forgive me , u know last few days, i chat with my other 2 roomates:

GUY 1: why the connection so lag??
GUY 2: must be got ppl downloading lar
Me: mayb lo...cuz i wanted to check mail also kennot open the page...
GUY 1: if con'd like that kenot D, must do sumthing!!!
GUY 2: do wat???
GUY 1: ask the toad to moved out!!!
GUY 2: then u pay for his rent arrr??
GUY 1: we set rule, once the house got 3 or more person, no downloading is allowed!!
Me: yeah...good wan!!!

i keep asking myself, why i alwiz think of others , and ignore my own feelings. sometimes i hurt my family members feelings, and i din think much on their behalf, but when i face friends, i can do so much to them, and so little tomy own family members and myself,one day , my dad will disown me...if i con'd to be like that...
why can't that toad be more considerate,why???
and why must he make ppl hate him so much???

sometimes other girls housemate will shout from top to the living hall, who is downloading....very lag arr,then in an instant the connection will be very okie!!!hahaha

juz beware on wat u are doing, u might not hurt ppl, but still, pls use ur brain!!!
otak besar tanam weed???